LOVE...

2009-03-01T01:49:00.000-08:00

hehe, i have officially shifted my blog to....
http://minieyes-giganticboobs.blogspot.com/
yay!!!!

2009-01-21T22:17:00.000-08:00

ihatethispartrighthere

2009-01-18T06:49:00.001-08:00

last entry yess!

have u ever felt, u wanted to say sth but u dunnoe how
have u ever felt like u feel like throwing everything
have u ever felt u want to do everything but u can't
i felt it, n it feels like shit
i dunnoe how to relay what i really want to say
my english sucks
but i want to say
it somehow affects me to know that i dunnoe how to help someone
n i cannot seem to runway from it
n it daunts me

i dun wan to fail this whole thing
cos i noe its going to mean alot to everyone
i wish i can go back to square 1
be the quiet person
n just sit n see
can i
i feel like shit
its damn saddening

to those i wanna apologise
i finally understand the stand u all have
i'm sorry i can't help u all in everyway
but i will try
even if i can help in ur life for just 1%
i will be very happy
i just can't satisfy everyone

i feel damn sucks
i cannot say that i wanna let go
i just can't.....
esp for u, i hope u can learn and grow
cos i am doing the same
it takes time to settle emotions
no one is ever right or wrong
bare tt in mind

i feel damn shitty
omfg

2009-01-17T04:22:00.000-08:00

i am tired=(
ytd stayover at baby's place prepare for the poster til 4 am, wake up at 63oam. then i seriously brain shut. then i tell u right. i seriously hor find the bizarre is interesting, cos got cheap food but horrrr... i dun like selling clothes there. but its a gd experience. i learn alot.if u want to do business, u dun need to have a million bucks, u just need a gd brain, i mean a smart brain and a good mouth. 60 over stores like googling all ard kovan interchange.i feel like its like a pasa malam thingy.

sometimes in life i want to take up all the opportunities that is given to me, but then i realise i only have one heart. I can't do all. but i try. sometimes i dunnoe why i even accept certain opportunities that is given to me, but i noe i will learn. i dun have to noe that i will win in all oppoortunties,i noe i will be satisfied with myself by doing so.=) but i have to admit, its draining to the brain.

u noe people are v contradicting at times, they always say " i can forgive but i can't forget" but then they still damn piss off with the other partner who pisses their ass off. its damn funny. then i am wondering, if u piss off, how can u forgive in the first place. the issue is, whether can u get over the problem, and move on with life. to forget sth tt is significant to ur life is hard, but to forgive u need a heart to be open, and a mind to be stable. so yup=)
(i am that contradicting person who also does tt, so its normal, we r all chicken nuggets. hahaha)
stay happy, and u can drive ur sadness away.=)

sleep mode

my nose ALMOST KILLED ME

2009-01-13T19:11:00.000-08:00

let me post another blog post. its damn funny... okayyy this is for u mr chan song han.. n mayb to ur brother as well. hahahahahah
i was super sick on monday and tuesday.
my nose was like so blocked, I MEAN BLOCKED like u noe someone shaft like one big turkey into my nose til i cannot breathe. yeah tt kind of blocked.
then ytd i didn't went school, so i stayed at home, so i didn't eat until 6pm like tt, then smarty sam planned to cook porridge (cos my baby sweetheart suggest me to eat tt=) since i am sick), so i went to boil the rice. hahahaa then i went to study fior stupid CT which is today arrrgghh.
then seriously MY NOSE IS BLOCK
i jus kp studying
UNTIL I SEE SMOKE COMING INTO MY ROOM. then i tot what happened. then i see the kitchen all smoke!!
then i see the fire like quite big but not so big. then i quickly off. then i see the rice all black. then the pot spoilt. hahahahaahahaha. then my face is like what should i do now. then i look at shandy, she nv bark she jus sit there n see the smoke. omg. she is so cute, then i was thinking, y she nv faint from inhaling all the carbon.but thank god she doesn't if not i dunnoe wad to do. i will feel damn guilty for murdering my sweeet and annoying and yet adorable dog.
so the morale of my story, if u have a BLOCKED nose, stay away from cooking at home=)!!!
it almost kill me. omgggg!!!!
lucky i not blind, if not i confirm die.hahahaha

current mood, my eyes are so dead!i wanna slp all day=))))wheee=)))

okay 3 more blog entry to go!!!

2009-01-08T00:55:00.000-08:00

I became to lose certain things of myself
i lost interest in taking fotos(hahaha)
i lost interest to upload fotos
i lost interest to shop
i lost interest to watch tv
some more n more n more
..............................................................
hehe, i also dunnoe why
i feel tired, but i want to keep going n do the things i feel like doing
i feel i am too talkative
n sometimes, i like myself for tt, but sometimes i hate myself for that
it seems like
i am always contradicting
because its just me
so sometimes bo bian,
i must tahan myself for tt
since its me myself who is like tt
i only can just sign to myself
for all these things
and sometimes i don't want to say what i think
n i hate myself for that
cos its jus not the right time
n i jus hav to store inside n kp thinking
n i jus feel tired of all these thinkin
but i want to think
n i am contradicting again
shit me for all these
i feel like a asdfghjkoiuytrewqertyuik
i want to slp just slp=))
slp n SNORE!!

n MR SONG!!! this is one entry alr!!! u wait for the other 4 u spamer!!! hahaha u tiko reporter!!!!u beta not post the video on youtube!!!
hahahahhhahaha

my poor toe, the meat got cut off!!!=((((((((can see the flesh!! yuck!!!
i'm so sad!!!
cos pain!!!
stupid brick!!! arrgghh
now i must wear shoe=(((((
arrrghhh
my toe no longer sexy=((((((
bye bye people!!!

let's understand, and be understood=)

2008-12-22T08:28:00.000-08:00

DANZATION 08 is over, n i am feeling happy n empty
I AM FREAKING THANKFUL n GRATEFUL
I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY
n i feel so odd
cos i miss EVERY SINGLE THING
FROM THE CRYING TO THE LAUGHING
I AM SO SO THANKFUL FOR THIS WHOLE GREAT EXPERIENCE
WHICH BROUGH ALL OF US TO A NEW JOURNEY
I AM SOO THANKFUL N HAPPY
tt i am speechless=)=)=)
let me recover from this happiness tt i no longer need to settle tickets besides tallying the final time tml.
i abit quite brain shock
actualli i am
very very
i still imagingin myself running to and fro
omg
i can't belive it tt its over
n now i am sad
shit
i feel empty
i miss this whole thing
omg=(
jialat
bb
I MISS DANZATION08, the whole process of it!! evry single second!

2008-12-18T10:39:00.000-08:00

LET'S ALL THROW AWAY THE BAD! N DO LOOK FORWARD FOR THE GOOD, OR NOT JUS GOOD, LOOK FORWARD FOR THE AWESOME PERFORMANCE!!!!
its been a hard period, everyone's tired n scared, but dun scared!! we going to blow the stage away!! to those who have message me, i love u man!! great encouragement!!
here's my words of encouragement, sry can't sms, i broke alr=(
we may go through hardship,
but dun let eh hardship take us away
let it take us through this splendid journey
it is going to perform mircale
or should i say
we r going to perform miracle!=)

2008-12-15T08:15:00.000-08:00

i am seriously not in the mood. i noe is at the wrong timing to say this. but as much i want to feel all excited and stuff, my brain is not tuning at the right mode.
I AM PISSED OFF! i am saying this cos i am realli piss off!I HAVE ENOUGH, N I HAVE REACH A POINT!
TO THE UNKNOWNS
i dun care whether u r reading this but,
let me tell u this,
its been the freaking 3rd day!U R NOT FREAKING HOME!
I DUNNOE WAD IS UR REAL REASON!
WHether ur words are true or false
i dun care
only u noe urself
let me say this to u
NTH BEATS UR OWN FLESH N BLOOD.
i am realli into tears
if i could control wad's happen
i rather be the eldest
N TO U
I WANT TO TELL YOU
IF I CAN JUS DUN HEAR U MAKE A NOISE,
I AM V GRATEFUL
n seriously,
I GOT TOO MANY THINGS BOTTLING IT UP
I FEEL DAMN STUPID N IDIOTIC
to whoever n wadever u are
I JUST NEED A SIMPLE COORPERATION
BUT NOW
its too late to need it.
ANW... THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU'v DONE
n i dun hate anyone
i'm just upset n dissapointed

i am not going to utter nonsense for these few days. i'm sorry to those who hear me rot nonsense n jus luff w my lameness. i'm sry i jus needed to shield some unnecessary rubbish away from myself. jus hear me fart all the rubbish, n i will seriously be back to normal.
I WILL NEED MY BRAIN TO FUNCTION VELLI WELL.
to whom i thought i'm piss,i'm not piss w u, i jus feel emotionally drained.AND I AM OKAY!

DANZATION!
omg!
yes!
yup!
it will ALL GO WELL!
HAVE MORE CONFIDENT
DUN SPOIL UR BRAIN
uR BRAIN IS UR CORE FUNCTION
SO EVERYONE REST WELL
n seriously
I LOVE ALL OF U
ALL THE EFFORT
I noe i am a loan shark for 2 months
for chasing u all for payment
but ITS A GREAT EXPERIENCE
I SEE MONEY DAMN HIGH
I CAN understand the feeling of being loan shark
u see money, u feel wah seh!
=))))
LETS ALL DO A GREAT N AWESOME ONE
N i seriously, beta not qiang pai, forget step, move wrongly, too scared,come out of my stage so over late. too may mistakes. n one more , pls dun fall down.arrghh!!=)))))
I"MHAPPYFORALLOFYOUGUYS!!!
THANK YOU!

baby i'm sorry=(

2008-12-03T08:48:00.000-08:00

i realli dunnoe how
but there'll be a way out
n I will try...
i just need time to think

LET"S ALL DO OUR BEST IN WADEVER THAT COMES OUR WAY. DUN TURN BACK, DUN LOOK SIDE, JUST CHARGE FORWARD.=))))

i miss alot of things=(

2008-11-19T21:11:00.000-08:00

Okiee peeps,
my this long post wun have fotos, cos i haven got them yet, but i will post it once i have them. THANKS YOU MY DEAR FRENS for the surprise.
honestly peeps, i felt a little emo ytd morning, but still okiee...then i kp disturbing my poor baby,asking him for my surprise.hahaha.
then i jus emo in lecture, then suddenly jasmine ask me go toilet halfway the lecture then she say toilet v scary. i seriously nv suspect anything. then when i walk out from the toilet with her,and walk and walk, i saw my funky friends slowly walking out from the wall there, then baby carry the cake and they all sang a birthday song. i almost in tears.
THANKS SEBBY for lugging the cake to school
THANKS SEAN, EUGENE, JASMINE, and of cos my BABY!!
SO sorry for causing u all to skip lecture. hehe=)
I LOVE U ALL!!
THANKS SONG HANN,i wun forget u. THANKS FOR THE WISHES and helping outin our projects=))) I WILL MAKE UP FOR IT!! haha

