DANZATION 08 is over, n i am feeling happy n empty
I AM FREAKING THANKFUL n GRATEFUL
I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY
n i feel so odd
cos i miss EVERY SINGLE THING
FROM THE CRYING TO THE LAUGHING
I AM SO SO THANKFUL FOR THIS WHOLE GREAT EXPERIENCE
WHICH BROUGH ALL OF US TO A NEW JOURNEY
I AM SOO THANKFUL N HAPPY
tt i am speechless=)=)=)
let me recover from this happiness tt i no longer need to settle tickets besides tallying the final time tml.
i abit quite brain shock
actualli i am
very very
i still imagingin myself running to and fro
omg
i can't belive it tt its over
n now i am sad
shit
i feel empty
i miss this whole thing
omg=(
jialat
bb
I MISS DANZATION08, the whole process of it!! evry single second!

LET'S ALL THROW AWAY THE BAD! N DO LOOK FORWARD FOR THE GOOD, OR NOT JUS GOOD, LOOK FORWARD FOR THE AWESOME PERFORMANCE!!!!
its been a hard period, everyone's tired n scared, but dun scared!! we going to blow the stage away!! to those who have message me, i love u man!! great encouragement!!
here's my words of encouragement, sry can't sms, i broke alr=(
we may go through hardship,
but dun let eh hardship take us away
let it take us through this splendid journey
it is going to perform mircale
or should i say
we r going to perform miracle!=)

i am seriously not in the mood. i noe is at the wrong timing to say this. but as much i want to feel all excited and stuff, my brain is not tuning at the right mode.
I AM PISSED OFF! i am saying this cos i am realli piss off!I HAVE ENOUGH, N I HAVE REACH A POINT!
TO THE UNKNOWNS
i dun care whether u r reading this but,
let me tell u this,
its been the freaking 3rd day!U R NOT FREAKING HOME!
I DUNNOE WAD IS UR REAL REASON!
WHether ur words are true or false
i dun care
only u noe urself
let me say this to u
NTH BEATS UR OWN FLESH N BLOOD.
i am realli into tears
if i could control wad's happen
i rather be the eldest
N TO U
I WANT TO TELL YOU
IF I CAN JUS DUN HEAR U MAKE A NOISE,
I AM V GRATEFUL
n seriously,
I GOT TOO MANY THINGS BOTTLING IT UP
I FEEL DAMN STUPID N IDIOTIC
to whoever n wadever u are
I JUST NEED A SIMPLE COORPERATION
BUT NOW
its too late to need it.
ANW... THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU'v DONE
n i dun hate anyone
i'm just upset n dissapointed



i am not going to utter nonsense for these few days. i'm sorry to those who hear me rot nonsense n jus luff w my lameness. i'm sry i jus needed to shield some unnecessary rubbish away from myself. jus hear me fart all the rubbish, n i will seriously be back to normal.
I WILL NEED MY BRAIN TO FUNCTION VELLI WELL.
to whom i thought i'm piss,i'm not piss w u, i jus feel emotionally drained.AND I AM OKAY!


DANZATION!
omg!
yes!
yup!
it will ALL GO WELL!
HAVE MORE CONFIDENT
DUN SPOIL UR BRAIN
uR BRAIN IS UR CORE FUNCTION
SO EVERYONE REST WELL
n seriously
I LOVE ALL OF U
ALL THE EFFORT
I noe i am a loan shark for 2 months
for chasing u all for payment
but ITS A GREAT EXPERIENCE
I SEE MONEY DAMN HIGH
I CAN understand the feeling of being loan shark
u see money, u feel wah seh!
=))))
LETS ALL DO A GREAT N AWESOME ONE
N i seriously, beta not qiang pai, forget step, move wrongly, too scared,come out of my stage so over late. too may mistakes. n one more , pls dun fall down.arrghh!!=)))))
I"MHAPPYFORALLOFYOUGUYS!!!
THANK YOU!



baby i'm sorry=(

i realli dunnoe how
but there'll be a way out
n I will try...
i just need time to think

LET"S ALL DO OUR BEST IN WADEVER THAT COMES OUR WAY. DUN TURN BACK, DUN LOOK SIDE, JUST CHARGE FORWARD.=))))



i miss alot of things=(

Okiee peeps,
my this long post wun have fotos, cos i haven got them yet, but i will post it once i have them. THANKS YOU MY DEAR FRENS for the surprise.
honestly peeps, i felt a little emo ytd morning, but still okiee...then i kp disturbing my poor baby,asking him for my surprise.hahaha.
then i jus emo in lecture, then suddenly jasmine ask me go toilet halfway the lecture then she say toilet v scary. i seriously nv suspect anything. then when i walk out from the toilet with her,and walk and walk, i saw my funky friends slowly walking out from the wall there, then baby carry the cake and they all sang a birthday song. i almost in tears.
THANKS SEBBY for lugging the cake to school
THANKS SEAN, EUGENE, JASMINE, and of cos my BABY!!
SO sorry for causing u all to skip lecture. hehe=)
I LOVE U ALL!!
THANKS SONG HANN,i wun forget u. THANKS FOR THE WISHES and helping outin our projects=))) I WILL MAKE UP FOR IT!! haha

