last entry yess!


have u ever felt, u wanted to say sth but u dunnoe how
have u ever felt like u feel like throwing everything
have u ever felt u want to do everything but u can't
i felt it, n it feels like shit
i dunnoe how to relay what i really want to say
my english sucks
but i want to say
it somehow affects me to know that i dunnoe how to help someone
n i cannot seem to runway from it
n it daunts me

i dun wan to fail this whole thing
cos i noe its going to mean alot to everyone
i wish i can go back to square 1
be the quiet person
n just sit n see
can i
i feel like shit
its damn saddening

to those i wanna apologise
i finally understand the stand u all have
i'm sorry i can't help u all in everyway
but i will try
even if i can help in ur life for just 1%
i will be very happy
i just can't satisfy everyone


i feel damn sucks
i cannot say that i wanna let go
i just can't.....
esp for u, i hope u can learn and grow
cos i am doing the same
it takes time to settle emotions
no one is ever right or wrong
bare tt in mind



i feel damn shitty
omfg