and now go on to the next freaking big heart attacking sexciting surprise!!!
i go studio, and shufang jus run to me n hug me, then i tot she wanna say,"happy bday sam!" then she jus say "hello sam", then in my heart i am like -.- hahaha. then i jus go for practise after practise i waiting til 10pm cos thks to beloved mia teck, he tell me say got meeting a few days ago. then i jus sit and do my ticketing things, thinking wad to tell peggy. hahaha. then at the same time i discover a new product from vic, its some MELAMINE DOPEY PRODUCT FROM DIASO. IT SERIOUSLY CLEAN UR SHOE VERY CLEAN!!!!! must take foto of it!!!$2 only. i sat there clean shoe, seriously i enjoy cleaning.so HARPIEEE!!then i went back settling my ticketing. and chan chan comes to me n ask me to type this blog,
http://minieyes-giganticboobs.blogspot.com/, by seeing the name of the blog add, i tot is some dirty porn funny website. then I SEE MY FACE. I STUNNED!! i tot they edit my blog!! hahaha. then i stare at the blog, i see baby's photos, then i scroll down,, all my wonderful frens!! then they off the light, and jamie lim carry the cake. I JUS CRY!!!
I CRY LIKE A PIG!!! like seriously!! I CRY LIKE MAD. I KISS MY BABY!! it was so unexpected. I CRY AND CRY. I CRY SO LOUDLY OUTSIDE. haha!! thks people.
I WANNA SAY THANK YOU MY FRENS!! NRA peeps, u all jus so unbelievably crazily the greatest peeps!=)
SPECIAL THANKS:
YVONNE ANG: u and ur plan to collaborate with my bf, is sth i realli nv expect!! thanks for everything u have done! u are my sweetest gf!! thanks for all the hardwork!!I LOVE U MAN!thks once again for the trouble u went to make this plan a success.
BABY ERNIE!: baby ur 99 roses, i realli nv expected that to appear right in front of my eyes. baby u r seriously a great actor.u must be feeling torturing to tolerate my nonsense and kp this secret. BABY I LOVE U SO DEARLY! I LOVE U!!! SORRY baby for the tantrums!I LOVE U INFINITELY!
JAMIE LIM: JMIE LIM THKS FOR THE CAKE, its so dopily NICE!! I LOVE IT!!sry even if u r sick, still got to bake cake for me!=) u r so sweet, drink lotsa water.
JMIE CHAN: THKS CHAN MALI CHAN for ur acting!! I SERIously tot its some funny video u wanna show me!! hahah! THANK U MY FREN!!!MY ONLINE SHOPPING KHAKI!
VICKY: VICKY THKS FOR THE BLOG DESIGN, its superly nice and sweet. ur design skillss make me look so hot in the blog. HAHA. N thks to ur diaso product, i feel my shoe so clean now!!
KAIJIA: u r so cute la, i seriously wanna turn u upside down for ur sms msg."sorry sam, we not free to celerate ur bday, next time we free then celebrate okiee"haha. THANKS TO U N VON FOR NAMING THE BLOG ADD!!
MELISE: THANKS FOR TAKING FOTO!!!! U R AN AWESOME OPTIMISTIC gal! U blossom my day with those special messages=)
MIAMIA: XIN KU ni le for tahaning one day not wishing me. PAISEH EH!! hehe u r one awesome FREN!! RESPECT!! LOOK FORWARD TO JUST FINE PRAC! haha
YEW YEW: thks for VIDEOING my STUNN face=) JIAYOU FOR EVERYTHING!! REspeCT U ALOT!
SHAO MIN: I CANNOT forget the trap for asking me my fav song for ur IS project. haha. i feel so stupid!! hahaha. THKS MY SWEET FREN!! we must take more fotos
YUTONGGG: haha!! i am surprise ur mum n i falls on the same day! hahah. thks for tahaning me! hehe.u r an great fren!! happy to noe!! more nonsense to come yea!! STAY PREPARED!!! THKS ONCE AGAIN!!!=)
XIAOBEI: THKS FOR UR WISHES!!no worries for not turning up its the thought that counts=)
SHUFANG: ur Bubbly character is realli makes me SMILE. THANKS FOR THE BALLOON. I AM VERY TOUCHED. n i lOVE ur DOG!!!
CASH: THANKS FOR UR WSIHES=) JIAYOU in everything u do=)u can do it=)
XIUBEI AND EILEEN: THANKS THANKS FOR WISHING ME. WITHOUT u all in the ticketing team, i can't possibly manage it on my own. I APPRECIATE THE GREAT TEAM work! i am sorry to u all for being so lor sor.hahaha. i love u all!! THANKS FOR THE WISHES AND HARD WORK.
CHIN: haha THANKS SEXY MAN FOR UR WISHES! APPRECIATE IT!! JAYOU FOR UR TEST TODAY!=)
IVAN: THANKS VAN VAN for ur wishes. I"m very touched by ur wishes!! U R A REAL GOOD FREN!! THANK U FOR BEING U!=)
WYNN, SINYANG, CHEE CHENG,RACHAEL,DENISE,SHI HUA, GIAM: THANKS FOR THE WISHES!! hehe=) I APPRECIATE IT ALOT!LOVE U ALL MY SWEET FRENS!!
STEFFI: haha i didn';t noe my no brain theory leave a deep impression in u. THANKS ALOT FOR TALKING TO ME=) i appreciate alot!! hugss for the wishes!!
QIAN HUI: thks my fren for guiding me ytd on the ticketing side. U ARE REAL NICE n SWEET=) THKS FOR UR SWEET WISHES ON THE BLOG
JOEL: THANKS JOEL FOR UR DRAWING! it sso cute!! I LOVE IT!!MS SWAN SAY THANK U!!!
SUMMEER and KIT KIT: hehe SRY if lately i nv always take bus rides with u! but hey hey!! I WILL STILL TAKE BUS 74 with u wan!! THANK U SO MUCH for tahaning my singing n randomness!!
HUITING: THANKS FOR UR SWEET MSG, I WILL JIAYOU for wq item!!haha=)
BAOWEN,SHANE:thanks for the WISHES=) GREAT TO HAVE NOE U GUYS!!
NICOLE!!:UR DRAWING IS SO CUTE THANKS U SO MUCH! hOPE to get to noe u beta
FARID: MY GREAT OLD FREN! what can i say, u have great patience=) thk for tahaning me for 4 yrs!! hahah!!!THANKS MY FREN FOR EVERYTHING!

THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HAVE WISHED ME THROUGH UR SMSES!! i AM v touched!!
I LOVE U GUYS.
THANKS EVERYONE!!
TO MY BABY LOVE, I LOVE U MY DARLING SWEET HEART. I WILL TAKE CARE OF U! n i will nv leave u!! STAY BY ME ALWAYS ALRIGHT! thk u for being so understanding!!!=)I LOVE U SOOOO SOOO MUCH!!

2008-11-17T05:06:00.000-08:00

=)))))))

WHEEE!!!!! I got a baby dog!!!!

SHE SO CUTE AND ADORABLE!!!

hehe!!

i FEEL SO HAPPY SEEING HER=)

she makes my day

to ms kaijia, u r forbidden to enter my house

i noe u will sexually harass her

heheheheheheheheheeh

sam current mood: I so wanna scream n jump n scream n jump!!!

2008-11-10T09:31:00.000-08:00

I LOVE ROSESS!!!!=)))))

I LOVE RED!!!!!=)))

I LOVE MYSELF!!!!=)))

cos my hair grow!!!!!!!

there's one thing i must blog!!!!

I LOVE OBAMA!!

REALLY!!!

I RESPECT HIM!!!

HE DESERVES IT!!!

THE FIRST BLACK US PRESIDENT!!

SERIOUSLY!!!

the moment he made his stand,

HE HAD CHANGE THE WORLD!!!

i think i must calm down, suddenly i feel less singaporean... hahaha

I FEEL patrotic for USA.

for the safety of my citizenship

OKAY I LOVE OUR PRESIDENT ALSO!!

MR NATHAN (oops, is it spelt correctly???)

I LOVE LEE KuAN YEW

I LOVE GOH CHOK TONG

hehe...i feel safer now.... hehe

hehe... laughter is the best cure!!

relieve stresss

PLS ORDER TICKET FAST PPL!!!
GO TO: http://www.danzation.blogspot.com/!!!

BEFORE STOCK LAST!!!!

1 TICKET $15!!!

NO REGRETS!!!

HURRY HURRY!!!

marriage is like a magnet of 2 parties
it either attract or repel
that's it

2008-10-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

my nose is running with NIKE shoesss
run ar run ar run ar....

i wake up ytd
my lungs are tight
so tight i could barely talk

then i start to cough
like a stupid spastic horse

today, i hear the same sounds
i pity my classmates n lecturemates
esp those behind=((
can't help it
paiseh
i try to get well soon

dear lungs,
can u pls be good
take in more oxygen
pump more blood
allow my heart to beat normally
u r so costly
u alr burn my pocket'
sam sam will treat u nice
i will reward u
maybe with.......
BUBBLE TEA??? POTATO CHIPSS??? TAKO BALL????
pls allow me to breathe normally
i really need to
its torturing
thk u lungs=)
sam sam loves u!

2008-10-26T09:55:00.000-07:00

okiee sexy people!!! pls go to www.danzation.blogspot.com to check this out.
Venue: convention centre (NGEE ANN)
Time: 7pm to 930pm
Date: 19th,20th Dec.
=))
sam sam will love u for life for just clicking into the website!! hehe=))))))
if u are interested, pls place your order according to this format
subject: DANZATION TICKET
[full name][i/c][day of perf][quantity]
and send it to danzation.nra.gmail.com
winksss!!!!

recently i read many other ppl's blog
n i find people real interesting
hmm...
i guess..
ppl hav to go through time in order to grow
i am refering growing mentally n emotionally
we need to learn
pick up those puzzles
n piece them tgt
life is never given to u in a piece of paper
it is broken into stages
u have to realize it yourself
its all in ur hands
act wisely.....

dun mix love and like tgt
cos they r not the same
we r all confused by that
dun over assumed

2008-10-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

I miss my attachment.........
i miss misss misss all of u!!!=))))))))
i miss shuttle run in the office=)))hehehehehe

let's imagine thisss....

when u r lost in an isolated jungle

and u noe u r confirm dead...

n u start thinking of....

regrets, happiness, sadness,

all mix up like rojak

so indescribable

u start to tear

n u think of someone

n another

thinking of wad to say to them if u had the chance to

life is so contradicting

we only have the courage

when we r close to death

sometimes..

2008-10-22T10:27:00.000-07:00

i can understand..

i feel emotions...

i can't mouth them..

i feel sad...

i feel lucky...

sometimes we r helpless...

very...

we must learn to be thankful...

realli....

if we hadn't

its not too late to start now...

jus do it

we only start realising our biggest mistake

only when we regret...........

2008-10-11T10:07:00.000-07:00

SInce my bday, deepavali, n new year is coming,
letme make a BIG WISH now.
listen up ppl.
my wish is...

pls get me TELEPORT!!!

sometimes, i hope u realli understand
stop complaining
stop pin pointing at me
stop commenting at me whenever i reach home'
every little thing
u must criticise
u nv listen to me
..........................................................................
i hav to put on a "dun bother" look in front of u
but ur words simply pricks my heart
makin me feel like shit.
seriously like shit

2008-10-07T10:08:00.000-07:00

I AM sorryy....

but I am THANKFUL!

To HAte is a Torture
To LOVE is A Bliss=)

i'm sorry for not giving my all but i'm trying my best
i am jus setting my priorities evenly to the important
thks dad but i'm sorry for making u worry for me
sending me to work and home after dance most of the time.
the obstacle we went through was a hard time
but i'm glad u r here w me
thk u for the understanding
but sorry if i neglected
u r the most wonderful DAD
I LOVE U!
u taught me well these years, n i'm very thkful.
THANK YOU DADDY=)

to baby,
I LOVE U
my darling i'm sry for not having enough time for u
thk u for squeezing time for me, to see me onli for a short while
even tucking me to bed with those goodnight words
realli put a smile on my face

to my frens,
I LOVE U ALL, but i'm sorry if i didn't made the time
but i'll definitely do so
sam sam loves u allllllll=))))))

to smile is a wisdom
to frown is a dumb

i can't differentiate whose right or wrong
cos everyone have a story to say
n a stand to hold...........................
it makes me wonder.......
sam jus dun care

2008-10-05T10:23:00.000-07:00

SOMETIMESSS, HUMAN MUST AT LEAST look at their UGLIEST for A FEW TIMES. N I THINK MY HAIR LOOKS LIKE SHIT. HAIR STYLIST!!, NEXT TIME, plsssss tok to me in ENGLISH!! i dunnoe wad is LIU HAI. i LOOK DAMN COCK W THIS COCK HAIR!YUCK!!!!

TIREDDD

WADEVERRRR!!!!!!

LIFE

IS

NVEr

PERFECT

but

I THINK

MINE

iS

,

IT MAKESS me

HAPPIER

TO THINK TT WAYY

SO EVERYONEE!!! WE R PERFECT!!!!!!

