I DEDICATE THIS SONG TO YOU,UR FAVOURITE

ITS A PRICELESS JOY TO SING THIS SONG WITH YOU TODAY

I WILL NV FORGET

sorry make u wait for 4 hrsss=((((but hey heyyy its all gooddd=)))))u r not alone papa!!=)))

todayyy..... IS DADDDY"S BIRTHDAYY!!
hahah!!
i SURPRISE HIM W A SONg.i sang a birthday song for him in the pub!
very happy to see him happy
i wun let u celebrate ur bday ur own.
=))))
sometimes seeing u smile makes me cry
sometimes its not the gifts that matters
its the moment that we treasure
its been a long long time
n i am very glad tt i am getting closer to u.
i rmb the last time i kissed u was when i was young, so young i could hardly recall the years
n today i gave u 2 kisses
to express how much u meant to me
DAD, I LOVE YOU.
I'll take care of you.

i made the wrong assumptions before
n i misunderstood throughout the years
each day i am fixing the puzzle tgt
behind each smile is a worry in mind
i swallow down my tears
unknowingly my eyes turn red
sometimes when i am present in your situation
i can understand your trouble
now......
i'll worry until everything its alright
its my responsibility to do so
cos i probably fail to do so for the past years

THK U DAD......

life..........
has its ups and downss



i dunno wad to say.....



i jus noe how to cry



but i'm okay



everything is okayyy

As time pass, i realise ....

i came about to realise bout my thoughts

i went in, almost in tears, seeing him so happy, so so happy

tt's one side i nv seen him before

i've understood

i've mistaken

today, i learn

Daddy's words became a caution in my head

Dun be fooled

by anything or anyone

HUMANS r still HUMANS afterall

Words r just words

words from those hu r witty r cheats

words from those hu r true r rights

hu's hu

they r all hidden, all cemented

u just got to keep ur heart closed sometimes

watch closer, n think bout the why's

stand behind the line

but dun brush away

til the bad alarms

u dissappear

tt's the wayy

he says:"i'm too young to differentiate"

I replied: "i'm not too young to learn"

n that's life

i'm good=))))

(its not that i dunnoe, i noee where i am lackingg, i'm just too scared BUT i'm TRYING. but u all dun see it cos i simply dun show it.)

dearr loveee,

ur arms brought about so much warmth today

i feel very much comforted

u r incredibly lovely

this song is for u gal

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Your anonymous reader

if only i could be there

assuring you all i could

but i noe

deep inside i am just one of the helpless soul

not noeing wad to do

i might turn mute looking at ur face

eagerly wanting ur baby back

living in that mystery

is he ever going to coming back

or has he realli gone away

ur bleeding heart to hear the news

to live for this one mth

wondering by his death

life simply shows no mercy

n u thought to urself

why must it be him

time was just not enough

n his taken away from you

u waited patiently for his return

but the news reached u first before he could

u watched the whole thing fall

right in front of u

his image kept coming back

tears just unknowingly roll down ur cheeks

profuse

on and on

ur baby flew away

but believe me

because of love

u r not alone

his always there for you

you both last together

ur baby is not lost

his presence still lingers

ur baby is not lost

his not lost

never lost

never once did

he still lives on....

I've been so many places in my life and timeI've sung a lot of songs and I've made some bad climbsI've acted out my life in stages with ten thousand people watchingOh, but we're alone now and I'm singing this song for youI know your image of me is what I hope to be, I've treated you unkindlyOh, but Darling can't you see that, there's no one more important to meBaby, baby, can't you see through me, 'cause we're alone nowAnd I'm singing this song to you, you taught me precious secretsOf a true love withholding nothing, you came out in frontWhen I was hiding, yeah, yeah, but now it's so much betterIf my words don't quite come together, please listen to the melody'Cause my love is in there somewhere hidingI love you in a place where there is no space or time, I love you for my lifeYou are a friend of mine, and when my life is overRemember, remember, remember when we were togetherAnd we are alone now, and I was singing this song to youWe were alone, and I was singing, yeah singingWe were alone, and I was singing this song for youSinging my song, I'm singing my song for you