and now go on to the next freaking big heart attacking sexciting surprise!!!
i go studio, and shufang jus run to me n hug me, then i tot she wanna say,"happy bday sam!" then she jus say "hello sam", then in my heart i am like -.- hahaha. then i jus go for practise after practise i waiting til 10pm cos thks to beloved mia teck, he tell me say got meeting a few days ago. then i jus sit and do my ticketing things, thinking wad to tell peggy. hahaha. then at the same time i discover a new product from vic, its some MELAMINE DOPEY PRODUCT FROM DIASO. IT SERIOUSLY CLEAN UR SHOE VERY CLEAN!!!!! must take foto of it!!!$2 only. i sat there clean shoe, seriously i enjoy cleaning.so HARPIEEE!!then i went back settling my ticketing. and chan chan comes to me n ask me to type this blog,
http://minieyes-giganticboobs.blogspot.com/, by seeing the name of the blog add, i tot is some dirty porn funny website. then I SEE MY FACE. I STUNNED!! i tot they edit my blog!! hahaha. then i stare at the blog, i see baby's photos, then i scroll down,, all my wonderful frens!! then they off the light, and jamie lim carry the cake. I JUS CRY!!!
I CRY LIKE A PIG!!! like seriously!! I CRY LIKE MAD. I KISS MY BABY!! it was so unexpected. I CRY AND CRY. I CRY SO LOUDLY OUTSIDE. haha!! thks people.
I WANNA SAY THANK YOU MY FRENS!! NRA peeps, u all jus so unbelievably crazily the greatest peeps!=)
SPECIAL THANKS:
YVONNE ANG: u and ur plan to collaborate with my bf, is sth i realli nv expect!! thanks for everything u have done! u are my sweetest gf!! thanks for all the hardwork!!I LOVE U MAN!thks once again for the trouble u went to make this plan a success.
BABY ERNIE!: baby ur 99 roses, i realli nv expected that to appear right in front of my eyes. baby u r seriously a great actor.u must be feeling torturing to tolerate my nonsense and kp this secret. BABY I LOVE U SO DEARLY! I LOVE U!!! SORRY baby for the tantrums!I LOVE U INFINITELY!
JAMIE LIM: JMIE LIM THKS FOR THE CAKE, its so dopily NICE!! I LOVE IT!!sry even if u r sick, still got to bake cake for me!=) u r so sweet, drink lotsa water.
JMIE CHAN: THKS CHAN MALI CHAN for ur acting!! I SERIously tot its some funny video u wanna show me!! hahah! THANK U MY FREN!!!MY ONLINE SHOPPING KHAKI!
VICKY: VICKY THKS FOR THE BLOG DESIGN, its superly nice and sweet. ur design skillss make me look so hot in the blog. HAHA. N thks to ur diaso product, i feel my shoe so clean now!!
KAIJIA: u r so cute la, i seriously wanna turn u upside down for ur sms msg."sorry sam, we not free to celerate ur bday, next time we free then celebrate okiee"haha. THANKS TO U N VON FOR NAMING THE BLOG ADD!!
MELISE: THANKS FOR TAKING FOTO!!!! U R AN AWESOME OPTIMISTIC gal! U blossom my day with those special messages=)
MIAMIA: XIN KU ni le for tahaning one day not wishing me. PAISEH EH!! hehe u r one awesome FREN!! RESPECT!! LOOK FORWARD TO JUST FINE PRAC! haha
YEW YEW: thks for VIDEOING my STUNN face=) JIAYOU FOR EVERYTHING!! REspeCT U ALOT!
SHAO MIN: I CANNOT forget the trap for asking me my fav song for ur IS project. haha. i feel so stupid!! hahaha. THKS MY SWEET FREN!! we must take more fotos
YUTONGGG: haha!! i am surprise ur mum n i falls on the same day! hahah. thks for tahaning me! hehe.u r an great fren!! happy to noe!! more nonsense to come yea!! STAY PREPARED!!! THKS ONCE AGAIN!!!=)
XIAOBEI: THKS FOR UR WISHES!!no worries for not turning up its the thought that counts=)
SHUFANG: ur Bubbly character is realli makes me SMILE. THANKS FOR THE BALLOON. I AM VERY TOUCHED. n i lOVE ur DOG!!!
CASH: THANKS FOR UR WSIHES=) JIAYOU in everything u do=)u can do it=)
XIUBEI AND EILEEN: THANKS THANKS FOR WISHING ME. WITHOUT u all in the ticketing team, i can't possibly manage it on my own. I APPRECIATE THE GREAT TEAM work! i am sorry to u all for being so lor sor.hahaha. i love u all!! THANKS FOR THE WISHES AND HARD WORK.
CHIN: haha THANKS SEXY MAN FOR UR WISHES! APPRECIATE IT!! JAYOU FOR UR TEST TODAY!=)
IVAN: THANKS VAN VAN for ur wishes. I"m very touched by ur wishes!! U R A REAL GOOD FREN!! THANK U FOR BEING U!=)
WYNN, SINYANG, CHEE CHENG,RACHAEL,DENISE,SHI HUA, GIAM: THANKS FOR THE WISHES!! hehe=) I APPRECIATE IT ALOT!LOVE U ALL MY SWEET FRENS!!
STEFFI: haha i didn';t noe my no brain theory leave a deep impression in u. THANKS ALOT FOR TALKING TO ME=) i appreciate alot!! hugss for the wishes!!
QIAN HUI: thks my fren for guiding me ytd on the ticketing side. U ARE REAL NICE n SWEET=) THKS FOR UR SWEET WISHES ON THE BLOG
JOEL: THANKS JOEL FOR UR DRAWING! it sso cute!! I LOVE IT!!MS SWAN SAY THANK U!!!
SUMMEER and KIT KIT: hehe SRY if lately i nv always take bus rides with u! but hey hey!! I WILL STILL TAKE BUS 74 with u wan!! THANK U SO MUCH for tahaning my singing n randomness!!
HUITING: THANKS FOR UR SWEET MSG, I WILL JIAYOU for wq item!!haha=)
BAOWEN,SHANE:thanks for the WISHES=) GREAT TO HAVE NOE U GUYS!!
NICOLE!!:UR DRAWING IS SO CUTE THANKS U SO MUCH! hOPE to get to noe u beta
FARID: MY GREAT OLD FREN! what can i say, u have great patience=) thk for tahaning me for 4 yrs!! hahah!!!THANKS MY FREN FOR EVERYTHING!

THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HAVE WISHED ME THROUGH UR SMSES!! i AM v touched!!
I LOVE U GUYS.
THANKS EVERYONE!!
TO MY BABY LOVE, I LOVE U MY DARLING SWEET HEART. I WILL TAKE CARE OF U! n i will nv leave u!! STAY BY ME ALWAYS ALRIGHT! thk u for being so understanding!!!=)I LOVE U SOOOO SOOO MUCH!!

=)))))))

WHEEE!!!!! I got a baby dog!!!!

SHE SO CUTE AND ADORABLE!!!

hehe!!

i FEEL SO HAPPY SEEING HER=)

she makes my day

to ms kaijia, u r forbidden to enter my house

i noe u will sexually harass her

heheheheheheheheheeh

sam current mood: I so wanna scream n jump n scream n jump!!!

I LOVE ROSESS!!!!=)))))

I LOVE RED!!!!!=)))

I LOVE MYSELF!!!!=)))

cos my hair grow!!!!!!!

there's one thing i must blog!!!!

I LOVE OBAMA!!

REALLY!!!

I RESPECT HIM!!!

HE DESERVES IT!!!

THE FIRST BLACK US PRESIDENT!!

SERIOUSLY!!!

the moment he made his stand,

HE HAD CHANGE THE WORLD!!!

i think i must calm down, suddenly i feel less singaporean... hahaha

I FEEL patrotic for USA.

for the safety of my citizenship

OKAY I LOVE OUR PRESIDENT ALSO!!

MR NATHAN (oops, is it spelt correctly???)

I LOVE LEE KuAN YEW

I LOVE GOH CHOK TONG

hehe...i feel safer now.... hehe

hehe... laughter is the best cure!!

relieve stresss

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marriage is like a magnet of 2 parties
it either attract or repel
that's it

my nose is running with NIKE shoesss
run ar run ar run ar....



i wake up ytd
my lungs are tight
so tight i could barely talk




then i start to cough
like a stupid spastic horse




today, i hear the same sounds
i pity my classmates n lecturemates
esp those behind=((
can't help it
paiseh
i try to get well soon





dear lungs,
can u pls be good
take in more oxygen
pump more blood
allow my heart to beat normally
u r so costly
u alr burn my pocket'
sam sam will treat u nice
i will reward u
maybe with.......
BUBBLE TEA??? POTATO CHIPSS??? TAKO BALL????
pls allow me to breathe normally
i really need to
its torturing
thk u lungs=)
sam sam loves u!

okiee sexy people!!! pls go to www.danzation.blogspot.com to check this out.
Venue: convention centre (NGEE ANN)
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recently i read many other ppl's blog
n i find people real interesting
hmm...
i guess..
ppl hav to go through time in order to grow
i am refering growing mentally n emotionally
we need to learn
pick up those puzzles
n piece them tgt
life is never given to u in a piece of paper
it is broken into stages
u have to realize it yourself
its all in ur hands
act wisely.....



dun mix love and like tgt
cos they r not the same
we r all confused by that
dun over assumed

I miss my attachment.........
i miss misss misss all of u!!!=))))))))
i miss shuttle run in the office=)))hehehehehe

let's imagine thisss....

when u r lost in an isolated jungle

and u noe u r confirm dead...

n u start thinking of....

regrets, happiness, sadness,

all mix up like rojak

so indescribable

u start to tear

n u think of someone

n another

n another

thinking of wad to say to them if u had the chance to

life is so contradicting

we only have the courage

when we r close to death

sometimes..

i can understand..

i feel emotions...

i can't mouth them..

i feel sad...

i feel lucky...

sometimes we r helpless...

very...

we must learn to be thankful...

realli....

if we hadn't

its not too late to start now...

jus do it

we only start realising our biggest mistake

only when we regret...........

SInce my bday, deepavali, n new year is coming,
letme make a BIG WISH now.
listen up ppl.
my wish is...






pls get me TELEPORT!!!







sometimes, i hope u realli understand
stop complaining
stop pin pointing at me
stop commenting at me whenever i reach home'
every little thing
u must criticise
u nv listen to me
..........................................................................
i hav to put on a "dun bother" look in front of u
but ur words simply pricks my heart
makin me feel like shit.
seriously like shit

I AM sorryy....



but I am THANKFUL!

To HAte is a Torture
To LOVE is A Bliss=)


i'm sorry for not giving my all but i'm trying my best
i am jus setting my priorities evenly to the important
thks dad but i'm sorry for making u worry for me
sending me to work and home after dance most of the time.
the obstacle we went through was a hard time
but i'm glad u r here w me
thk u for the understanding
but sorry if i neglected
u r the most wonderful DAD
I LOVE U!
u taught me well these years, n i'm very thkful.
THANK YOU DADDY=)



to baby,
I LOVE U
my darling i'm sry for not having enough time for u
thk u for squeezing time for me, to see me onli for a short while
even tucking me to bed with those goodnight words
realli put a smile on my face


to my frens,
I LOVE U ALL, but i'm sorry if i didn't made the time
but i'll definitely do so
sam sam loves u allllllll=))))))



to smile is a wisdom
to frown is a dumb




i can't differentiate whose right or wrong
cos everyone have a story to say
n a stand to hold...........................
it makes me wonder.......
sam jus dun care

SOMETIMESSS, HUMAN MUST AT LEAST look at their UGLIEST for A FEW TIMES. N I THINK MY HAIR LOOKS LIKE SHIT. HAIR STYLIST!!, NEXT TIME, plsssss tok to me in ENGLISH!! i dunnoe wad is LIU HAI. i LOOK DAMN COCK W THIS COCK HAIR!YUCK!!!!