GOODNIGHTTT!!=((((

hehehehe

2008-10-02T09:43:00.000-07:00

IGNORANT IS A BLESSING

I KNOW NTH

HAPPY 8 mths anniversary!!! thks my love!!!!!

2008-09-29T09:37:00.000-07:00

FirstLY!!! I MUST SAy PAiseh To _____________ and _________ _________ that I farted. hehe. IT was PUREEEEE ACCIDENT LORRR!!!. hahahahahahahahah realli lahh!! hehehhehehe.

hehehhehehee.......
i dunnnoe why i hehehe about. butt wheee 2 more week, END OF ATTACHMENT!!! NO MORE WAKING UP AT 630!!!! hehehe but i will miss my CUTE COLLEAGUESS!!!

n hor, SAM RMB to REMOVE UR EARRINGSSSSS before u DANCEEEE. hehe. PAISEH PPL!! but give credit to my HONESTY OKIEE.

if i got one word to tell u, i wanna say alot. but jus 2 words to u is enough, that is BE TRUE, not to others but to yourself. No one is born to be lucky. we all strive for it.

u r too s_________________
i dunnoe hu u r
u r just too s______________
it realli wrecks my heart
u r simply too s_________________

2008-09-24T10:45:00.000-07:00

i am velli the tired.. but i cannot slp, cos i needa shit. heheheehehehehehe.
anw i VELLI tired!!
hahahhaahahahahahahahah
i realli miss school
but i can't bear to leave my fellow colleagues
they damn nice to laugh with. hehehehe
but i feel sorry for them cos they have me
always like to poke fun at them.hahahahahaha
tml another poke fun day!!!

I AM TIRED, I AM SHITTING, BUT I TIRED, how lehhh????

sometimes, i miss those times, dance as normal, going for classes, sit down, hi n bye, how yea? those u noe normal questions u asked when u see each other. smile smile. tok bout school, n life. its nice. i kinda miss tt.

sometimes in life, we must learn to make a stand
I am learning
sometimes in life, we must learn to try
I am learning
sometimes in life, we must be reserve
I am learning
sometimes in life, we must learn to appreciate
I am learning
sometimes in life, we must learn.....
I am learning......
its never ending
tt's life...

I dunnoe how to deal, but i noe the answer. i feel stupid
very...

2008-09-22T08:53:00.000-07:00

MIA MIA!! HAPPUI BIRPHHHHDAY TOO YOUUU!!! hehehehe. although i'm abit late to wish u in my blog, but hey!! HAPPUI BIRPTHDAY!! hehe!! mia mia u r awesome fren! work hard n do the best u can! u can do it!!

anw, i think my blog got cobwebs alr. but yup, i'm tiredddddd~~~ now i dun like the dist from changi airport to school. i dun get to freaking sit down. n its a freaking 1.5 hr journey. n i get to smell ppl's armpits. OMG! n yup!! n i hate my nose, i dunnoe wad's wrong w me. but i think i am fine.I CAN DO IT!! i need VITAMIN CCCCCCC!!

we went through ups and downs. we went through the hard times. we cried, we hugged, we love. baby, I LOVE U! N I"LL TC OF U n PROTECT U, JUS SIMPLY COS I LOVE U. SORRy for not spending enough time. JUS bear in MIND I LOVE U ALWAYS!its been a difficult week, but we can pull through me, because i have faith in us! huggiess!!! muacks. thks baby for loving me!!=)

2008-09-03T09:45:00.000-07:00

let me see... this 2 weeks of attachment.... i kinda like it.but the journey back to school can realli add on the weight to my ass.but i kinda like travelling now. dunnoe why. i seem to like to tk bus n mrt. hahaha. but onli i dun like the journey back.-.- my colleagues can b sometimes boring when they so busy, they dun tok to me. but when they tok, i feel busy. hahahah. i also dunnoe wad i toking. but i like to disturb them. hahah. these group of matured women(*cannot say old, hehe, nt velli old la, ard their 40s) damn cute, so nice to disturb them. i learn teo chew n malay from them. they always call BRENDA!! N MY NAME IS SAMANTHA!! cos they say i assemble this ex colleague of theirs, whose name is brenda. N NOW!!! they say i assemble popeye's gf, olive-.- hur hurr!! ladiesss not funny!! OLIVE like teko(bamboo), i still got flesh wan! hahaha
n i hate my mouth, it has too many problem. 1st the upper teeth, then the ulcer n now the jaw. so u combine all 3 tgt, u get shit in ur mouth. =(((((hehehe

I"M VELLI THE STRONG!! I AM MADE OF STEEL!!! I CAN DO IT!!! JUS SEE ME FLY!!!

SAM U just GO EAT SHIT N SLEEP!

I LOVE U BABY!!! VELLI MUCH!!! HAPPY 7 MTHS BABEH!! hehe.sry to think its the 8th month, hehe, cos time seem so long for us. I LOVE U!!!

2008-08-31T06:17:00.000-07:00

paiseh galsss, i so late then blog, anw i happy belated bday u old aunties sam sam loves u 4 gals!!

happy bday melise

happy bday von

happ bday bei bei

happy bday lim

MUACKS!!

hope u all lovesss the card!! hehe huggiess sexy mamas!!

U PPL ARE AWESOME FREAKSS!!

okayy children!! if u all need fotos, here u go!! alll hereee!!! haha.hehe!! anw i shall not state when is the camp, cos i might be in danger for missing work. hahaha!!kidding, anw the camp was great! u freshies are wah seh, so power sia!! u all velli good!!sorry if i v noisy, kp disturbin u all. but hey man, u all turn out good!! thumbs up!!=)))))))

n I LOVE MY BABY SWEETHEART!! thks my love!!! our 8 mths anniversary is coming dearest!!! heheheheeheheh!! wheee muackss!!!!

I LOVE U SO VERY MUCH!!

N IF i can seriously kill myself, i will. i feel like plucking all my teeth out. i hate eating!! so freaking torturing!! ARRGHH!!! shit shit crap! TAHANNNN babehh, jus tahan..OMG!my teeth seriously feels like coming out anytime.

n i am not happy tt i cannot eat food happy happy=((

i am so not happy!

i cannot enjoy food!=(

=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

goodnight!

2008-08-10T11:24:00.000-07:00

haha!! this was like the first sem. hahaha, n look at tt yess tt handsome n awesome man behind me!! tt's my baby!! hehehe BABYY SO GLADD I HAVE YOU ALWAYSS!!=)) yess babyy yess tt you!!!hehe!!!!he looks so skinny last timee, hehe, now u r filled w nutrition!! hahahaha LOVE U!!

i seriously love my "look like afro hair"!=))

hehehehehheehhe i'm trying to steal my fotos!! hahahahah!!!

studytime!!!

PPLLLLL LET"SS CHIONGG OUR ASSES OFF!!

2008-08-04T11:13:00.000-07:00

chachachachachachachahchai was like borwsing youtube, seeing ppl chacha, then i come across a youtube, by chelo call cha cha. heard tt song long ago, but forget the singer. chelo cheloo cheloo!!cha chaa cha cha chaaaaa!! 1, 2 cha cha 1, 2 n cha cha again. lalalalalallalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
n i am suppose to studyy IEF!! n i still hearing cha cha song. everybody let's do the cha cha, u do the cha cha i do the cha cha, i realli think my talent is to shake backside. shake ar shake. if u r happy n u noe, u shake ur assss. shake shakee!!!=))))))
i cannot upload the cha cha song, but i can upload this sexy song, Un Corazon by this sexy man, Chelo, which got posted by a sexy lady, sam, hehehehehehehehehehhee=Pso sexyy!!

u all shd listen to this version of fever by beyonce, sooo SEDUCTIVEEE babehh!!

n i recently kp dreaming.n its a bad dream! n its so baddd. i dun likeee!!! i dun like ppl leaving meee=(( makes me cry, n it got me crying not long when i was toking to baby bout it.
i got a mission to do, I WANNA FIND IMMORTAL PILL!!!! YESSS IMMORTAL PILL!!!! if earth onli have 1 immortal pill, then i smashed n grind the pill make sure my loved ones n frenss all will have a taste of it!! so heee, u all wan immortal pill, treat me nicee k. like u noe, wash my shoe, buy me blings blings, give me gold, give me big ang bao for every CNY, give me errr... alot alot of stuff.but if u find it troublesome, jus give me money will do!! hahaha!! silly me!!=PPP

everytime i look ard me,
i notice situations
but i place a face of ignorance
its better to noe
but not acknowledge

I LOvE EVERYONEE!!! yesss YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU n definitely YOU baby!!!
I CAN DO IT!!!!!! I AM GLAD, I TRY!!!! CLAP HAND TO U SAM!! CLAP CLAP CLAPPPP!!!
exercisee moree, drinkk more waterrr, breathe more oxygen!!!eat moree fruitssss!!!! confirm superwoman!!! ZZzzzzzZZZzzzzZZzzz

omgg i dunnoe y i type so small!! but hahahahah!! i found the cha cha song tt can be uploaded but not the original wan. buttt still can hear the songg cha cha cha cha chaaaaaaa

2008-08-02T10:31:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOUUU ERNIEEE BABY!!! I LOVE YOUUU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVEE YOU VERLLI VELLI MUCH!!! U R VERY WONDERFUL!!! U R THE BEST!!! LOVE YOUUU INFINITELY SWEETHEART!!! I REALLI LOVE YOUU SO!!!! SO MUCH SO TRUEE SO TENDERLY!!!!!!!!!!!!

=)))))))

i learn alottt, n i wanna thk alot. hehe!!!i'm velli happy!!! although its not perfectt but i can feel the effort, n itsss velli goodieee. (*more moree sexy fotosss w my sexy hair to comeeeee!!!!)

itss not bout being the best among the rest that matters

but being the best to yourself

its not bout being able to win others

but its bout competing yourself

HAPPY 6 MONTHSSSS ITS 6 MONTHSS!! hehe!! babyy sorryyy, suppose to celebrate ytd, but o man... sryy lovee loveee... but hey heyy!!! WE GOT TUESDAY!!! okiee babyy baby!!!

everywhere you go, perfection

follows you the wrong directionand you never see it for

you get all that you need and moreyou see it, you want ityou find it, it's yours
but you cant say what you want or,take what you want yeah

choose the mood that you fake when you want

you said your life couldn't get much betterwell aren't you glad?
the only one of 5, exceptionthe child of your pride is, deceptionand on your list of things to dois make me fall in love with youyou find one, you want onecause I'm one, who plays yeah
but you can't say what you want or,take what you want or

choose the mood that you fake when you want

you said your life needed something special

which you don't have, yeah
you can't say what you want or,take what you want or,

rest and wake anyway that you want

you said your life couldn't get much better

well here I am, yeah

well aren't you glad?

babyy yess i'm glad n blessed to have u1 muackisss!!!

sometimesss... it seriously boils me to see u act like tt

it just turns me off

for someone like u at such an age

to behave in a manner i can't accept

2008-07-26T09:59:00.000-07:00

I DEDICATE THIS SONG TO YOU,UR FAVOURITE

ITS A PRICELESS JOY TO SING THIS SONG WITH YOU TODAY

I WILL NV FORGET

sorry make u wait for 4 hrsss=((((but hey heyyy its all gooddd=)))))u r not alone papa!!=)))

todayyy..... IS DADDDY"S BIRTHDAYY!!
hahah!!
i SURPRISE HIM W A SONg.i sang a birthday song for him in the pub!
very happy to see him happy
i wun let u celebrate ur bday ur own.
=))))
sometimes seeing u smile makes me cry
sometimes its not the gifts that matters
its the moment that we treasure
its been a long long time
n i am very glad tt i am getting closer to u.
i rmb the last time i kissed u was when i was young, so young i could hardly recall the years
n today i gave u 2 kisses
to express how much u meant to me
DAD, I LOVE YOU.
I'll take care of you.

i made the wrong assumptions before
n i misunderstood throughout the years
each day i am fixing the puzzle tgt
behind each smile is a worry in mind
i swallow down my tears
unknowingly my eyes turn red
sometimes when i am present in your situation
i can understand your trouble
now......
i'll worry until everything its alright
its my responsibility to do so
cos i probably fail to do so for the past years

THK U DAD......