THis Song IS just YOU

I can't believe it's over

I watched the whole thing fall

And I never saw the writing that was on the wall

If I'd only knew

The days were slipping past

That the good things never last

That you were crying

Summer turned to winter

And the snow it turned to rain

And the rain turned into tears upon your face

I hardly recognized the girl you are today

And god I hope it's not too lateIt's not too late'

Cause you are not alone

I'm always there with you

And we'll get lost together

Till the light comes pouring through'

Cause when you feel like you're done

And the darkness has won

Babe, you're not lost

When your worlds crashing down

And you can't bear the thought

I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy

It can tear your soul apart

It can make you feel like you've gone crazy

But you're not

Things have seem to changed

There's one thing that's still the same

In my heart you have remained

And we can fly fly fly away'

Cause you are not alone

And I am there with you

And we'll get lost together

Till the light comes pouring through'

Cause when you feel like you're done

And the darkness has won

Babe, you're not lost

When the worlds crashing down

And you can not bear the cross

I said, baby, you're not lost

I said, baby, you're not lostI said, baby, you're not lostI said, baby, you're not lost

Life is so fragile, each time passes by, i hear ppl leaving. and now i am worried, i wouldn't wanna lose anyone. n grandma i wouldn't wanna lose u. sometimes i realli feel selfish. always praying u stay, nv tot how tough life is for u living. i always see u so strongs, ALWAYS. n blame it on my selfishness, i choose u to stay longer.

If humans can think things simple, things wun be so much as complicated. n sometimes it got me wondering.wad i dun write, doesn't mean i dun bother. cos i chose not to SEEM bothered.if some people can simply mind their own business, i feel things will be much beta.

n i shd concentrate my own business. if i can get the move right, n stop being so stupid n scared, i sure be better. but the prob is i still as stupid n scared. makes me more "PISSED OFF MAN" !!!!!

Dearest love,

my 3 words

belongs to u

with u

i am not alone

tonight

my love

ur presence held me so tight

i will nv let u go

cos i noe

baby

u r mine for long

with love so true

(REMINDER TO SAM SAM!!! PLSS FREAKING STUDY YOUR WORK!!!!!)))))))VELLI IMPT!!!!!

sam sammm u can go fang pi if u nv do ur work!!!!!! fang pi!!!!!!

DOCTORSS r CHEATERBUGSSS, but tt's only if its past 930pm=(((((((((((

arrghhhh!!!

funnily the price on the receipt shocked me til it makes me feel better.=o hahaha

lalalalalala

today, i'm pretty much brain tired. when i'm tired, i get noisy, then until too tired, i feel like a zomby. pretty much funny, but tt is uniquely me. hehe.

today is probably the day i realli feel quite a failure as a granddaughter.I feel good going over to granny's place. whenever i see her, i nv fail to wrap my arms around her. seeing her so happy to see me, is sth tt got my heart wrenched.we sat round the table eating, she kept on toking, kept asking me to eat, kept moving ard to get more food. aunt felt her annoying. i could feel the "can u shush for a moment" kinda look from their faces. then she toked bout her leg. then she toked n toked.as she toked, i smiled, n look at her. she lost so much weight from the last time i visit her. n i jus look upon my surrounding, n then i looked at daddy. its been long to see his eyes red. i controlled throughout the dinner, not to cry. at tt moment, i realli feel tt i realli hasn;t done a good job as a granddaughter. she continued toking. she jus went on toking. she toked, but she didn't cry. she kept on smiling. even when she say how painful her leg is. she is freaking god 90 plus. n i was wondering, if she would to be my age now, she would be a so much better dancer than me cos her legs is so strong.i think she will do well in house. hehe. her legs r powerlegs. i dunnoe how the freaking hell she can walk here n there, when deep down she noes she is hurting.then she went on toking. she didn't let me touched the plates. she insisted to wash, n wanted me to sit at the living room n have fruits. she passed me a basket of fruits.
n she kept on smiling. n i feel sad n disappointed. sorry grandma for not going for dinner the past few times cos i'm in school. n i will study hard.
the thought of her leaving us, bring tears into my eyes. n i realli do not wish tt happens. i am selfish, very selfish in the sense, i dun wan anyone part from me, esp her.

