i hate to say goodbye, but yup i have to. sometimes it makes me tear whenever i feel i neglected u as my best fren. i realli miss u so so much, esp those secondary school days. where we inventeddd the word "keebai"(our pronunciation of cheebye). there is so many things i wanna say to u. but sometimes i dunnoe why words can't seem to get out of my mouth. sry for not being there today for ur farewell. sometimes i feel i placed my priority wrongly n that makes me sorry. if i could turn back time, i wish i could have told u what we both were lacking at. sometimes i chose not to say, i rather listen.

N MY BIGGEST REGRET is I CHOSE TO LISTEN. n I"M SORRY.my next BIGGEST REGRET, is not mentioning what I feel. the next BIGGEST REGRET, is to hide away.

but wadever the case, i realli wish u luck in ur studies in melbourne ish, i will never forget the good memories. THK YOU my fren for everything u have given to me=) the amount of smile u put on my face is priceless. =)

sometimes in life people make mistakes n they grow from it. i made a stupid mistake, tt i think i have spoilt u. n i seriously think i did. when the time is right, i will mend it. there r words sometimes it is so hard to get out from my mouth. n i realli think i shd try. cos when i dun do, u think its right. but its wrong. VERY WRONG.

whether is it dance or work, character still place it priority. it is not about the matter of how smart u r that depicts how good u are. u must have a mind to diiferentiate wad's right and wad's wrong.

words can be hurtful, but they do no harm but good. if u could jus listen, things wouldn't have turn out this way. words dun kill u. sorry to u, if i have in any ways or another been to harsh in my words, sorry to u if in any way i've been rude, and sorry to u in any way i walk away. we all have our own principals. i have mine, n because i can't tolerate i might have went overboard to slam the door, or shout at u. but that's because it jus passes my limit. n my words can't seem to get into ur head. n because it is u, sometimes i feel life is pretty much hurtful. but think it on a good side, without u, i wouldn;t be here n experience the good n bad n be wad i am now. n i noe u love me, n i love u too=)

(if realli u could listen, i realli want to tell u all these)

i really feel mute at times.

sorry to make u worry sweetheart. =))) u r such a wonderful bf to stay by me all the time n give me all the support i needed.=) I LOVE U!