TIREDDD




WADEVERRRR!!!!!!




LIFE



IS




NVEr




PERFECT




but





I THINK





MINE




iS






,

IT MAKESS me




HAPPIER


TO THINK TT WAYY




SO EVERYONEE!!! WE R PERFECT!!!!!!





GOODNIGHTTT!!=((((





hehehehe

IGNORANT IS A BLESSING

I KNOW NTH

HAPPY 8 mths anniversary!!! thks my love!!!!!

FirstLY!!! I MUST SAy PAiseh To _____________ and _________ _________ that I farted. hehe. IT was PUREEEEE ACCIDENT LORRR!!!. hahahahahahahahah realli lahh!! hehehhehehe.

hehehhehehee.......
i dunnnoe why i hehehe about. butt wheee 2 more week, END OF ATTACHMENT!!! NO MORE WAKING UP AT 630!!!! hehehe but i will miss my CUTE COLLEAGUESS!!!

n hor, SAM RMB to REMOVE UR EARRINGSSSSS before u DANCEEEE. hehe. PAISEH PPL!! but give credit to my HONESTY OKIEE.

if i got one word to tell u, i wanna say alot. but jus 2 words to u is enough, that is BE TRUE, not to others but to yourself. No one is born to be lucky. we all strive for it.

u r too s_________________
i dunnoe hu u r
u r just too s______________
it realli wrecks my heart
u r simply too s_________________

i am velli the tired.. but i cannot slp, cos i needa shit. heheheehehehehehe.
anw i VELLI tired!!
hahahhaahahahahahahahah
i realli miss school
but i can't bear to leave my fellow colleagues
they damn nice to laugh with. hehehehe
but i feel sorry for them cos they have me
always like to poke fun at them.hahahahahaha
tml another poke fun day!!!


I AM TIRED, I AM SHITTING, BUT I TIRED, how lehhh????



sometimes, i miss those times, dance as normal, going for classes, sit down, hi n bye, how yea? those u noe normal questions u asked when u see each other. smile smile. tok bout school, n life. its nice. i kinda miss tt.

sometimes in life, we must learn to make a stand
I am learning
sometimes in life, we must learn to try
I am learning
sometimes in life, we must be reserve
I am learning
sometimes in life, we must learn to appreciate
I am learning
sometimes in life, we must learn.....
I am learning......
its never ending
tt's life...

I dunnoe how to deal, but i noe the answer. i feel stupid
very...

MIA MIA!! HAPPUI BIRPHHHHDAY TOO YOUUU!!! hehehehe. although i'm abit late to wish u in my blog, but hey!! HAPPUI BIRPTHDAY!! hehe!! mia mia u r awesome fren! work hard n do the best u can! u can do it!!

anw, i think my blog got cobwebs alr. but yup, i'm tiredddddd~~~ now i dun like the dist from changi airport to school. i dun get to freaking sit down. n its a freaking 1.5 hr journey. n i get to smell ppl's armpits. OMG! n yup!! n i hate my nose, i dunnoe wad's wrong w me. but i think i am fine.I CAN DO IT!! i need VITAMIN CCCCCCC!!

we went through ups and downs. we went through the hard times. we cried, we hugged, we love. baby, I LOVE U! N I"LL TC OF U n PROTECT U, JUS SIMPLY COS I LOVE U. SORRy for not spending enough time. JUS bear in MIND I LOVE U ALWAYS!its been a difficult week, but we can pull through me, because i have faith in us! huggiess!!! muacks. thks baby for loving me!!=)

let me see... this 2 weeks of attachment.... i kinda like it.but the journey back to school can realli add on the weight to my ass.but i kinda like travelling now. dunnoe why. i seem to like to tk bus n mrt. hahaha. but onli i dun like the journey back.-.- my colleagues can b sometimes boring when they so busy, they dun tok to me. but when they tok, i feel busy. hahahah. i also dunnoe wad i toking. but i like to disturb them. hahah. these group of matured women(*cannot say old, hehe, nt velli old la, ard their 40s) damn cute, so nice to disturb them. i learn teo chew n malay from them. they always call BRENDA!! N MY NAME IS SAMANTHA!! cos they say i assemble this ex colleague of theirs, whose name is brenda. N NOW!!! they say i assemble popeye's gf, olive-.- hur hurr!! ladiesss not funny!! OLIVE like teko(bamboo), i still got flesh wan! hahaha
n i hate my mouth, it has too many problem. 1st the upper teeth, then the ulcer n now the jaw. so u combine all 3 tgt, u get shit in ur mouth. =(((((hehehe



I"M VELLI THE STRONG!! I AM MADE OF STEEL!!! I CAN DO IT!!! JUS SEE ME FLY!!!




SAM U just GO EAT SHIT N SLEEP!




I LOVE U BABY!!! VELLI MUCH!!! HAPPY 7 MTHS BABEH!! hehe.sry to think its the 8th month, hehe, cos time seem so long for us. I LOVE U!!!

paiseh galsss, i so late then blog, anw i happy belated bday u old aunties sam sam loves u 4 gals!!

happy bday melise

happy bday von

happ bday bei bei

happy bday lim

MUACKS!!

hope u all lovesss the card!! hehe huggiess sexy mamas!!