MIND over BODY, THINK Above the LINE
all in all
JUST TAHAN, JUST CHIONG
Won't Die Wan
=))))
n shit u OSTRICH!! the image of u eating shit, makes me lose appetite!!!
YUCKSSS!!!

for u, and u only...

TIMe passes so fast...

in the flick of time

5 yrs plus jus pass like tt n now..

u r flying to melbourne in prob a few hours time

study hard ish=)))

sam loves yea!!!!

n i hate to say goodbye

BE HAPPY OVER THEREE N SMILEYYYY!!!!

EVERYONEEE SHOULD LEAVE A SMILE WHENEVER THEY GO COS.......
EVERYDAY IS SMILEY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
N THISSS ISS A BIG SEXY SMILEEE FROM ME!!!!

everytime i start

i always look around

i feel so much comfortable

when there r no one ard looking

then

after an hr

when a group dash in

one by one

i'm back to square one againn

n it doesn't feel good

AT ALL

cos each time

i tell myself to ignore the sight

of the rest

i am still aware of the existence

n then i'm back to that black box

all tied up in a rope

I FEEL RETARDEDD

lalalalalaalalalalalalaalala

SAM... ORGANIZE

SAM....STOP SPOILING THINGS

SAM...START BUCKING UP FOR UR MODULES

SAM.....THINK CAREFUL

SAM.....TOLERATE

SAM.....U CAN DO IT

SAM...... DON"T WORRY

SAM.....DON"T BE SAD

baby,

remember our first day

when we order a hot cafe

waiting for it to whip it good

u kissed me on the lips

i blushed w happiness like you do

from then on

my heart is locked eternally

with love so strong

thank you baby

for being mine

=)

I AM PISSSSEDDDDDDddddddddddddddddddddddd OFFFFFFFFFffffffffffffffffffffffff!!!!

HP SPOIL, LCD SCREEENNN BREAK SO DAMAGEEE, tt it is HOSPITALISED AT THE MOMENTT!!!! N TT IS ENOUGH TO Go -.-!!!!!

N NOWWW my MP3 IS IN INJURY FOR GOD KNOWS WAD HAPPEN RIGHT afterrr 2 DAYS I KILLED MY HP!N NOW I AM GETTING LAGI -.-!!!!

N NEXT SI LANG MEL NOT WORKINGGG!!! MEL IS IN SLEEPING MODE!! MAKEEEE ME LAGI MOREEE-.-!!

THK u SOO MUCHH!!!

NOW I SHALL KILL MYSELF!

ARRRGHHhhh!!!!

-.-

i hate to say goodbye, but yup i have to. sometimes it makes me tear whenever i feel i neglected u as my best fren. i realli miss u so so much, esp those secondary school days. where we inventeddd the word "keebai"(our pronunciation of cheebye). there is so many things i wanna say to u. but sometimes i dunnoe why words can't seem to get out of my mouth. sry for not being there today for ur farewell. sometimes i feel i placed my priority wrongly n that makes me sorry. if i could turn back time, i wish i could have told u what we both were lacking at. sometimes i chose not to say, i rather listen.

N MY BIGGEST REGRET is I CHOSE TO LISTEN. n I"M SORRY.my next BIGGEST REGRET, is not mentioning what I feel. the next BIGGEST REGRET, is to hide away.

but wadever the case, i realli wish u luck in ur studies in melbourne ish, i will never forget the good memories. THK YOU my fren for everything u have given to me=) the amount of smile u put on my face is priceless. =)

sometimes in life people make mistakes n they grow from it. i made a stupid mistake, tt i think i have spoilt u. n i seriously think i did. when the time is right, i will mend it. there r words sometimes it is so hard to get out from my mouth. n i realli think i shd try. cos when i dun do, u think its right. but its wrong. VERY WRONG.

whether is it dance or work, character still place it priority. it is not about the matter of how smart u r that depicts how good u are. u must have a mind to diiferentiate wad's right and wad's wrong.

words can be hurtful, but they do no harm but good. if u could jus listen, things wouldn't have turn out this way. words dun kill u. sorry to u, if i have in any ways or another been to harsh in my words, sorry to u if in any way i've been rude, and sorry to u in any way i walk away. we all have our own principals. i have mine, n because i can't tolerate i might have went overboard to slam the door, or shout at u. but that's because it jus passes my limit. n my words can't seem to get into ur head. n because it is u, sometimes i feel life is pretty much hurtful. but think it on a good side, without u, i wouldn;t be here n experience the good n bad n be wad i am now. n i noe u love me, n i love u too=)

(if realli u could listen, i realli want to tell u all these)

i really feel mute at times.

sorry to make u worry sweetheart. =))) u r such a wonderful bf to stay by me all the time n give me all the support i needed.=) I LOVE U!

