oh well i seen to have a holiday away from blogging. so long since i jus sit down quietly and just starely blankly at the lappy screen and start to blog. yuppp... o well, been busy a song n dance items. my body is achinggg=(( but it will be all good. i feel slightly freak out when images of the actual perf starts flickering in my mind, seeing the mass audience, how wobbly my legs would become, wad will happen if i turn n fell, wad if i get so freak out n shit on my pants, wad if i get so nervous i forget my steps n jus stone in the middle of the perf, so many wad if shit here n there. tt certainly got my baby hair standing n goosebumps oozing out. i will always try to calm myself down each moment when those images flickers, i will start to meditate to myself by saying this,"if u make a shit out of this perf, it will be a once in a life time most memorable thing tt happen in ur life!!!n tt will change everything, n it'll definitely be a good change." but u noe wad, tt sentence didn't help, everyday, tt stupid images kinda scare me abit, n tt kinda make me a weakling i feel. i can pull through this. i always wanted to perform on a big stage. i seriously always wanted. i nv tot this is seriously happening. nth beats, having my parents to sit down there n see me perform, having them to be proud of me, noeing why i am doing this, noeing how much i am serious bout dancing n not a waste of time. i jus need to give her time, n myself time to accept this. i jus hope tt one day she'll be able to jus see me in real life performing for sth. i hate to compare parents cos every parents show their love in a diff way. everyone is busy w stuff, we must understand. i love everyone. i'm happy. i just want to get my moves right, dance w the beat, flow w the rhythm and not dance like a horse trying to gallop away from its predator. i am trying hard not to dance like a bloody horse. i will not become a bloody horse. yupp!! u got tt right!!^5!!

i think this post is going to be freaking long winded. hahahahha.tt is to cover up the number of days i nv blog. hehe. yuppieee. well i learn alot of things through s n d, the people, dance, the styles, n lots. but i wun blog it out. maybe some other time.

sometimes its pretty confusing when u start to mingle w people,people tell u stuff. its makes it ironic to me. those appear all nice n well-liked n stuff might not be wad they turn out to be. its funny isn't it. well, i'm neutral, i'm cool. i hear ppl tok. i'm not an angel myself, no one is. when i'm paranoid, i tok rubbish. tt's me. but sometimes, ppl can change their mask so fast i can't even differentiate hu is hu. i bet u all understand a shit in this post. well, i dun do things directly cos i dun like creating a big hoo haa. so yup.we got to learn to accept the way ppl are. no one is right in their doings cos there's no one perfect. yup tt's all i wanna say.


omg my body is wobbly, i'm going to put yoko yoko. its damn shiok serious. i like the hot burning sensation. hahah. so niceeee. okiee dokieee. tt's all for my say today. tml danciee danciee smack smackk!!! ding dian!!! ding dian!!!! dun dance like a bloody horse sam, u r in no hurry for time. the music is nt some techno shit, so its cool, dun need to go kuku over it. N YESSS I HATE TECHNO!! n yupp. okiee dokieee ciaooooo.

ARTIEE FARTIEEE isss backkkieeee

yupp i noe i very long nv updatee. but yupp i'm backieee nowwwwwwww.

i shall updateee wad u've been missinggg

here weee goooo

bloopssss=))))))
hahaha, i found this foto in my hp, this is taken on chinese new yearrr.hahaha.


daddy bought this rose for mumm=)))sweet sweettt!!! but erm... i steal it for awhile to take foto of it. hahahhaa


hi street 5 competition

it's a fun experience. its all cool.

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EXAMMMMMMMMMSSSS

cheebong exammm for 4 days within 2 weekss.. make me so stress.

i got 2 pimples on my nosee lahhh.arrrrgggggg

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examm FINALLY OVERRRR

WHEEEEEEE!!!!YESYESSS!!!

and yup i am an aunty of one niece n nephewww

this is valerie babbyyy, she's so adorable n prettyyy.

n this naughty rascal is my nephew, zennonn. he can make me breathless jus running up n down playing w him.hahhaha. gals out there wanna lose weight running, u can borrow him.. confirm u will be as sexy as......................angelina jolieee.wootss
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n yupp next 7 wks, will be having practice for song n danceee. yay yayyyy. nervous and excited at the same time. but yuppp its al gooddd.. we can do itt.!!!! dancee danceeieeee smack smackkk. u go gal!!!
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SAM SAMM is signing off!!

spanky!! u make me perspire so much by making me run up n down, shout left and right. shout until tears ooze out from my eyes. omg. but u r adorable when u dun pounce on me. spankyy spankyyy.

we went to jamie chan's hse fpr visting. hahah. then we play card games. its always enjoyable being with nra freshies. so funny.:) loves lovess happy chinese new year to u all!!!:):):)
see tt pair of black specs!! tt black studd. it cost him a total of $18!! haha. kit kit, u kana cheated!! haha!! but u look hawt!! hahah. alot beta.he looks like mix blood of malay n chinese. right? right?!!!hahah

i look cool too!! do i look mix blood as well?!! hahah. i dun look meena for sure. its tt how u spell meena?!!wadeva. sounds the same.

omg!! thks boonwee!! thks for ur 100g cheesecake!! it was dopee!!! nice nicee!! u r a dope baker!! yummy!! i shall call u baker boon from now!! nice nicee

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONEE!!! hope u all collect many many hong bao. of u think ur hong bao too many, u can split some to me!!! hahah!!! wheeee!!!!!

i love u people!!esp those hu give me big big packet!! hahahahaha!!