okayyyyyy today is first day of sch for everyone. for kindergarden kids, primary sch kids and secondary sch kids, JC teens and freaking poly suckers and the rest of the schooling freakos. i hate today. i simply hate. i am freaking not feeling okay.dance is going to start is 2 hrs time. okay, sam u r dead. my stomach!! i feel so tired.=(=(=( i feel like lying on my bed and close my eyes to slp. i'm in pain.arrrghh.. ccbccbccbccbccb!!!and there r freaking so many hw to do. okay tml i must do bca hw anf poa tutorial. then let me see, err... i wanna do my type out for my bmgt shit. arrrghh..=(sniffles!!!!!

i'm in such a situation of confusion by the surroundings of words

my fear to step in might become a trauma to step back

doubt in my own faith retracks in my mind

silent motions of words

my eager to mouth my thoughts

troubles my emotions

i'm awaiting for time now

and hopefully it heals