man o mannnn my migraneee is back=((((((this is sucking big time!!!cos i cannot slp properlyyyy leaving my eyes to shrink its size.having to run to the wall n go BING BANG BANG!!!! making my head spin, til the pt tt i had to squat down to balance myself. is it becauseeee of the weatherrrr??? or am i eating too muchh heaty stuff... okayyy, i will start from tml onwards, try to eat less heaty food(peepss dun tempt mee!!!i mean it!!!)drink lotsa waterrr!!!eatmore fruitss!!!slp moree!!!!(i'll try)i hope it helpsss.n also i try not to slp pass12 am everyday. i dun wanna rely on panadol.
went to meet dino today for brunchh. she took off her braces alrrrr lahhh!!! i put before her, she take put before me!!!i must b a gd gal from now on n listen to tt cute chubby dentist, n put my rubber band.shit u rubber band, make my gum bleed!!
and for some reason, i am worried for fantazia. i dunnoe why. i feel scared, esp for my items. i am starting to fear. i realli wanna perform my best. i dun wanna make mistakes although i noe human do make mistakes tt includes stupid ones. i realli dun wana forget my steps. i must not QIANG PAI!!! SHIT YOU SAM!!!!YOU ALWAYS KANA SAY FOR QIANG PAIING!!! WHEN CAN U BLOODY HELL STOP QIANG PAIINGGG!!!! U WTFFFFCCCCCCCCBBBBBBB!!!!! arrrghh!!i'm so pisss!no one noes how piss i am, but i am v piss!!! its either myear veins dun connect to my brain or the brain dun connect to my body. or i simply need a full body check up.i guess everyone have a weakness. listen to the beatt!!!!!!!!u stupid cowww!!listen!!arrrghhhh!!!
but seriously i got lots to catch up.alot. i must have faith, faith faith faith faith. now i am trying to befriend w FAITH, so FAITH can gv me HOPE!!!so FAITH plssssssssss dun disappear!!!me n FAITH r in a process of being best fren. its going to be a long process. but i do hope FAITH dun put me on air n fly away from me. FAITH MUST STAY PUT HORRR!!! we must become hou peng you wan!!! sam sam have some faith!!!!!! bear tt in ur stupid head!!
today i bought a $5.00 storybook, its chee bong thick!!! its by barbara taylor, unexpected blessing.actualli the book didn't interest me. it was the name of the author tt caught my attention. i dunnoe why, but yup. its some romance story thingy. going to read tt tml. hee.
soemtimes, problem occur n we r given a choice to ignore or face it. i choose to ignore any problem tt is interrupting my way cos i dun wan my attention to divert anywhere other than dance. i dun wan to cause a big hoo ha. but seriously ppl shd gv a thought into this. everyone shd simply mind their own business. if u r so free to create problem, go create problem somewhere else. if u think tt u have so much to complain about, go write it on a piece of paper. ppl shd simply learn to think before they speak. seriously.wad do u gain by complaining so much? i noe some ppl jus dun realise tt they r not doing sth right. they jus simply dun realise until someone knock them on the head. but u noe at times, if u need to, go reflect. i am nt a person hu is straightforward, but if tt very moment comes, i will.i may overlook issues tt doesn't concern me.simply say, any issue tt doesn't concern gives me noe reason to bear grudges or hatred on anyone.to me, everyone has their gd n bad. if ppl hav any issues w me, jus come to me n tell me right on e face, i wun bite, unless ur issues are base on stupid nonsensical rubbish shit., then i probably might jus gobble u up or sth.other than tt, i'm pretty much cool w it. yup tt's wad i got to say.=)))))
n i seem to take less fotos nowww. my interest for foto taking is slowly deteriorating. but heyyy!!! i still like foto editingg. soonn soonn, i will be taking fotos again. watch out ppl!! hehe!!! i miss doing tt. =)))
n yupp its 12 now, i shall stop blogging, n try to slp early. tc my poor headdddddd. sam sam will love it if u stop driving her kukunutssssssssss, be good my headd. =))))))
misss u!!!!!!!!HUGSSSS!!!2 more dayss!!!!!!!

GOODNIGHTTTTTT TO THE WHOLE UNIVERSEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! HARRRRRRRR!!!!!!!