U PPL ARE AWESOME FREAKSS!!

okayy children!! if u all need fotos, here u go!! alll hereee!!! haha.hehe!! anw i shall not state when is the camp, cos i might be in danger for missing work. hahaha!!kidding, anw the camp was great! u freshies are wah seh, so power sia!! u all velli good!!sorry if i v noisy, kp disturbin u all. but hey man, u all turn out good!! thumbs up!!=)))))))

n I LOVE MY BABY SWEETHEART!! thks my love!!! our 8 mths anniversary is coming dearest!!! heheheheeheheh!! wheee muackss!!!!

I LOVE U SO VERY MUCH!!

N IF i can seriously kill myself, i will. i feel like plucking all my teeth out. i hate eating!! so freaking torturing!! ARRGHH!!! shit shit crap! TAHANNNN babehh, jus tahan..OMG!my teeth seriously feels like coming out anytime.

n i am not happy tt i cannot eat food happy happy=((

i am so not happy!

i cannot enjoy food!=(

=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

goodnight!

haha!! this was like the first sem. hahaha, n look at tt yess tt handsome n awesome man behind me!! tt's my baby!! hehehe BABYY SO GLADD I HAVE YOU ALWAYSS!!=)) yess babyy yess tt you!!!hehe!!!!he looks so skinny last timee, hehe, now u r filled w nutrition!! hahahaha LOVE U!!

i seriously love my "look like afro hair"!=))

hehehehehheehhe i'm trying to steal my fotos!! hahahahah!!!

studytime!!!

PPLLLLL LET"SS CHIONGG OUR ASSES OFF!!

chachachachachachachahchai was like borwsing youtube, seeing ppl chacha, then i come across a youtube, by chelo call cha cha. heard tt song long ago, but forget the singer. chelo cheloo cheloo!!cha chaa cha cha chaaaaa!! 1, 2 cha cha 1, 2 n cha cha again. lalalalalallalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
n i am suppose to studyy IEF!! n i still hearing cha cha song. everybody let's do the cha cha, u do the cha cha i do the cha cha, i realli think my talent is to shake backside. shake ar shake. if u r happy n u noe, u shake ur assss. shake shakee!!!=))))))
i cannot upload the cha cha song, but i can upload this sexy song, Un Corazon by this sexy man, Chelo, which got posted by a sexy lady, sam, hehehehehehehehehehhee=Pso sexyy!!


u all shd listen to this version of fever by beyonce, sooo SEDUCTIVEEE babehh!!


n i recently kp dreaming.n its a bad dream! n its so baddd. i dun likeee!!! i dun like ppl leaving meee=(( makes me cry, n it got me crying not long when i was toking to baby bout it.
i got a mission to do, I WANNA FIND IMMORTAL PILL!!!! YESSS IMMORTAL PILL!!!! if earth onli have 1 immortal pill, then i smashed n grind the pill make sure my loved ones n frenss all will have a taste of it!! so heee, u all wan immortal pill, treat me nicee k. like u noe, wash my shoe, buy me blings blings, give me gold, give me big ang bao for every CNY, give me errr... alot alot of stuff.but if u find it troublesome, jus give me money will do!! hahaha!! silly me!!=PPP

everytime i look ard me,
i notice situations
but i place a face of ignorance
its better to noe
but not acknowledge


I LOvE EVERYONEE!!! yesss YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU n definitely YOU baby!!!
I CAN DO IT!!!!!! I AM GLAD, I TRY!!!! CLAP HAND TO U SAM!! CLAP CLAP CLAPPPP!!!
exercisee moree, drinkk more waterrr, breathe more oxygen!!!eat moree fruitssss!!!! confirm superwoman!!! ZZzzzzzZZZzzzzZZzzz

omgg i dunnoe y i type so small!! but hahahahah!! i found the cha cha song tt can be uploaded but not the original wan. buttt still can hear the songg cha cha cha cha chaaaaaaa

I LOVE YOUUU ERNIEEE BABY!!! I LOVE YOUUU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVEE YOU VERLLI VELLI MUCH!!! U R VERY WONDERFUL!!! U R THE BEST!!! LOVE YOUUU INFINITELY SWEETHEART!!! I REALLI LOVE YOUU SO!!!! SO MUCH SO TRUEE SO TENDERLY!!!!!!!!!!!!

=)))))))

i learn alottt, n i wanna thk alot. hehe!!!i'm velli happy!!! although its not perfectt but i can feel the effort, n itsss velli goodieee. (*more moree sexy fotosss w my sexy hair to comeeeee!!!!)

itss not bout being the best among the rest that matters

but being the best to yourself

its not bout being able to win others

but its bout competing yourself

HAPPY 6 MONTHSSSS ITS 6 MONTHSS!! hehe!! babyy sorryyy, suppose to celebrate ytd, but o man... sryy lovee loveee... but hey heyy!!! WE GOT TUESDAY!!! okiee babyy baby!!!

everywhere you go, perfection

follows you the wrong directionand you never see it for

you get all that you need and moreyou see it, you want ityou find it, it's yours
but you cant say what you want or,take what you want yeah

choose the mood that you fake when you want

you said your life couldn't get much betterwell aren't you glad?
the only one of 5, exceptionthe child of your pride is, deceptionand on your list of things to dois make me fall in love with youyou find one, you want onecause I'm one, who plays yeah
but you can't say what you want or,take what you want or

choose the mood that you fake when you want

you said your life needed something special

which you don't have, yeah
you can't say what you want or,take what you want or,

rest and wake anyway that you want

you said your life couldn't get much better

well here I am, yeah

well aren't you glad?