2008-07-23T05:45:00.000-07:00

life..........
has its ups and downss

i dunno wad to say.....

i jus noe how to cry

but i'm okay

everything is okayyy

2008-07-15T08:16:00.000-07:00

As time pass, i realise ....

i came about to realise bout my thoughts

i went in, almost in tears, seeing him so happy, so so happy

tt's one side i nv seen him before

i've understood

i've mistaken

today, i learn

Daddy's words became a caution in my head

Dun be fooled

by anything or anyone

HUMANS r still HUMANS afterall

Words r just words

words from those hu r witty r cheats

words from those hu r true r rights

hu's hu

they r all hidden, all cemented

u just got to keep ur heart closed sometimes

watch closer, n think bout the why's

stand behind the line

but dun brush away

til the bad alarms

u dissappear

tt's the wayy

he says:"i'm too young to differentiate"

I replied: "i'm not too young to learn"

n that's life

i'm good=))))

(its not that i dunnoe, i noee where i am lackingg, i'm just too scared BUT i'm TRYING. but u all dun see it cos i simply dun show it.)

dearr loveee,

ur arms brought about so much warmth today

i feel very much comforted

u r incredibly lovely

2008-07-13T01:40:00.000-07:00

this song is for u gal

http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

Your anonymous reader

if only i could be there

assuring you all i could

but i noe

deep inside i am just one of the helpless soul

not noeing wad to do

i might turn mute looking at ur face

eagerly wanting ur baby back

living in that mystery

is he ever going to coming back

or has he realli gone away

ur bleeding heart to hear the news

to live for this one mth

wondering by his death

life simply shows no mercy

n u thought to urself

why must it be him

time was just not enough

n his taken away from you

u waited patiently for his return

but the news reached u first before he could

u watched the whole thing fall

right in front of u

his image kept coming back

tears just unknowingly roll down ur cheeks

profuse

on and on

ur baby flew away

but believe me

because of love

u r not alone

his always there for you

you both last together

ur baby is not lost

his presence still lingers

ur baby is not lost

his not lost

never lost

never once did

he still lives on....

2008-07-12T10:35:00.000-07:00

I've been so many places in my life and timeI've sung a lot of songs and I've made some bad climbsI've acted out my life in stages with ten thousand people watchingOh, but we're alone now and I'm singing this song for youI know your image of me is what I hope to be, I've treated you unkindlyOh, but Darling can't you see that, there's no one more important to meBaby, baby, can't you see through me, 'cause we're alone nowAnd I'm singing this song to you, you taught me precious secretsOf a true love withholding nothing, you came out in frontWhen I was hiding, yeah, yeah, but now it's so much betterIf my words don't quite come together, please listen to the melody'Cause my love is in there somewhere hidingI love you in a place where there is no space or time, I love you for my lifeYou are a friend of mine, and when my life is overRemember, remember, remember when we were togetherAnd we are alone now, and I was singing this song to youWe were alone, and I was singing, yeah singingWe were alone, and I was singing this song for youSinging my song, I'm singing my song for you

THis Song IS just YOU

I can't believe it's over

I watched the whole thing fall

And I never saw the writing that was on the wall

If I'd only knew

The days were slipping past

That the good things never last

That you were crying

Summer turned to winter

And the snow it turned to rain

And the rain turned into tears upon your face

I hardly recognized the girl you are today

And god I hope it's not too lateIt's not too late'

Cause you are not alone

I'm always there with you

And we'll get lost together

Till the light comes pouring through'

Cause when you feel like you're done

And the darkness has won

Babe, you're not lost

When your worlds crashing down

And you can't bear the thought

I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy

It can tear your soul apart

It can make you feel like you've gone crazy

But you're not

Things have seem to changed

There's one thing that's still the same

In my heart you have remained

And we can fly fly fly away'

Cause you are not alone

And I am there with you

And we'll get lost together

Till the light comes pouring through'

Cause when you feel like you're done

And the darkness has won

Babe, you're not lost

When the worlds crashing down

And you can not bear the cross

I said, baby, you're not lost

I said, baby, you're not lostI said, baby, you're not lostI said, baby, you're not lost

Life is so fragile, each time passes by, i hear ppl leaving. and now i am worried, i wouldn't wanna lose anyone. n grandma i wouldn't wanna lose u. sometimes i realli feel selfish. always praying u stay, nv tot how tough life is for u living. i always see u so strongs, ALWAYS. n blame it on my selfishness, i choose u to stay longer.

If humans can think things simple, things wun be so much as complicated. n sometimes it got me wondering.wad i dun write, doesn't mean i dun bother. cos i chose not to SEEM bothered.if some people can simply mind their own business, i feel things will be much beta.

n i shd concentrate my own business. if i can get the move right, n stop being so stupid n scared, i sure be better. but the prob is i still as stupid n scared. makes me more "PISSED OFF MAN" !!!!!

Dearest love,

my 3 words

belongs to u

with u

i am not alone

tonight

my love

ur presence held me so tight

i will nv let u go

cos i noe

baby

u r mine for long

with love so true

(REMINDER TO SAM SAM!!! PLSS FREAKING STUDY YOUR WORK!!!!!)))))))VELLI IMPT!!!!!

sam sammm u can go fang pi if u nv do ur work!!!!!! fang pi!!!!!!

2008-07-11T09:34:00.000-07:00

DOCTORSS r CHEATERBUGSSS, but tt's only if its past 930pm=(((((((((((

arrghhhh!!!

funnily the price on the receipt shocked me til it makes me feel better.=o hahaha

lalalalalala

2008-07-09T05:59:00.000-07:00

today, i'm pretty much brain tired. when i'm tired, i get noisy, then until too tired, i feel like a zomby. pretty much funny, but tt is uniquely me. hehe.

today is probably the day i realli feel quite a failure as a granddaughter.I feel good going over to granny's place. whenever i see her, i nv fail to wrap my arms around her. seeing her so happy to see me, is sth tt got my heart wrenched.we sat round the table eating, she kept on toking, kept asking me to eat, kept moving ard to get more food. aunt felt her annoying. i could feel the "can u shush for a moment" kinda look from their faces. then she toked bout her leg. then she toked n toked.as she toked, i smiled, n look at her. she lost so much weight from the last time i visit her. n i jus look upon my surrounding, n then i looked at daddy. its been long to see his eyes red. i controlled throughout the dinner, not to cry. at tt moment, i realli feel tt i realli hasn;t done a good job as a granddaughter. she continued toking. she jus went on toking. she toked, but she didn't cry. she kept on smiling. even when she say how painful her leg is. she is freaking god 90 plus. n i was wondering, if she would to be my age now, she would be a so much better dancer than me cos her legs is so strong.i think she will do well in house. hehe. her legs r powerlegs. i dunnoe how the freaking hell she can walk here n there, when deep down she noes she is hurting.then she went on toking. she didn't let me touched the plates. she insisted to wash, n wanted me to sit at the living room n have fruits. she passed me a basket of fruits.
n she kept on smiling. n i feel sad n disappointed. sorry grandma for not going for dinner the past few times cos i'm in school. n i will study hard.
the thought of her leaving us, bring tears into my eyes. n i realli do not wish tt happens. i am selfish, very selfish in the sense, i dun wan anyone part from me, esp her.

MIND over BODY, THINK Above the LINE
all in all
JUST TAHAN, JUST CHIONG
Won't Die Wan
=))))
n shit u OSTRICH!! the image of u eating shit, makes me lose appetite!!!
YUCKSSS!!!

2008-07-07T18:50:00.000-07:00

for u, and u only...

TIMe passes so fast...

in the flick of time

5 yrs plus jus pass like tt n now..

u r flying to melbourne in prob a few hours time

study hard ish=)))

sam loves yea!!!!

n i hate to say goodbye

BE HAPPY OVER THEREE N SMILEYYYY!!!!

EVERYONEEE SHOULD LEAVE A SMILE WHENEVER THEY GO COS.......
EVERYDAY IS SMILEY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
N THISSS ISS A BIG SEXY SMILEEE FROM ME!!!!

everytime i start

i always look around

i feel so much comfortable

when there r no one ard looking

then

after an hr

when a group dash in

one by one

i'm back to square one againn

n it doesn't feel good

AT ALL

cos each time

i tell myself to ignore the sight

of the rest

i am still aware of the existence

n then i'm back to that black box

all tied up in a rope

I FEEL RETARDEDD

lalalalalaalalalalalalaalala

SAM... ORGANIZE

SAM....STOP SPOILING THINGS

SAM...START BUCKING UP FOR UR MODULES

SAM.....THINK CAREFUL

SAM.....TOLERATE

SAM.....U CAN DO IT

SAM...... DON"T WORRY

SAM.....DON"T BE SAD

baby,

remember our first day

when we order a hot cafe

waiting for it to whip it good

u kissed me on the lips

i blushed w happiness like you do

from then on

my heart is locked eternally

with love so strong

thank you baby

for being mine

2008-07-07T08:34:00.000-07:00

I AM PISSSSEDDDDDDddddddddddddddddddddddd OFFFFFFFFFffffffffffffffffffffffff!!!!

HP SPOIL, LCD SCREEENNN BREAK SO DAMAGEEE, tt it is HOSPITALISED AT THE MOMENTT!!!! N TT IS ENOUGH TO Go -.-!!!!!

N NOWWW my MP3 IS IN INJURY FOR GOD KNOWS WAD HAPPEN RIGHT afterrr 2 DAYS I KILLED MY HP!N NOW I AM GETTING LAGI -.-!!!!

N NEXT SI LANG MEL NOT WORKINGGG!!! MEL IS IN SLEEPING MODE!! MAKEEEE ME LAGI MOREEE-.-!!

THK u SOO MUCHH!!!

NOW I SHALL KILL MYSELF!

ARRRGHHhhh!!!!

-.-

2008-07-06T05:41:00.000-07:00

i hate to say goodbye, but yup i have to. sometimes it makes me tear whenever i feel i neglected u as my best fren. i realli miss u so so much, esp those secondary school days. where we inventeddd the word "keebai"(our pronunciation of cheebye). there is so many things i wanna say to u. but sometimes i dunnoe why words can't seem to get out of my mouth. sry for not being there today for ur farewell. sometimes i feel i placed my priority wrongly n that makes me sorry. if i could turn back time, i wish i could have told u what we both were lacking at. sometimes i chose not to say, i rather listen.

N MY BIGGEST REGRET is I CHOSE TO LISTEN. n I"M SORRY.my next BIGGEST REGRET, is not mentioning what I feel. the next BIGGEST REGRET, is to hide away.

but wadever the case, i realli wish u luck in ur studies in melbourne ish, i will never forget the good memories. THK YOU my fren for everything u have given to me=) the amount of smile u put on my face is priceless. =)

sometimes in life people make mistakes n they grow from it. i made a stupid mistake, tt i think i have spoilt u. n i seriously think i did. when the time is right, i will mend it. there r words sometimes it is so hard to get out from my mouth. n i realli think i shd try. cos when i dun do, u think its right. but its wrong. VERY WRONG.

whether is it dance or work, character still place it priority. it is not about the matter of how smart u r that depicts how good u are. u must have a mind to diiferentiate wad's right and wad's wrong.

words can be hurtful, but they do no harm but good. if u could jus listen, things wouldn't have turn out this way. words dun kill u. sorry to u, if i have in any ways or another been to harsh in my words, sorry to u if in any way i've been rude, and sorry to u in any way i walk away. we all have our own principals. i have mine, n because i can't tolerate i might have went overboard to slam the door, or shout at u. but that's because it jus passes my limit. n my words can't seem to get into ur head. n because it is u, sometimes i feel life is pretty much hurtful. but think it on a good side, without u, i wouldn;t be here n experience the good n bad n be wad i am now. n i noe u love me, n i love u too=)

(if realli u could listen, i realli want to tell u all these)

i really feel mute at times.

sorry to make u worry sweetheart. =))) u r such a wonderful bf to stay by me all the time n give me all the support i needed.=) I LOVE U!

