i am up at 1:45,i dunnoe wad to do, msn hates me:(, make me even boring. cos i cannot disturb me to tok to. then i am shitting on the toilet bowl shitting, kidding,actualli its true, actualli i lied, actualli realli, but then i lied, then realli leh, then no then yes , yes no yes no, u all guess k. ok one strand of my fake hair gone. i did my extension for sat morning for some staff. so i'm plannin to remove it on sunday. ok u ppl will go like, WTF!!! SAM U WASTE MONEY FOR JUS ONE DAY!!! WTF!! ok, ppl u all must understand, i feel like barbie doll w tt fake hair. i feel fake w tt fake hair. i kp wondering whether hu's hair is it on my hair. then u noe kinda spooky. so yeah. i shd remove it. i feel awkward w fake stuff lying on my hair. although i regret cutting my hair, but when i see denise keller with short bangs, man!!! how i wish i have small face like her. but then again, i am heart content to have part of mum n dad genes. chubby is beauty babeh!!
then i was asking myself jus now, "sam how many times did u lied?"then i start counting, then i ask again,"what were ur reason when u lied?" then i think, how the hell i noe. then i ask, u like lying?, then i think. hu loves lying.ok i am so random.

i shd have went to sch today. if i did, i wouldn't have feel so empty. i feel so bored. but yet i dun wanna go out cos i was lazy.n now i am thinking wth shd i do tml morning. wad am i gonna prepare? which song to choose? hack it, jus impromptu.

let me see wad to blog abt.hmm... i was reading XXXXXX blog and YYYYYY blog. and then i was kinda disturbed by abit by the situation going on. she loved him, then she loved another him, BUT!!! him and him are bloody hell good frens la!!wtf!!!and u noe wad is the even more wtf thing, i noe one of them. or maybe i noe 2? or 1? or 2? hack it. but its such a WAH LAO situation. i have nth to say. i am bored. i want to slp, but i'm not tired. pls use a pendulum n knock me to slp.

ok this is random, let me suka suka write sth here, then i end this shit okieee.

ur promises
were kept in mind
til now even when we lost our hearts
i read the many sweetest words u wrote
which i wished were meant for me
u've nv seen the tear drops
the heart ache
the sorrows
they were invisible pain
days were like years
so long to pass
even sec were counted into minutes of hours
tt was how distant my life is
the man tt had jus entered ur life
is a question in my mind
will he be the one?
does he love u like i do?
we became unspoken strangers
and tt has teared my wounds
scraping the flesh apart
seeing blood flows
i can feel the fiery
i still love u like i do
but will u do the same to me too
even when i noe, u are seeing the man
the man tt have taken away u
will u?

goodnight ppl... hope his fine:)smile!!!!!!!!!!!!