babyy yess i'm glad n blessed to have u1 muackisss!!!

sometimesss... it seriously boils me to see u act like tt

it just turns me off

for someone like u at such an age

to behave in a manner i can't accept

I DEDICATE THIS SONG TO YOU,UR FAVOURITE

ITS A PRICELESS JOY TO SING THIS SONG WITH YOU TODAY

I WILL NV FORGET

sorry make u wait for 4 hrsss=((((but hey heyyy its all gooddd=)))))u r not alone papa!!=)))

todayyy..... IS DADDDY"S BIRTHDAYY!!
hahah!!
i SURPRISE HIM W A SONg.i sang a birthday song for him in the pub!
very happy to see him happy
i wun let u celebrate ur bday ur own.
=))))
sometimes seeing u smile makes me cry
sometimes its not the gifts that matters
its the moment that we treasure
its been a long long time
n i am very glad tt i am getting closer to u.
i rmb the last time i kissed u was when i was young, so young i could hardly recall the years
n today i gave u 2 kisses
to express how much u meant to me
DAD, I LOVE YOU.
I'll take care of you.

i made the wrong assumptions before
n i misunderstood throughout the years
each day i am fixing the puzzle tgt
behind each smile is a worry in mind
i swallow down my tears
unknowingly my eyes turn red
sometimes when i am present in your situation
i can understand your trouble
now......
i'll worry until everything its alright
its my responsibility to do so
cos i probably fail to do so for the past years

THK U DAD......

life..........
has its ups and downss



i dunno wad to say.....



i jus noe how to cry



but i'm okay



everything is okayyy

As time pass, i realise ....

i came about to realise bout my thoughts

i went in, almost in tears, seeing him so happy, so so happy

tt's one side i nv seen him before

i've understood

i've mistaken

today, i learn

Daddy's words became a caution in my head

Dun be fooled

by anything or anyone

HUMANS r still HUMANS afterall

Words r just words

words from those hu r witty r cheats

words from those hu r true r rights

hu's hu

they r all hidden, all cemented

u just got to keep ur heart closed sometimes

watch closer, n think bout the why's

stand behind the line

but dun brush away

til the bad alarms

u dissappear

tt's the wayy

he says:"i'm too young to differentiate"

I replied: "i'm not too young to learn"

n that's life

i'm good=))))

(its not that i dunnoe, i noee where i am lackingg, i'm just too scared BUT i'm TRYING. but u all dun see it cos i simply dun show it.)

dearr loveee,

ur arms brought about so much warmth today

i feel very much comforted

u r incredibly lovely

this song is for u gal

http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

Your anonymous reader

if only i could be there

assuring you all i could

but i noe

deep inside i am just one of the helpless soul

not noeing wad to do

i might turn mute looking at ur face

eagerly wanting ur baby back

living in that mystery

is he ever going to coming back

or has he realli gone away

ur bleeding heart to hear the news

to live for this one mth

wondering by his death

life simply shows no mercy

n u thought to urself

why must it be him

time was just not enough

n his taken away from you

u waited patiently for his return

but the news reached u first before he could

u watched the whole thing fall

right in front of u

his image kept coming back

tears just unknowingly roll down ur cheeks

profuse

on and on

ur baby flew away

but believe me

because of love

u r not alone

his always there for you

you both last together

ur baby is not lost

his presence still lingers

ur baby is not lost

his not lost

never lost

never once did

he still lives on....

I've been so many places in my life and timeI've sung a lot of songs and I've made some bad climbsI've acted out my life in stages with ten thousand people watchingOh, but we're alone now and I'm singing this song for youI know your image of me is what I hope to be, I've treated you unkindlyOh, but Darling can't you see that, there's no one more important to meBaby, baby, can't you see through me, 'cause we're alone nowAnd I'm singing this song to you, you taught me precious secretsOf a true love withholding nothing, you came out in frontWhen I was hiding, yeah, yeah, but now it's so much betterIf my words don't quite come together, please listen to the melody'Cause my love is in there somewhere hidingI love you in a place where there is no space or time, I love you for my lifeYou are a friend of mine, and when my life is overRemember, remember, remember when we were togetherAnd we are alone now, and I was singing this song to youWe were alone, and I was singing, yeah singingWe were alone, and I was singing this song for youSinging my song, I'm singing my song for you

THis Song IS just YOU

I can't believe it's over

I watched the whole thing fall

And I never saw the writing that was on the wall

If I'd only knew

The days were slipping past

That the good things never last

That you were crying

Summer turned to winter

And the snow it turned to rain

And the rain turned into tears upon your face

I hardly recognized the girl you are today

And god I hope it's not too lateIt's not too late'

Cause you are not alone

I'm always there with you

And we'll get lost together

Till the light comes pouring through'

Cause when you feel like you're done

And the darkness has won

Babe, you're not lost

When your worlds crashing down

And you can't bear the thought

I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy

It can tear your soul apart

It can make you feel like you've gone crazy

But you're not

Things have seem to changed

There's one thing that's still the same

In my heart you have remained

And we can fly fly fly away'

Cause you are not alone

And I am there with you

And we'll get lost together

Till the light comes pouring through'

Cause when you feel like you're done

And the darkness has won

Babe, you're not lost

When the worlds crashing down

And you can not bear the cross

I said, baby, you're not lost

I said, baby, you're not lostI said, baby, you're not lostI said, baby, you're not lost

Life is so fragile, each time passes by, i hear ppl leaving. and now i am worried, i wouldn't wanna lose anyone. n grandma i wouldn't wanna lose u. sometimes i realli feel selfish. always praying u stay, nv tot how tough life is for u living. i always see u so strongs, ALWAYS. n blame it on my selfishness, i choose u to stay longer.