2008-07-03T06:52:00.000-07:00

YOU R MY WONDER BABY!!!hehe

HUGGIESSSSS

BIRD FACEEE hehehehehehe, so cute!!!
so fierce for waddd, haneh u must SMILEEE LIKE ME!!!! LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLESTT!!! hehe "FULLEST CUP!"hahahah!!!!!
STUPID SEAN LOKEEE QUAN QUAN!!

hahahahahaahaha. I HAVE kubird frensss like sean, the big mouth, shengda, the wannabe cannot make it ah du, seb, the "half man half ostrich", songhan, the man w so fierce face, jasmine, the gaymin!hahahahaha!!! onli my babyy is normal LIKE ME!!! hahahahhaha.and all u chicken nuggetsss, stay away from harming erniee. hehe. when i look back, haha, time pass so fast, we've been one clique for 3 semester, n we've been v close n funny. i realli feel very happy whenever u all r ard cos tt's when we all act like monkies tgt. hahaha. no stress! hahahahaha. thks guysss.!!!! u all r the BEST!!! after exam happy hour okayyy. we go chiong steamboat!!!play mahjong, play pool. hahahahaha!!!!!!! wheee.

anww, for the past few mths, my noseee is in a disaster. my flu likeeee some pig flu. nv cure, always blockingggg. n i got a msg to send to those i dun noe:

to those 74 passengers sitting at the upper deck,

I"M SO SO SORRRY, if i make alot of noiseee with my nose when i slp. it is too block that it creates awful and rhythmic sounds, hehe. SO SORRY. i try not to blow n slp in the bus. hehehehehehe. SHIT SO PAISEH!

to my babyy,

my greatest gift of all

is not the expensive

but the priceless

u r my only precious

that goes with love

so infinite

I LOVE YOU

unconditionally definitely!!!

2008-07-01T03:05:00.000-07:00

Life is a test bounded by complications,

with mixture of wrong and right

that undergoes the deem of light

Life is full of colours

mainly dull and bright

u painted the pictures

that enclose my eyes with sight

Life is made up of seasons

that changes time to time

u chose the spring

and hide away from the winter night

Life in everyword

comes about part and parcel of life

u r given 2 choices

with acceptance in all devines

with ignorance that shunns the sign

i love my sweetheart

HUGSSS!!!

thks baby for taking care of me when i'm sick=)

sorry for making u worry=(

and thks again for ur unconditional love=)

I LOVE U!

hehehe i feel somehoww cureddd. mind over body, i am cured!!!!!=X i think soo. hehe. let me share with my life in this sem. this sem i made several mistakes, n mistakes only til now then i feel i regret doingg. here it goes....

1. i REGRETTT choosing SERVICE INNOVATION as my IS for 2 freaking reasons.

--> it requires me to walk for 15 MINUTESSSS TO FIND THE CLASS UNDER THE HOT SUN!!

--> it requires me to WRITE FREAKING 9PAGE REPORT TO BE HANDED UP THIS WEEK!!(like WTOMG)=((((

2. i regret HATING AAA, regardless of how hard i study i still fail, BECAUSE MY MIND SAY I WILL FAIL

--> nowww i need to take retest (MIND OVER BODY!,I WILL GET FULL MARKS!!)

3. i regret for not drinking alot of water, that i turn out sick like a poor dead deer. i thought i was incredible hulk but i realise i was some bird with no wings (huh?!!!)

hahah, tt's about my regrets. hahahahahha. okayy continuee report n drink barley!! i feel so bloated w liquid=(((

in time, i really want to share my thought of you

but the clock hasn't tick for me to strike that up

the time just hasnt come

cos 1 reason was me

i rather let u realise it urself

2008-06-26T09:35:00.000-07:00

i ammmm tireddd=((( n i hope i am superwoman....

but sadly i'm not

n i feel like a wobbly egg yolk. anytime u poke it, it burst. i feel like a tissue paper, once u wet it w water, it get somehow "crushed up" i feel like a bubble, it pops anytime. sometimes i feel like a coconut head, inside so hollow buttttt

sometimess i feel like a man, w no breast, sometimes i feel like a big clown,hu makes ppl luff, sometimes i feel like an audience, hu just sits n view, sometimes i feel like my own reflection, for being me, sometimes i feel like smart, cos i use my brains to thinkk n thinkk. hehe

sometimess i feel like this n that. n today i feel like shit. stupid noseeeee

shit u nose!!

=((

realli, nose, shit u!

n after getting back my AAA paper, sometimes i feel stupid. =(((cheebongg. i faileddd. so depressingggg. =(((( from now on, i'm gonnna kick some assesss. AAA u watch out. hehehe

alright i'm dyingggg.=((

goodynightttttttttt blahhh blahh blahhh

2008-06-16T09:24:00.000-07:00

wheee my day at peggy's hsee for the first timeee.=))) hahahah

let me present a piece of art usingg peggy curly curly hairrr

its niceee okayyy.......lalalalala

let me present u the zilian masterrr, KESHIEEEEE TONGXUEEE

n thenn its my turnnnnn

i like that toy doggg, look so cutee, got such gigantourrr head n a small body. hahaha

bloopssss bloopss
n thereee off weee gooo to sing songgg peggy's 2 fren n cashh. n yess i will nv forgt the price i spend on tt dayy=(( I WILL NV SING SONG ON A FREAKING WEEKENDDD!! CHEATT MONEYY!!! next timee i open my own kalaOKAYBOX. my kalaOKAYBOX student pay jus 5 bucksss sing from 6 am to 6pm.after 6 pm 5.50! hahahhahah. thennn in my kalaOKAYBOX i servee MILKSHAKEE, and STARBUCKS COFFEEE, and healthy ICE BLENDED YOGURT JUICEEE. then i have my own ice cream machineee. free flow of ice cream for jus $1!! SEXYY BOO!! ITS A VALUE ADDED KALAOKAYBOX!! so worth it! hurhurrr-.- i can forsee i will make a lot of lossesss hahahahah!!
n todayy!! I WANNA SMASH TT YOUNG LADY DRIVEEERRRR HU CHEAT MY MONEYYY FOR DRIVING ME FROM SENGKANG TO HOUGANG TO SENGKANG TO PUNGGOL N THEN TO SENGKANG, n still ask me pay her 5 bucks cos the fare is 7.20. but heyyy ladyy!! i ask u go BUKIT TIMAH!!! u tour me round SENG KANG AREA!! n u dunnoe where the hell is AMK! n u dunnoe how to find the route to the expressway!!! u bigg bully!! make me pay u 4 buckss!! u stupid goldfish eye woman!!! eyes so big also no usee!!dunnoe how the routee. I FEEL LIKE FARTING AT UR FACE but UNFORTUNATELY I RUN OUT OF GAS! arggh!! smack ur stupid goldfish eyes!=P

the many misses unleash my eager to hold u closee to me

i love u sweetss

2008-06-12T08:18:00.000-07:00

WALK BY FAITH NOT BY SIGHT

hehe...okieeeeeeee. i feel my eyess drooppyyyyy lalalalalala. going to head to beddddd. n i am wonderingg howww am i going to start doing my project tml. okieeeeee lalala. lalalalalala.

okayyy n i will nv forget wad i did ytddd. OMFGGGGGG!! hahaha. i still think i didn't do tt. OKAYY WTFFF CCCBBBBB(wadthef***caocheebongbongbongbong!!)tt is sth memorable i did.if i can i would have gotten a mask or sth. okayy i still can't belive wad i did ytd. itsss a veryyy CHAOOCHEEBONGG DAYYY

yuppp i'm okayyy, i need to jus practiseeeee...

ANDDD I AMMM VERY HAPPYY!!! cossssss BABYY FINALLY CHOP HISSS FRINGE!!! YESS YESSSS.okiee ppl hu r in need of moneyy try ur luckk n buy this numberss 1112 1206 1106. yupp this 2 numberss cos 11th was the day baby cut his hair, n 12th is the day he surprise me w his hair!!u all kiasu can put ibet.hehe.itsss sooo nott easy to chop tt fringe ever since last last last sem. hahahahah VELLI GOOD!!! SAM SAMM IS SOO PROUD OF U, U HOT CHICK!hehe. HUGSSSSS

n yup this is randomm, but look kinda funny w basketball shortsss n big saggy shirt, i look like rice sag, but if sound nicer, i look like kung fu panda!hahahahaha okiee i needa restttt. goodynighttt!!

2008-06-06T03:10:00.000-07:00

let meee tell u pppllll!!! MY HAIRRR GROWWW!!! SO HAPPPYY< MY HAIRRR ISS STARTINGG TO GROWWWWWW,ITS LONGERR ALRRRR!!! WHEEE
hehe!!! hugss to babyy=)))
we watchedd madee of honour ytddd, it was niceeeeee. i think babyy shd tryyy wearing tt basketball suittttt w the head banddd. hahahahahahahahahhahahahah n then the SHORTTS PULLL ALL THE WAYY UP TO UR WAISTT. AWESOME!!
hahahahaha.

NOwww lett mee tell u storyyy off mrrr sebb n his OBSESSSIONNN www thiss.......BIRDIEEE..

SEbbbyyy feel pretty much fascinatedd with BIRDIEEEE which GAMIEE broughtt for him. he decidee to tokk to himmm, n playyy w himmm.
N HEE STYLEDD BIRDIEEE's hairrr to likeee tt!!!

nottt onlii isss heee fascinatedd W BIRDIEEE , HIS FASCINATEDD W GINGER BREADMAN!!! heeeeeee GRAB GINBERR BREADMAN"S leggg n WHACKKK ITTT SOO HARDD onn theee tableee n WENT BACKK STYLINGGG BIRDIEE"S HAIRRR

thennn HE PUNISHEDDDD BIRDIEE FOR NOT RESPONDING TO HIMMM. poorrr BIRDI

THENNN BIRDIERR POSES FOR THE CAMERAAA

at the endddd off thiss we have concluded tt SEBBYYY SIMM BICHARDDDD has a major probability of being a PAEDOPHILEEEEEE.hahahahahhaah!!! BEWAREE CHILDRENN!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahah WHEEE!!!

(tt's forrr all for kpp callingg mee baldinggg!!hahahahahahhaha!!)

2008-06-01T03:58:00.000-07:00

that's the wordd to describeee myselffffff.. ief is demoralisinggg, the questionsss set makes me feel stupiddddddd, todayy i feel stupiddd, cos i kp on closin my eyessssss, n thennnn tml is PMKT CT, yet the notes seem to transfer VERY SLOWLYYYY from tt few worksheetsss of papersss to my BRAINNN...make meee MOREEE stupiddddd. thennn THE WORRSTTT oneee issss, i am SO STUPIDDD tt I DID A STUPIDD THING WITHOUT REALZINGGGGG when i make coffee. this is how it went,

step1: sam cut the packet of 3 in 1 nescafe coffeee, planning to make coffee (hoping COFFEE WILL MAKE HER SMARTERR)

step 2: without realisinggg what the hell she is doing, she went to open the dustin cap near the basinn

step 3: she still dunnoe why she need to do that, n she POUR THE COFFEE POWDER INTO THE DUSTBIN!!!

step 4: then sth strikeee her!! "WTFFFF I POUR THE COFFEE POWDER IN THE DUSTBIN FOR?!!! "

1 packet of coffee goneee +.+

thennnn SAM TAKE ANOTHER PACK of coffee powderr hurrrr hurrrrrrrrrrr

IN CONCLUSION!!!! I SEEMMM TO FEEL ABITT STUPIDDDD NOWW=((((((

BACK TO TAKING FOTOSSS!!! WHEEEE

this istaken by meeee

this is TAKENNN by BABY ERNIE!!!!=)))

HUGSSSSS!!!! THKS FOR POSINGGG forr errrrr........few minutess.hehe.....