YOU R MY WONDER BABY!!!hehe

HUGGIESSSSS

BIRD FACEEE hehehehehehe, so cute!!!
so fierce for waddd, haneh u must SMILEEE LIKE ME!!!! LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLESTT!!! hehe "FULLEST CUP!"hahahah!!!!!
STUPID SEAN LOKEEE QUAN QUAN!!

hahahahahaahaha. I HAVE kubird frensss like sean, the big mouth, shengda, the wannabe cannot make it ah du, seb, the "half man half ostrich", songhan, the man w so fierce face, jasmine, the gaymin!hahahahaha!!! onli my babyy is normal LIKE ME!!! hahahahhaha.and all u chicken nuggetsss, stay away from harming erniee. hehe. when i look back, haha, time pass so fast, we've been one clique for 3 semester, n we've been v close n funny. i realli feel very happy whenever u all r ard cos tt's when we all act like monkies tgt. hahaha. no stress! hahahahaha. thks guysss.!!!! u all r the BEST!!! after exam happy hour okayyy. we go chiong steamboat!!!play mahjong, play pool. hahahahaha!!!!!!! wheee.

anww, for the past few mths, my noseee is in a disaster. my flu likeeee some pig flu. nv cure, always blockingggg. n i got a msg to send to those i dun noe:

to those 74 passengers sitting at the upper deck,

I"M SO SO SORRRY, if i make alot of noiseee with my nose when i slp. it is too block that it creates awful and rhythmic sounds, hehe. SO SORRY. i try not to blow n slp in the bus. hehehehehehe. SHIT SO PAISEH!

to my babyy,

my greatest gift of all

is not the expensive

but the priceless

u r my only precious

that goes with love

so infinite

I LOVE YOU

unconditionally definitely!!!

Life is a test bounded by complications,

with mixture of wrong and right

that undergoes the deem of light

Life is full of colours

mainly dull and bright

u painted the pictures

that enclose my eyes with sight

Life is made up of seasons

that changes time to time

u chose the spring

and hide away from the winter night

Life in everyword

comes about part and parcel of life

u r given 2 choices

with acceptance in all devines

with ignorance that shunns the sign

i love my sweetheart

HUGSSS!!!

thks baby for taking care of me when i'm sick=)

sorry for making u worry=(

and thks again for ur unconditional love=)

I LOVE U!

hehehe i feel somehoww cureddd. mind over body, i am cured!!!!!=X i think soo. hehe. let me share with my life in this sem. this sem i made several mistakes, n mistakes only til now then i feel i regret doingg. here it goes....

1. i REGRETTT choosing SERVICE INNOVATION as my IS for 2 freaking reasons.

--> it requires me to walk for 15 MINUTESSSS TO FIND THE CLASS UNDER THE HOT SUN!!

--> it requires me to WRITE FREAKING 9PAGE REPORT TO BE HANDED UP THIS WEEK!!(like WTOMG)=((((

2. i regret HATING AAA, regardless of how hard i study i still fail, BECAUSE MY MIND SAY I WILL FAIL

--> nowww i need to take retest (MIND OVER BODY!,I WILL GET FULL MARKS!!)

3. i regret for not drinking alot of water, that i turn out sick like a poor dead deer. i thought i was incredible hulk but i realise i was some bird with no wings (huh?!!!)

hahah, tt's about my regrets. hahahahahha. okayy continuee report n drink barley!! i feel so bloated w liquid=(((

in time, i really want to share my thought of you

but the clock hasn't tick for me to strike that up

the time just hasnt come

cos 1 reason was me

i rather let u realise it urself