If humans can think things simple, things wun be so much as complicated. n sometimes it got me wondering.wad i dun write, doesn't mean i dun bother. cos i chose not to SEEM bothered.if some people can simply mind their own business, i feel things will be much beta.

n i shd concentrate my own business. if i can get the move right, n stop being so stupid n scared, i sure be better. but the prob is i still as stupid n scared. makes me more "PISSED OFF MAN" !!!!!

Dearest love,

my 3 words

belongs to u

with u

i am not alone

tonight

my love

ur presence held me so tight

i will nv let u go

cos i noe

baby

u r mine for long

with love so true

(REMINDER TO SAM SAM!!! PLSS FREAKING STUDY YOUR WORK!!!!!)))))))VELLI IMPT!!!!!

sam sammm u can go fang pi if u nv do ur work!!!!!! fang pi!!!!!!

DOCTORSS r CHEATERBUGSSS, but tt's only if its past 930pm=(((((((((((

arrghhhh!!!

funnily the price on the receipt shocked me til it makes me feel better.=o hahaha

lalalalalala

today, i'm pretty much brain tired. when i'm tired, i get noisy, then until too tired, i feel like a zomby. pretty much funny, but tt is uniquely me. hehe.

today is probably the day i realli feel quite a failure as a granddaughter.I feel good going over to granny's place. whenever i see her, i nv fail to wrap my arms around her. seeing her so happy to see me, is sth tt got my heart wrenched.we sat round the table eating, she kept on toking, kept asking me to eat, kept moving ard to get more food. aunt felt her annoying. i could feel the "can u shush for a moment" kinda look from their faces. then she toked bout her leg. then she toked n toked.as she toked, i smiled, n look at her. she lost so much weight from the last time i visit her. n i jus look upon my surrounding, n then i looked at daddy. its been long to see his eyes red. i controlled throughout the dinner, not to cry. at tt moment, i realli feel tt i realli hasn;t done a good job as a granddaughter. she continued toking. she jus went on toking. she toked, but she didn't cry. she kept on smiling. even when she say how painful her leg is. she is freaking god 90 plus. n i was wondering, if she would to be my age now, she would be a so much better dancer than me cos her legs is so strong.i think she will do well in house. hehe. her legs r powerlegs. i dunnoe how the freaking hell she can walk here n there, when deep down she noes she is hurting.then she went on toking. she didn't let me touched the plates. she insisted to wash, n wanted me to sit at the living room n have fruits. she passed me a basket of fruits.
n she kept on smiling. n i feel sad n disappointed. sorry grandma for not going for dinner the past few times cos i'm in school. n i will study hard.
the thought of her leaving us, bring tears into my eyes. n i realli do not wish tt happens. i am selfish, very selfish in the sense, i dun wan anyone part from me, esp her.

MIND over BODY, THINK Above the LINE
all in all
JUST TAHAN, JUST CHIONG
Won't Die Wan
=))))
n shit u OSTRICH!! the image of u eating shit, makes me lose appetite!!!
YUCKSSS!!!

for u, and u only...

TIMe passes so fast...

in the flick of time

5 yrs plus jus pass like tt n now..

u r flying to melbourne in prob a few hours time

study hard ish=)))

sam loves yea!!!!

n i hate to say goodbye

BE HAPPY OVER THEREE N SMILEYYYY!!!!

EVERYONEEE SHOULD LEAVE A SMILE WHENEVER THEY GO COS.......
EVERYDAY IS SMILEY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
N THISSS ISS A BIG SEXY SMILEEE FROM ME!!!!

everytime i start

i always look around

i feel so much comfortable

when there r no one ard looking

then

after an hr

when a group dash in

one by one

i'm back to square one againn

n it doesn't feel good

AT ALL

cos each time

i tell myself to ignore the sight

of the rest

i am still aware of the existence

n then i'm back to that black box

all tied up in a rope

I FEEL RETARDEDD

lalalalalaalalalalalalaalala

SAM... ORGANIZE

SAM....STOP SPOILING THINGS

SAM...START BUCKING UP FOR UR MODULES

SAM.....THINK CAREFUL

SAM.....TOLERATE

SAM.....U CAN DO IT

SAM...... DON"T WORRY

SAM.....DON"T BE SAD

baby,

remember our first day

when we order a hot cafe

waiting for it to whip it good

u kissed me on the lips

i blushed w happiness like you do

from then on

my heart is locked eternally

with love so strong

thank you baby

for being mine

=)

I AM PISSSSEDDDDDDddddddddddddddddddddddd OFFFFFFFFFffffffffffffffffffffffff!!!!

HP SPOIL, LCD SCREEENNN BREAK SO DAMAGEEE, tt it is HOSPITALISED AT THE MOMENTT!!!! N TT IS ENOUGH TO Go -.-!!!!!

N NOWWW my MP3 IS IN INJURY FOR GOD KNOWS WAD HAPPEN RIGHT afterrr 2 DAYS I KILLED MY HP!N NOW I AM GETTING LAGI -.-!!!!

N NEXT SI LANG MEL NOT WORKINGGG!!! MEL IS IN SLEEPING MODE!! MAKEEEE ME LAGI MOREEE-.-!!

THK u SOO MUCHH!!!

NOW I SHALL KILL MYSELF!

ARRRGHHhhh!!!!