OKIEEE BACK TO STUYDINGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!SNIFFLESSS

MISSESS TO YOU DEARESTT PYJAMAS MAN!!!BLOOPSSS BLOOPSSSSSSSS!!!=D

2008-05-30T08:32:00.000-07:00

GOODLUCK EVERYONEEE FOR THEIR FIRST PAPER TML!!!!!!!

GOODLUCKKKK to THOSEE TAkINGG IEF W MEEEE, those smart ones pls dun do soo well, OOPSS!!heheheheheheheheheh

(KUDOS to HIM!! for expressinggg howwww FREAKINGG STUDIESSSS can cause one to tt extreme. NO STUDY!!NO STUDY!!!NO STUDY!! HAHAHAHAHAH!!!) i think i shd take my own pic of myself doing thiss, buy some water gun, then change those subjects written on tt paper stickers to.... IEF, SOM,AAA,PMKT. this is wad i call DOPYNESSS!!whee!!
this is someee random picc i found on the web, i think we all prob feeel like wad his doinggg.tml ief first paperrr, i nv realli read the newssss.shit shit shitt!! so i prepare to dieeeeeeeee=(((

shoott u shhooot u!!bang bang!!!

2008-05-29T23:46:00.000-07:00

that's for u sweetheart=))

THE WOMAN with the GREATEST MIND n HEART tt I've came to know...

she's HELLEN KELLER,
the woman whom was deemed as the weakest

is the

STRONGEST

On Love:

It is wonderful how much time good people spend fighting the devil. If they would only expend the same amount of energy loving their fellow men, the devil would die in his own tracks of ennui.
On Optimism:

Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see the shadows.
On Faith:Believe. No pessimist ever discovered the secrets of the stars, or sailed to an uncharted land, or opened a new heaven to the human spirit.
On Power:

It is for us to pray not for tasks equal to our powers, but for powers equal to our tasks, to go forward with a great desire forever beating at the door of our hearts as we travel toward our distant goal.
On Ambition:

One can never consent to creep when one feels an impulse to soar.
On Optimism:

Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement.

she is the one woman who........

turn the minds ....

the other way round...

changing the lives...

into consensus....

that lead us...

to behold onto FAITH

PRACTICALITY IS A PIECE OF CRAP!!!!

people should learn to get out of their freaking corners, n stop thinking of the"government" way.

study study study just burn my ass lahh!! arggghhhh!!!!!!!!

PRACTICALITY IS A PIECE OF CRAP!!!!

2008-05-27T07:42:00.000-07:00

In life, u must have some assesss to seriously turn ur world upside down n go GOOOOOO GOOOOO GAAAA GAAAAAA

i love my frensssssssssss because they r freaking real bitches with balls. hahahahahhaha.

oopsss.

u ppl alwayssss like to take stupid pictureesss of mee when i'm sleeping righttt. u all BEWAREEEEE. i'm going to smear chilli n ketchup on ur hair!!!HAHRHAHR

to MR BICHARD SIM!!!

let me SAY THIS ONCE N FOR ALL!!!

I AM NOT FREAKINGGG BAAALLLLLDDDINGGGGG

N MY HEAD IS NOT CRYSTAL BALL!!!

IF IT IS, IT ALSO WUN TELL U UR FUTUREEE

COS I NOE UR FUTURE IS TO BECOME A RUBBISH COLLECTOR!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

my revenge is takenn!!wheee so happyyy

now let'ssss alll chiong n studyyy

i wanna study harddd

i want to be selfish...

so i can take u away with me

to a place where i can hold u close

where hope stands by the both of us

n faith merge us close to one

MISSESSSSSSSS!!!!

n babby, let'ss practisee the SPEAKKK SINGLISHHH CAMPAIGN

and then will beee SPEAKK HOKKIEN CAMPAIGN!!!!

wheeeeeeeeeeeee

everybody lai lai

dunz speakssszzz ENGRRRISHHhhh LEHHHhhh

hehehehe

i think i am madd!!

IEF Is burning my brain cellssss

2008-05-24T09:47:00.000-07:00

okay i hasn't been blogging againnn. ahahha. i too lazy to post up fotos esp for kaijia bday n post fantazia part at st jamess.
hahaha, the party was like on thursday, i hope everyone enjoyed themselves, n i think i scream too much on the mike, haha, pardon meee, first time emceeing, feel funny. i like can't feeelllll the mikee. hahahhaha.all in all i had great fun. whheeee!!!! post up fotos soon!!! but actualli haha u all can refer to von's blog, short cut way!

well.. these few days is tiring n emotional.
life is precious
we need to appreciate
n not take for granted
tt's all i wanna say

n after today, i feel lot of motivation
"believe then see", i will move towards tt, developing a stronger belief
let's all chiong for common testt!!!
BASICSSSS BASICCCCSSSS BASICSSS is the CORE to DANCE

babyyy,
let me be ur angel
staying on by you sidee
taking care of u
pulling through the hardest
n all will be fine
love u my babyy sweetheart!!!

GOODNIGHT EVERYBODYY!!!!

2008-05-14T10:13:00.000-07:00

o welll....

wad can i sayy....

this sem sucks!!!!!!!!

w the amt of workloaddd, the freaking projectss!!! the freaking amt of readin i have to do is causing my body system to go bing bang bong boo!!e amt of thinkingggggg, think here n thereee... stresss..i seem to eat lesserrrrr, i am visiting toilet like more than 2 timesssss, my shit looks likeeeeeeeeeee soya sauceee. i dunnoe wad is wronggg.but sam lets think it this wayy. its a gd thinggg.STRESS MAKES U SLIMMERR.HAR HARRR!!!i pity my toilet bowll. i can sit on it for an hr. hahaahahah.

CT is comingg

i even more freak out.i wanna do well. i must be more hardworking this semm..

n yess i'm also going to train my basicsss, tt's impttt!!

my focus now is ISOLATION n CONTROL

i need alot of focussss.

i believe i can do it, i believe all of us can do it!! whee!!!!!

practisee n more practiseee.

n i'm looking forward to techniquesss, didn't attend last week. i have my yoko yoko all preparedd. JUST BRING IT ON!!!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!

hehehehe

life is fragileee. i can feeel the emotions crowding ard u. people go for a reason, to make us stronger, to make us realise, to make us change. reasons tt one can nv reveal. 1 word to say, FAITH. faith will guide u through.=)))

mr doctor ernieee. heheheheheehehheeh. thk babyy for providing charcoal for meee. thks babyy for toleratin my nonsensee. thks babyyy for taking in my lame jokess. thks babyy for luffing w me when i am trash talkingg esp the animall jokeeee. hahahahhahhaaha. the many thk u is not enufff, u noe y babyy, cos there' more NONSENSEEE coming ur wayyy. heheheheheheheh!! poor babyyy... hahahhahahahahahhaha!!! bloops bloopss!!!! lovee sweets!!!

2008-05-09T09:13:00.000-07:00

THE FASHION HOUSEEE PRESENTS TOOO YOU THE SEXIEST N HOTTEST PSSSS..... MODELSSSS!!!! wootsss=P

hahaahahahahahaahah i got 4 letters to describe this foto....
T-O-O-T

e fashion house also presents to you our one n only lovely GAYYYYYYYY EMCEEEEE
whom borrowed the red shawl from me, damn sexyyy (psssss to my buttt)
SEBESTIANOOOOOOOOOOOO

this is why i'm hot!! this is why i'm hot!!! this is why this is why this is why i'm hot!!
omgggg, i'm freakin having this song lyrics singing in my head over n over again

i realli feel retardeddddddd...... but no choiceee.... heheheheheh.

i seriously dunnoe wad does tt gesture meannn, i think seb is bout to shitt. songg hannn look so violent as evaaaa( DO U WANNA ROLL DOWN THE STEPS TKC?!! i noe u gonna say tt to me=P)SEAN looks as kiddish as eva. so kiddish hu had tot of stealing the ironman cardboard from the cinema. hehe

BIMBOOO 3!!!! seriously i feel sebby shd buy more floral shirt. i think seb u shd jus THROWWW all ur plain T's n store some floral shirts in ur wardrobe!!hehehehehehehe

n a few red hot colors SHAWLL!!! hehehehe

this wasn't taken. but i still look so hot lahhh. hehe. bo biann.... hehehehehehe

today was pretty funn. i screwed up the modeling walk. i can't help luffing. i'm sorry lahh. being in e room w a gay boy wearing floral shirt n swinging my shawl here n there simplt got me distracteddd. butt ehh although i suck in the formal wearrrr, at least i was AWESOMEEEE in the casual wear okayyy. its a fun experience overall, hell lot of laughterr. hehehehehehehe.

n todayy!!!!! me n babyyy went for dinnerrr..awesome day out w him, as alwayssss. we simply sit n tok n eat n sit n tok tok n drink n sit n tok. hehe. love it!!!!!!

u r one person i can't live withouttt.=)))))

the monkeyy will always cling on to one tree. HUGSSS!!!!!!

sometimess its hard to put in wordsss

for one to express

forgiving becomes an unknown expression

tt is hidden within

emotions becomes the lock

u r the onli

hu holds the key

loosen ur grip

n unlock e time

2008-05-03T09:14:00.001-07:00

my heart have many things to spell
i ponder sometimes about myself
whether am i able to by pass my thoughts
and jus go on with pretendance
certain things which start from the beginning
didn't turn out to be the same now
time became an issue
and tt became a problem it seems
it was just yesterday
my upset tears became a sore in the heart
i can't overlook the puzzles
words can't spell wad my heart wants to tell
let's be it tt way
since it doesn't turn out as wad people said it shd be in the very first place
=)))))

sam sammm going to study IEF!!! which is certainly a pain in the asss. shit the author of the TB. write so many wordsss, then write untill like merry go round, make my brain spin. then cause my migrane to come backkk. see how one miserable TB can bring so much misery to my eyes n my brain.N I WANT MORE TIME TO SLEEPPPPP. n i'm excited for locking class on mon. hehe. love love it. i seriously miss those days of practise in fantazia. i jus miss it for the many reasons. jus miss it. n today's KO night, was a mouth opening for me. it get's me to wonder how those man have smaller boobs than me but yet could pop up a bigger boob than me. OMGGG so contradicting right, but man its trueeeee.let me seeeee wad if i learn popping... mannnnnnnnn omggggggg. okayyyyyy......hehehehehe. er.... weirdd.. haha.. okieee i going to read my stupid TB. goodynight sexy people. sam samm love the universe. i want to be ironman!!!!!okayy randomm.. goodynighhttt!!!butright if i'm ironman right, i think i will be courageous enough to learn break dancing, cos i noe i wun end up breaking my bones. man i'll be so dopeee. okayyy. goodynighttttt.

