i miss my LONGG HAIRR!!!! =(((( my mummy keep saying my hair ugly!!!! idiottt!!!! but short hair also nice wad rightttt..... easy to wash easy to dry!!! i love itt!! so convenient!!!but true la, long hair more feminine. heeeeee. but i am lazy to blow my hair. yuppp. nvm i will grow my hair long. but still i must say,"I DUN REGRET HAVING SHORT HAIRRR MUM!!!!"heeee

i am bloated w water now=((((((

i dunnoe wad to do=((((((((

i shd be slpin=(((((((((((

but i can't slp cos i'm kinda worried

but yup i must slp

if not my head will go booo chika bow wow!!!

i tink i need a head scann

tahan sam, tahan!!!!!!!!!

bburrrrrrrrrpppppppppppppppppp!!!!

I MISSSSSSS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MISS MISS MISSS MISSSSSS

yup tt's wad i wanna sayyyyy

the many misses i have for you in 8 days

but times reali fliessss

hols going to end soon

fantaziaaa is nearing

it is freakin the shit out of me

today when i'm dancing fantango

i realise the amt of mistake i make

my angling jus went wtfffcccccbbbbbbbbb

i was listening to all the comments

n they r all in my head

i can be dancing w all the effort when i'm in the studio, but i look llike shit

imagine when i'm on stage, i wouldn't be hgaving the same energy level

how am i going to look like

its not because of e ppl who r going to be there i am worried

i am not worried of how they r going to be seeing me on stage

i am more worried bout me dancing

i can dance, i noe i can, we all can

but i dun seem to hav tt confident to get me going

alot of thing wad ann said today is true

there's jus alot of thing i got to improve on

i am not a born dancer

i work hard to be one

i'm jus not a born talent

n tt gv me no reason to slack off

it onli gives me the reason to work doubly hard

i guess i hav myself to blame if i dun do well for this performance

i feel sry for u sam

u jus got to be responsible for wadeva outcomes, whether is it gd or bad that comes ur way

its the opportunity we take n the mind we carrt tt lead us to where we will be

goodnight sexyy people!!!! ZAI JIAN!!! lalalalalalalalala~~~~

man o mannnn my migraneee is back=((((((this is sucking big time!!!cos i cannot slp properlyyyy leaving my eyes to shrink its size.having to run to the wall n go BING BANG BANG!!!! making my head spin, til the pt tt i had to squat down to balance myself. is it becauseeee of the weatherrrr??? or am i eating too muchh heaty stuff... okayyy, i will start from tml onwards, try to eat less heaty food(peepss dun tempt mee!!!i mean it!!!)drink lotsa waterrr!!!eatmore fruitss!!!slp moree!!!!(i'll try)i hope it helpsss.n also i try not to slp pass12 am everyday. i dun wanna rely on panadol.
went to meet dino today for brunchh. she took off her braces alrrrr lahhh!!! i put before her, she take put before me!!!i must b a gd gal from now on n listen to tt cute chubby dentist, n put my rubber band.shit u rubber band, make my gum bleed!!
and for some reason, i am worried for fantazia. i dunnoe why. i feel scared, esp for my items. i am starting to fear. i realli wanna perform my best. i dun wanna make mistakes although i noe human do make mistakes tt includes stupid ones. i realli dun wana forget my steps. i must not QIANG PAI!!! SHIT YOU SAM!!!!YOU ALWAYS KANA SAY FOR QIANG PAIING!!! WHEN CAN U BLOODY HELL STOP QIANG PAIINGGG!!!! U WTFFFFCCCCCCCCBBBBBBB!!!!! arrrghh!!i'm so pisss!no one noes how piss i am, but i am v piss!!! its either myear veins dun connect to my brain or the brain dun connect to my body. or i simply need a full body check up.i guess everyone have a weakness. listen to the beatt!!!!!!!!u stupid cowww!!listen!!arrrghhhh!!!
but seriously i got lots to catch up.alot. i must have faith, faith faith faith faith. now i am trying to befriend w FAITH, so FAITH can gv me HOPE!!!so FAITH plssssssssss dun disappear!!!me n FAITH r in a process of being best fren. its going to be a long process. but i do hope FAITH dun put me on air n fly away from me. FAITH MUST STAY PUT HORRR!!! we must become hou peng you wan!!! sam sam have some faith!!!!!! bear tt in ur stupid head!!
today i bought a $5.00 storybook, its chee bong thick!!! its by barbara taylor, unexpected blessing.actualli the book didn't interest me. it was the name of the author tt caught my attention. i dunnoe why, but yup. its some romance story thingy. going to read tt tml. hee.
soemtimes, problem occur n we r given a choice to ignore or face it. i choose to ignore any problem tt is interrupting my way cos i dun wan my attention to divert anywhere other than dance. i dun wan to cause a big hoo ha. but seriously ppl shd gv a thought into this. everyone shd simply mind their own business. if u r so free to create problem, go create problem somewhere else. if u think tt u have so much to complain about, go write it on a piece of paper. ppl shd simply learn to think before they speak. seriously.wad do u gain by complaining so much? i noe some ppl jus dun realise tt they r not doing sth right. they jus simply dun realise until someone knock them on the head. but u noe at times, if u need to, go reflect. i am nt a person hu is straightforward, but if tt very moment comes, i will.i may overlook issues tt doesn't concern me.simply say, any issue tt doesn't concern gives me noe reason to bear grudges or hatred on anyone.to me, everyone has their gd n bad. if ppl hav any issues w me, jus come to me n tell me right on e face, i wun bite, unless ur issues are base on stupid nonsensical rubbish shit., then i probably might jus gobble u up or sth.other than tt, i'm pretty much cool w it. yup tt's wad i got to say.=)))))
n i seem to take less fotos nowww. my interest for foto taking is slowly deteriorating. but heyyy!!! i still like foto editingg. soonn soonn, i will be taking fotos again. watch out ppl!! hehe!!! i miss doing tt. =)))
n yupp its 12 now, i shall stop blogging, n try to slp early. tc my poor headdddddd. sam sam will love it if u stop driving her kukunutssssssssss, be good my headd. =))))))
misss u!!!!!!!!HUGSSSS!!!2 more dayss!!!!!!!