-.-

i hate to say goodbye, but yup i have to. sometimes it makes me tear whenever i feel i neglected u as my best fren. i realli miss u so so much, esp those secondary school days. where we inventeddd the word "keebai"(our pronunciation of cheebye). there is so many things i wanna say to u. but sometimes i dunnoe why words can't seem to get out of my mouth. sry for not being there today for ur farewell. sometimes i feel i placed my priority wrongly n that makes me sorry. if i could turn back time, i wish i could have told u what we both were lacking at. sometimes i chose not to say, i rather listen.

N MY BIGGEST REGRET is I CHOSE TO LISTEN. n I"M SORRY.my next BIGGEST REGRET, is not mentioning what I feel. the next BIGGEST REGRET, is to hide away.

but wadever the case, i realli wish u luck in ur studies in melbourne ish, i will never forget the good memories. THK YOU my fren for everything u have given to me=) the amount of smile u put on my face is priceless. =)

sometimes in life people make mistakes n they grow from it. i made a stupid mistake, tt i think i have spoilt u. n i seriously think i did. when the time is right, i will mend it. there r words sometimes it is so hard to get out from my mouth. n i realli think i shd try. cos when i dun do, u think its right. but its wrong. VERY WRONG.

whether is it dance or work, character still place it priority. it is not about the matter of how smart u r that depicts how good u are. u must have a mind to diiferentiate wad's right and wad's wrong.

words can be hurtful, but they do no harm but good. if u could jus listen, things wouldn't have turn out this way. words dun kill u. sorry to u, if i have in any ways or another been to harsh in my words, sorry to u if in any way i've been rude, and sorry to u in any way i walk away. we all have our own principals. i have mine, n because i can't tolerate i might have went overboard to slam the door, or shout at u. but that's because it jus passes my limit. n my words can't seem to get into ur head. n because it is u, sometimes i feel life is pretty much hurtful. but think it on a good side, without u, i wouldn;t be here n experience the good n bad n be wad i am now. n i noe u love me, n i love u too=)

(if realli u could listen, i realli want to tell u all these)

i really feel mute at times.

sorry to make u worry sweetheart. =))) u r such a wonderful bf to stay by me all the time n give me all the support i needed.=) I LOVE U!

YOU R MY WONDER BABY!!!hehe

HUGGIESSSSS

BIRD FACEEE hehehehehehe, so cute!!!
so fierce for waddd, haneh u must SMILEEE LIKE ME!!!! LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLESTT!!! hehe "FULLEST CUP!"hahahah!!!!!
STUPID SEAN LOKEEE QUAN QUAN!!

hahahahahaahaha. I HAVE kubird frensss like sean, the big mouth, shengda, the wannabe cannot make it ah du, seb, the "half man half ostrich", songhan, the man w so fierce face, jasmine, the gaymin!hahahahaha!!! onli my babyy is normal LIKE ME!!! hahahahhaha.and all u chicken nuggetsss, stay away from harming erniee. hehe. when i look back, haha, time pass so fast, we've been one clique for 3 semester, n we've been v close n funny. i realli feel very happy whenever u all r ard cos tt's when we all act like monkies tgt. hahaha. no stress! hahahahaha. thks guysss.!!!! u all r the BEST!!! after exam happy hour okayyy. we go chiong steamboat!!!play mahjong, play pool. hahahahaha!!!!!!! wheee.

anww, for the past few mths, my noseee is in a disaster. my flu likeeee some pig flu. nv cure, always blockingggg. n i got a msg to send to those i dun noe:

to those 74 passengers sitting at the upper deck,

I"M SO SO SORRRY, if i make alot of noiseee with my nose when i slp. it is too block that it creates awful and rhythmic sounds, hehe. SO SORRY. i try not to blow n slp in the bus. hehehehehehe. SHIT SO PAISEH!

to my babyy,

my greatest gift of all

is not the expensive

but the priceless

u r my only precious

that goes with love

so infinite

I LOVE YOU

unconditionally definitely!!!

Life is a test bounded by complications,

with mixture of wrong and right

that undergoes the deem of light

Life is full of colours

mainly dull and bright

u painted the pictures

that enclose my eyes with sight

Life is made up of seasons

that changes time to time

u chose the spring

and hide away from the winter night

Life in everyword

comes about part and parcel of life

u r given 2 choices

with acceptance in all devines

with ignorance that shunns the sign

i love my sweetheart

HUGSSS!!!

thks baby for taking care of me when i'm sick=)

sorry for making u worry=(

and thks again for ur unconditional love=)

I LOVE U!

hehehe i feel somehoww cureddd. mind over body, i am cured!!!!!=X i think soo. hehe. let me share with my life in this sem. this sem i made several mistakes, n mistakes only til now then i feel i regret doingg. here it goes....

1. i REGRETTT choosing SERVICE INNOVATION as my IS for 2 freaking reasons.

--> it requires me to walk for 15 MINUTESSSS TO FIND THE CLASS UNDER THE HOT SUN!!

--> it requires me to WRITE FREAKING 9PAGE REPORT TO BE HANDED UP THIS WEEK!!(like WTOMG)=((((

2. i regret HATING AAA, regardless of how hard i study i still fail, BECAUSE MY MIND SAY I WILL FAIL

--> nowww i need to take retest (MIND OVER BODY!,I WILL GET FULL MARKS!!)

3. i regret for not drinking alot of water, that i turn out sick like a poor dead deer. i thought i was incredible hulk but i realise i was some bird with no wings (huh?!!!)

hahah, tt's about my regrets. hahahahahha. okayy continuee report n drink barley!! i feel so bloated w liquid=(((

in time, i really want to share my thought of you

but the clock hasn't tick for me to strike that up

the time just hasnt come

cos 1 reason was me

i rather let u realise it urself