2008-05-01T01:59:00.000-07:00

ANNRAAA

the million thk you i want to say to u

u didn't had to say much to put me through this moments

ur endless effort to see this all the way

had brought this journey a fulfilled one

u brought upon changes

turning grey clouds to bright lights

once again thk u

hehe. thks my hairdresser for the day. hehe. thks for helping me this blur sotong. esp finding my hair. u found it in like 1 sec, n i was looking for it for 30mins.hehe.

twinieeessssssssss

DAPHNEEEEE wish u luck and blessings for ur careerr. hopee to see u back here in spore soonn.

te wu JJJJJJJ OMGGGGGG THE FREAKINGGGGG HAIRRR

freaking retard meeeee

rockkkk it babehhh!!!

our last rehearsall before the actualll perf startsss

u seriouslyyyy got to get some properr face foundationn ah tonggg arrrr

don't askkkk meee y i wear like ttttt

huiting n muaaa

wheeee!!! bei beiiiii n muaaa

twist our sexy buttttsssss

ahhh chanieeeeeeeeeeee smilee!!!=)))

tiannn tiannn

tiann mi miiiiiiiiii okayy not funnyyy

gogogo!!!

mia miaaa for once look like he work in a construction .hehe

van vannnnn vroommmmmmmm

u r suai wan w tt outfittt

hehe kaijiaaaa i enjoy seeing u so blur sometimes, makes me feel less gongg.heheee.=P

von vonnnnieeee we look so sexy n hot

yang yanggg u r always remain my hokkien kakii
hou bouuu!!!

wynnnn wynnn u r foreva cute w tt cats eyeeee

N FRESHIEEEE WEE DID ITT!!!! SOOO SEXYYY!!!

okieee its been long ever since i blogggggggggggggggg. i feel accomplishedddd after fantazia perf. i feel happy i feel good. hehe. but afterrrrrr tt, afterrr tt, afterr tt, when lesson freakinggg starts, n i got some catching up to, i feel not happy n not good. shittt IEFFFF!!!!!!!!! okayyy, shall not blog bout tt too much or elseee.... its stressinggg meeeeeeee soo muchhhh. i hate reading newspaper.. this sem i seriusly feel sooo stupiddd. i tok nonsensically n out of pt i realise. omg. i think my brain damageee or it is shut down.=((( sam sammmmmmmmmm plsssss go fix ur brainn.. i wanna be superwomannn, then i'll be 24/7 awake, i wun feel sleepyyyy all the timeee. i wun feel like a piggg. n i'm stressssss. n i'm so stress i paint my nails reddd. sooo sexyyy n niceee.but my nails too shorttt so its uglyyy. my brain is kuku. hate it.

anw.. no matter wad happen, i believe everyone of us will be by ur side. we'll always welcome. ppl might react in a diff manner, some might be angry, some might be dissapointed but all in all everyone still concern bout u.

babyy thk u for always being here with me through thick n thin.the many thk you is jus not enuff to express, u r simply wonderful. love u!!=)))))))

2008-04-08T09:40:00.000-07:00

my bestie babehhh love u like bacteria!!!ahahhaah
my dearest sweet good bacteria!!! <3

okieee, its been ages since i blog again. wad can i sayyy... hmmm i am feeling okayyy. i am getting all nerve wrecked n stress. i got to change for some reason. i must try to get away the feelings of awkwardness. there's alot of things running through my mind.as much as i want to get pass this performance, i also want to perform my best in it. i mean i can't be perfect, but the most i can do now is to rmb my steps n get the timing right n give in all my effort. ytd after ann toked to us, it got me to think. i didn't tear cos she was pin pointing at my mistake. i teared cos i felt sorry. the time wang qin n steffi spend on teaching n practising the te wu j over n over again. n over n over again, i made the same mistake. i knew my mistake.i dance like a horse galloping for time. for once, ytd i tot to myself if i wld to be standing in the position of these choreographers, how tolerant am i towards such continuous mistakes. at that moment, i jus feel how i hav drag my dancemates down for that item.it was alot of thinking. n i feel scared. but this is not the right time to do so. i know. few more days, n its showtime!!! no moreee bullshit!!!!

n yup now i got to rely on u my inhaler.inhaler u r becoming my oxygen for these few days.i feel grateful to u.kiss my butt. n i hate being sick!!i hateeeee it!!!!!!!!!!!! cos i hate seeing doctorrr!!!!!!!!!!!!i hate spending money!!!!!!! i hate smelling tt clinic smell!!!!! i hate waiting for the freaking long que!!!!i hate waiting to tk my medicine!!! n guess waddd i jus did all tt i hate today!!!!!!!!for once i tot i could be my own doctor, n tk leftover medicine at home,n get well soon. but after 3 days, guess not huh doctor sam. i got to face this stupid tiko looking doctor n say bye bye to my $41.20 =((( i am seriously depress!!!!!!!!!ppl now dun u eva tok to me bout money issue!!! cos sam samm is freaking broke!!!!!!!! n i going to spend $55.90 on the boots!!! n i still need to spend on other stuff. okayy kill the shit out of me. i am going to find work real soon.n i will eat less cos EAT LESS=SPEND LESS. hehe

today i had a wonderful time. well for once, i can get to meet up w my bestieeee tgt w mr bacteria. hahaha.EVERYONE GO WATCHHHH UNTRACEABLE!!!its A DARN GOOD MOVIEE!!!! n yuppp i am feeling drowsyyy alr. the stupid $41.20 shit is putting its effect on me. o m gg!! the bed is calling my nameeee. hahah. goodynight ppl!!

2008-03-26T10:29:00.000-07:00

i miss my LONGG HAIRR!!!! =(((( my mummy keep saying my hair ugly!!!! idiottt!!!! but short hair also nice wad rightttt..... easy to wash easy to dry!!! i love itt!! so convenient!!!but true la, long hair more feminine. heeeeee. but i am lazy to blow my hair. yuppp. nvm i will grow my hair long. but still i must say,"I DUN REGRET HAVING SHORT HAIRRR MUM!!!!"heeee

i am bloated w water now=((((((

i dunnoe wad to do=((((((((

i shd be slpin=(((((((((((

but i can't slp cos i'm kinda worried

but yup i must slp

if not my head will go booo chika bow wow!!!

i tink i need a head scann

tahan sam, tahan!!!!!!!!!

bburrrrrrrrrpppppppppppppppppp!!!!

I MISSSSSSS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MISS MISS MISSS MISSSSSS

yup tt's wad i wanna sayyyyy

the many misses i have for you in 8 days

but times reali fliessss

hols going to end soon

fantaziaaa is nearing

it is freakin the shit out of me

today when i'm dancing fantango

i realise the amt of mistake i make

my angling jus went wtfffcccccbbbbbbbbb

i was listening to all the comments

n they r all in my head

i can be dancing w all the effort when i'm in the studio, but i look llike shit

imagine when i'm on stage, i wouldn't be hgaving the same energy level

how am i going to look like

its not because of e ppl who r going to be there i am worried

i am not worried of how they r going to be seeing me on stage

i am more worried bout me dancing

i can dance, i noe i can, we all can

but i dun seem to hav tt confident to get me going

alot of thing wad ann said today is true

there's jus alot of thing i got to improve on

i am not a born dancer

i work hard to be one

i'm jus not a born talent

n tt gv me no reason to slack off

it onli gives me the reason to work doubly hard

i guess i hav myself to blame if i dun do well for this performance

i feel sry for u sam

u jus got to be responsible for wadeva outcomes, whether is it gd or bad that comes ur way

its the opportunity we take n the mind we carrt tt lead us to where we will be

goodnight sexyy people!!!! ZAI JIAN!!! lalalalalalalalala~~~~

2008-03-25T08:32:00.000-07:00

man o mannnn my migraneee is back=((((((this is sucking big time!!!cos i cannot slp properlyyyy leaving my eyes to shrink its size.having to run to the wall n go BING BANG BANG!!!! making my head spin, til the pt tt i had to squat down to balance myself. is it becauseeee of the weatherrrr??? or am i eating too muchh heaty stuff... okayyy, i will start from tml onwards, try to eat less heaty food(peepss dun tempt mee!!!i mean it!!!)drink lotsa waterrr!!!eatmore fruitss!!!slp moree!!!!(i'll try)i hope it helpsss.n also i try not to slp pass12 am everyday. i dun wanna rely on panadol.
went to meet dino today for brunchh. she took off her braces alrrrr lahhh!!! i put before her, she take put before me!!!i must b a gd gal from now on n listen to tt cute chubby dentist, n put my rubber band.shit u rubber band, make my gum bleed!!
and for some reason, i am worried for fantazia. i dunnoe why. i feel scared, esp for my items. i am starting to fear. i realli wanna perform my best. i dun wanna make mistakes although i noe human do make mistakes tt includes stupid ones. i realli dun wana forget my steps. i must not QIANG PAI!!! SHIT YOU SAM!!!!YOU ALWAYS KANA SAY FOR QIANG PAIING!!! WHEN CAN U BLOODY HELL STOP QIANG PAIINGGG!!!! U WTFFFFCCCCCCCCBBBBBBB!!!!! arrrghh!!i'm so pisss!no one noes how piss i am, but i am v piss!!! its either myear veins dun connect to my brain or the brain dun connect to my body. or i simply need a full body check up.i guess everyone have a weakness. listen to the beatt!!!!!!!!u stupid cowww!!listen!!arrrghhhh!!!
but seriously i got lots to catch up.alot. i must have faith, faith faith faith faith. now i am trying to befriend w FAITH, so FAITH can gv me HOPE!!!so FAITH plssssssssss dun disappear!!!me n FAITH r in a process of being best fren. its going to be a long process. but i do hope FAITH dun put me on air n fly away from me. FAITH MUST STAY PUT HORRR!!! we must become hou peng you wan!!! sam sam have some faith!!!!!! bear tt in ur stupid head!!
today i bought a $5.00 storybook, its chee bong thick!!! its by barbara taylor, unexpected blessing.actualli the book didn't interest me. it was the name of the author tt caught my attention. i dunnoe why, but yup. its some romance story thingy. going to read tt tml. hee.
soemtimes, problem occur n we r given a choice to ignore or face it. i choose to ignore any problem tt is interrupting my way cos i dun wan my attention to divert anywhere other than dance. i dun wan to cause a big hoo ha. but seriously ppl shd gv a thought into this. everyone shd simply mind their own business. if u r so free to create problem, go create problem somewhere else. if u think tt u have so much to complain about, go write it on a piece of paper. ppl shd simply learn to think before they speak. seriously.wad do u gain by complaining so much? i noe some ppl jus dun realise tt they r not doing sth right. they jus simply dun realise until someone knock them on the head. but u noe at times, if u need to, go reflect. i am nt a person hu is straightforward, but if tt very moment comes, i will.i may overlook issues tt doesn't concern me.simply say, any issue tt doesn't concern gives me noe reason to bear grudges or hatred on anyone.to me, everyone has their gd n bad. if ppl hav any issues w me, jus come to me n tell me right on e face, i wun bite, unless ur issues are base on stupid nonsensical rubbish shit., then i probably might jus gobble u up or sth.other than tt, i'm pretty much cool w it. yup tt's wad i got to say.=)))))
n i seem to take less fotos nowww. my interest for foto taking is slowly deteriorating. but heyyy!!! i still like foto editingg. soonn soonn, i will be taking fotos again. watch out ppl!! hehe!!! i miss doing tt. =)))
n yupp its 12 now, i shall stop blogging, n try to slp early. tc my poor headdddddd. sam sam will love it if u stop driving her kukunutssssssssss, be good my headd. =))))))
misss u!!!!!!!!HUGSSSS!!!2 more dayss!!!!!!!

GOODNIGHTTTTTT TO THE WHOLE UNIVERSEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! HARRRRRRRR!!!!!!!

2008-03-20T09:52:00.000-07:00

okieee, i'm back from blogging. its been a really long time, i dun realli hav the mood to tok too much bout wad i have been doing n thinking lately. for wad i noe, i onli hav 27 days left to FANTAZIA. yupp. n i am getting to get chills when i start picturing myself on the actual day. i realli need to control my body alot. realli. well, everybody is nervous n scared so i shdn't be worrying too much.learning dance for almost a year, i realli learn alot. i seriously learn alot. my views on certain issue kinda change. sometimes its realli the effort u put in. i can't say we all love dancing.i can;t say we all have the equal passion for dance. to love, u must be able to make sacrifices. everyone says they love dancing. well i dun deny tt some realli do. to love dancing doesn't mean u need to noe how to dance. there's clear line between the both. u can put in all the effort at a particular lesson, n u can come on n say i love dancing. but tt's not it. loving dance is when u dance with the rhythm of the music, u can certainly feel ur heart is going on with the flow.u can feel tt.i use to think dancing is bout when u on a piece of music to hear, u jus anyhow move n whack n think u can dance.i realli learn alot. i've not know anyone apart from ann hu has such strong passion for dance. she's jus incredible.jus sitting there, watching those dancers dancing to her choreography, hearing her tok with sense, listening n understanding her words, seeing her dance, watching her moves to teach, realli taught me alot.this fantazia perf seriously got me to think alot. got me to freak out, got me to put in effort, most importantly got me to learn.
n hehe, i was watching step up 2 online tt day, i was thinking nra shd direct a movie sth like step up 2. cool right. then it will be on singapore box office. okayyy okayyy i jus like daydreaming. hahaha.but it can be done wad rightt. it'll be so cool. we will b superstar.wheeee then can fly to las vegas.then i can see angeline jolie. she so sexyyy!! okayyy i will stop dreaming.

arrrghhh.i shd hav kipnap u from the airport. throw u in a black bean bag, drag u home. hahahhaah.but thk god i am not insane so yup i didn't do tt.missssesssssss to u.=)))))))) I AM A OKAYYYYY!!!!!!!
DANCEEEEEE DANCEEEEEEEEEEEE
everything comes on step by step
everyone has diff level of capability
apart from tt
we r all the same
=)))))))))

2008-03-02T09:06:00.000-08:00

=))))

heeee. alrightt i must blog this outttt!!! after reading giammiee bear's blog http://17degrees.blogspot.com/, i must say thiss!! AH GIAM N MELISEE n YUTONG this is for you!!!!