GOODNIGHTTTTTT TO THE WHOLE UNIVERSEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! HARRRRRRRR!!!!!!!

okieee, i'm back from blogging. its been a really long time, i dun realli hav the mood to tok too much bout wad i have been doing n thinking lately. for wad i noe, i onli hav 27 days left to FANTAZIA. yupp. n i am getting to get chills when i start picturing myself on the actual day. i realli need to control my body alot. realli. well, everybody is nervous n scared so i shdn't be worrying too much.learning dance for almost a year, i realli learn alot. i seriously learn alot. my views on certain issue kinda change. sometimes its realli the effort u put in. i can't say we all love dancing.i can;t say we all have the equal passion for dance. to love, u must be able to make sacrifices. everyone says they love dancing. well i dun deny tt some realli do. to love dancing doesn't mean u need to noe how to dance. there's clear line between the both. u can put in all the effort at a particular lesson, n u can come on n say i love dancing. but tt's not it. loving dance is when u dance with the rhythm of the music, u can certainly feel ur heart is going on with the flow.u can feel tt.i use to think dancing is bout when u on a piece of music to hear, u jus anyhow move n whack n think u can dance.i realli learn alot. i've not know anyone apart from ann hu has such strong passion for dance. she's jus incredible.jus sitting there, watching those dancers dancing to her choreography, hearing her tok with sense, listening n understanding her words, seeing her dance, watching her moves to teach, realli taught me alot.this fantazia perf seriously got me to think alot. got me to freak out, got me to put in effort, most importantly got me to learn.
n hehe, i was watching step up 2 online tt day, i was thinking nra shd direct a movie sth like step up 2. cool right. then it will be on singapore box office. okayyy okayyy i jus like daydreaming. hahaha.but it can be done wad rightt. it'll be so cool. we will b superstar.wheeee then can fly to las vegas.then i can see angeline jolie. she so sexyyy!! okayyy i will stop dreaming.




arrrghhh.i shd hav kipnap u from the airport. throw u in a black bean bag, drag u home. hahahhaah.but thk god i am not insane so yup i didn't do tt.missssesssssss to u.=)))))))) I AM A OKAYYYYY!!!!!!!
DANCEEEEEE DANCEEEEEEEEEEEE
everything comes on step by step
everyone has diff level of capability
apart from tt
we r all the same
=)))))))))

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heeee. alrightt i must blog this outttt!!! after reading giammiee bear's blog http://17degrees.blogspot.com/, i must say thiss!! AH GIAM N MELISEE n YUTONG this is for you!!!!

A BIGGGG THANKKK YOUU TO U ALLL

SAM SAMMM LOVESS U ALL DIP DIPP!!!!!

PAISEHHH FOR THE LONG SHOPPING even though i noe we got body achesss,BUTTT SAM SAMMM WILL LEND U HER YOKO YOKO!!! SEXY Bo?!! N YESSS i WILL TREAT U ALL EVEN MORE SEXIERR!! SAM SAMM LOVESS LOVESS U ALL DIPP DIPP!!!

hahha. i see giam's blogg, every foto below she have to put this ,"sam, you're really gonna thank us for it" hehe.... giamm ar need to put so many mahhhh...-.-so funny lahh. but realli must thk u all. thks melise, ah tong, n ah giamm for shopping w me,walk to and fro. soo sorrryyy. but thkss man!!!!then thks melisee for the big boxx, thk goodness u nv bring the tv box, if not i think the security seriously will think u all put bomb insidee. thks giammieee for bringing so many newspaper n masking tape but in the end nv use. hehe. paisehh.thks melise for bringing t-shirt (ur so-called uniform).ahahha. thks giammie bear for ur idea!!!! i love u mann!!!!!!!

tml treat u all drink MILO!!! n samm samm will learn to bake cookies for u all!!! n I AM SERIOUS!!! but horr must give me time okiee. hehe. luv u all dip dipp!!! love a million times!!!!

msg to giam: NOOOOOOOO ROBBERRRY!!!!! hehehe

wait for me to bake cookies for u all okieee

n yess ppl!! dance dancee danceeeeeee!!! dancinggg dancinggg!!!!!!

n alsooo, paiseh meliseee nv go watch danceworks w u, i cannot gett up.soo sorryyy.....

anwwww, tml dance dancee dancee. n i am back to youtubee. i am loving SYTYCD !!!!