A BIGGGG THANKKK YOUU TO U ALLL

SAM SAMMM LOVESS U ALL DIP DIPP!!!!!

PAISEHHH FOR THE LONG SHOPPING even though i noe we got body achesss,BUTTT SAM SAMMM WILL LEND U HER YOKO YOKO!!! SEXY Bo?!! N YESSS i WILL TREAT U ALL EVEN MORE SEXIERR!! SAM SAMM LOVESS LOVESS U ALL DIPP DIPP!!!

hahha. i see giam's blogg, every foto below she have to put this ,"sam, you're really gonna thank us for it" hehe.... giamm ar need to put so many mahhhh...-.-so funny lahh. but realli must thk u all. thks melise, ah tong, n ah giamm for shopping w me,walk to and fro. soo sorrryyy. but thkss man!!!!then thks melisee for the big boxx, thk goodness u nv bring the tv box, if not i think the security seriously will think u all put bomb insidee. thks giammieee for bringing so many newspaper n masking tape but in the end nv use. hehe. paisehh.thks melise for bringing t-shirt (ur so-called uniform).ahahha. thks giammie bear for ur idea!!!! i love u mann!!!!!!!

tml treat u all drink MILO!!! n samm samm will learn to bake cookies for u all!!! n I AM SERIOUS!!! but horr must give me time okiee. hehe. luv u all dip dipp!!! love a million times!!!!

msg to giam: NOOOOOOOO ROBBERRRY!!!!! hehehe

wait for me to bake cookies for u all okieee

n yess ppl!! dance dancee danceeeeeee!!! dancinggg dancinggg!!!!!!

n alsooo, paiseh meliseee nv go watch danceworks w u, i cannot gett up.soo sorryyy.....

anwwww, tml dance dancee dancee. n i am back to youtubee. i am loving SYTYCD !!!!

2008-02-28T09:31:00.000-08:00

oh well i seen to have a holiday away from blogging. so long since i jus sit down quietly and just starely blankly at the lappy screen and start to blog. yuppp... o well, been busy a song n dance items. my body is achinggg=(( but it will be all good. i feel slightly freak out when images of the actual perf starts flickering in my mind, seeing the mass audience, how wobbly my legs would become, wad will happen if i turn n fell, wad if i get so freak out n shit on my pants, wad if i get so nervous i forget my steps n jus stone in the middle of the perf, so many wad if shit here n there. tt certainly got my baby hair standing n goosebumps oozing out. i will always try to calm myself down each moment when those images flickers, i will start to meditate to myself by saying this,"if u make a shit out of this perf, it will be a once in a life time most memorable thing tt happen in ur life!!!n tt will change everything, n it'll definitely be a good change." but u noe wad, tt sentence didn't help, everyday, tt stupid images kinda scare me abit, n tt kinda make me a weakling i feel. i can pull through this. i always wanted to perform on a big stage. i seriously always wanted. i nv tot this is seriously happening. nth beats, having my parents to sit down there n see me perform, having them to be proud of me, noeing why i am doing this, noeing how much i am serious bout dancing n not a waste of time. i jus need to give her time, n myself time to accept this. i jus hope tt one day she'll be able to jus see me in real life performing for sth. i hate to compare parents cos every parents show their love in a diff way. everyone is busy w stuff, we must understand. i love everyone. i'm happy. i just want to get my moves right, dance w the beat, flow w the rhythm and not dance like a horse trying to gallop away from its predator. i am trying hard not to dance like a bloody horse. i will not become a bloody horse. yupp!! u got tt right!!^5!!

i think this post is going to be freaking long winded. hahahahha.tt is to cover up the number of days i nv blog. hehe. yuppieee. well i learn alot of things through s n d, the people, dance, the styles, n lots. but i wun blog it out. maybe some other time.

sometimes its pretty confusing when u start to mingle w people,people tell u stuff. its makes it ironic to me. those appear all nice n well-liked n stuff might not be wad they turn out to be. its funny isn't it. well, i'm neutral, i'm cool. i hear ppl tok. i'm not an angel myself, no one is. when i'm paranoid, i tok rubbish. tt's me. but sometimes, ppl can change their mask so fast i can't even differentiate hu is hu. i bet u all understand a shit in this post. well, i dun do things directly cos i dun like creating a big hoo haa. so yup.we got to learn to accept the way ppl are. no one is right in their doings cos there's no one perfect. yup tt's all i wanna say.

omg my body is wobbly, i'm going to put yoko yoko. its damn shiok serious. i like the hot burning sensation. hahah. so niceeee. okiee dokieee. tt's all for my say today. tml danciee danciee smack smackk!!! ding dian!!! ding dian!!!! dun dance like a bloody horse sam, u r in no hurry for time. the music is nt some techno shit, so its cool, dun need to go kuku over it. N YESSS I HATE TECHNO!! n yupp. okiee dokieee ciaooooo.

2008-02-25T04:33:00.000-08:00

ARTIEE FARTIEEE isss backkkieeee

yupp i noe i very long nv updatee. but yupp i'm backieee nowwwwwwww.

i shall updateee wad u've been missinggg

here weee goooo

bloopssss=))))))
hahaha, i found this foto in my hp, this is taken on chinese new yearrr.hahaha.

daddy bought this rose for mumm=)))sweet sweettt!!! but erm... i steal it for awhile to take foto of it. hahahhaa

hi street 5 competition

it's a fun experience. its all cool.

EXAMMMMMMMMMSSSS

cheebong exammm for 4 days within 2 weekss.. make me so stress.

i got 2 pimples on my nosee lahhh.arrrrgggggg

examm FINALLY OVERRRR

WHEEEEEEE!!!!YESYESSS!!!

and yup i am an aunty of one niece n nephewww

this is valerie babbyyy, she's so adorable n prettyyy.

n this naughty rascal is my nephew, zennonn. he can make me breathless jus running up n down playing w him.hahhaha. gals out there wanna lose weight running, u can borrow him.. confirm u will be as sexy as......................angelina jolieee.wootss
..

n yupp next 7 wks, will be having practice for song n danceee. yay yayyyy. nervous and excited at the same time. but yuppp its al gooddd.. we can do itt.!!!! dancee danceeieeee smack smackkk. u go gal!!!
THE ENDDD

SAM SAMM is signing off!!

2008-02-07T08:35:00.000-08:00

spanky!! u make me perspire so much by making me run up n down, shout left and right. shout until tears ooze out from my eyes. omg. but u r adorable when u dun pounce on me. spankyy spankyyy.

we went to jamie chan's hse fpr visting. hahah. then we play card games. its always enjoyable being with nra freshies. so funny.:) loves lovess happy chinese new year to u all!!!:):):)
see tt pair of black specs!! tt black studd. it cost him a total of $18!! haha. kit kit, u kana cheated!! haha!! but u look hawt!! hahah. alot beta.he looks like mix blood of malay n chinese. right? right?!!!hahah

i look cool too!! do i look mix blood as well?!! hahah. i dun look meena for sure. its tt how u spell meena?!!wadeva. sounds the same.

omg!! thks boonwee!! thks for ur 100g cheesecake!! it was dopee!!! nice nicee!! u r a dope baker!! yummy!! i shall call u baker boon from now!! nice nicee

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONEE!!! hope u all collect many many hong bao. of u think ur hong bao too many, u can split some to me!!! hahah!!! wheeee!!!!!

i love u people!!esp those hu give me big big packet!! hahahahaha!!

2008-01-31T07:29:00.000-08:00

I AM GOING TO BE VERY STUDIOUS FROM NOWWW ON!! I AMM!!! hopefulli:X

i must freaking pass examsss. i dun seem to have much of a choice right. exams u watch out!!!

while miss quek here is being very hardworking n studious, this mister here will do just the oppositeee............ hahahha

i so like this picc, feel soo artiee fartieeee!!!thks to mr kit's cappp!!!hhee

GIAMMIEEE BEARRR

now come the bad gals with their MIDDLE FINGERR!! bad badd gallll!!!!!

dun ask me wad is shufang doing to von, she was trying to imitate some levi's advertisement. but yup she jus ended up in this posturee. it looks soooooooooooooooooo wronggg lahhh...

tt fingerrrr is forever shufang's oneee. forever stuck there.

hehee.. okiee tt's all for todayy. i feel smart studying for 3 hrs on bca, n within tt 3 hrs, 2 hrs i was stuck on trying to do data table. hehe. yuppp. now i shall go back studddyyy. BB peepsss..

2008-01-28T05:18:00.000-08:00

HAPPY ELATED BIRTHDAY SISTAA!!!!!!!!!
so sweeettttt=)))

my artie fartie is tt she is holding!!so nicee!!! sam u so BHB!!

me, jq,n dino milo!!

his still big like elephant to me=P

today i celebrate dino's bday. hahaha. miss her lots. dunnoe how long nv meet up alr. happpy to see u babe!!=))) i love ur sexy yellow top!!hahahahaa!! me n jq got to wear nice nice to meet her. we r like her bodyguards for the day. sexy right gal?!! hope u like the card i make for u. this mth so many ppl's bday!!wooooooo.. why so many january babiess..hahhaha. anw, we had dinner at botak jones. the western food is good..nicee. then ate jq melted oreo and tiramisu cake. hahaha. n i make art out of it. i smear the melted cake all over the box..hehe.. paiseh ar dino. hahahhaa

and ppl, I AM BLOODY TIREDD N STRESS. CHAOO CHEE BONGG!!!

i got to study hard. even how impossible it is i have to do well for my exams. i can do it and i am sure to do it. i can rely on my own. yupp. i so fear the lack of time might cause me to fail my exam n i can't be involved in song and dance. i can't afford to fail. i jus can't. if i i fail, no song n dance, if i pass, then song and dance baby. yup. i'll try to manage handling dance competition, dance prac and exams within this 15 days. i jus wanna get over n done w e competition which i am not ready for. i am jus not ready for this. i am not ready for any competition. my heart jus pounds so fast when i think of it. n i become stress. i shdn't bother so much. i jus wanna prepare for song n dance.yupp. n yesss i wun cry anymore. no moreeee... promisseee.hopefully

i can handle myself

2008-01-25T03:12:00.000-08:00

his hand is soooo FAT!!! ur FAT HAND SOOOO FATTT TT IT MAKE MY FACE LOOK SOOO SMALLL!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA=PPP

no need me to sayyy, mr han got nth beta to do, but cap shot ppl sleeping!!

can u imagine how much i suffered being in the same class with 2 clownss!!

sebby wait for my LAWSUIT!!!U WATCH OUT!!!! i am going to VANDALISE UR PICTURE!!!!

AND POST ON THE WEB!!!=PPPPP

n today after my dental appt, i went to buy this cd for $22.90!!! hehe!!! its very nicee!!! realli!!!all the jazz songs are great!!!superb!! worth the money!!

SEXYYYY!!!

nose nosee noseee, can u plssss dun ooze mucus out!!! pls plsssssss.... i sneeze n sneeezeee. i think my intestine going to come out soon , out from my nose!!

shit u la stupid nosee!!!

2008-01-24T03:23:00.000-08:00

... i hope u could just realise....

HAPPY BDAY JAMIEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
eh... shd be belated alr but still happy bday!!! paiseh bo come join u all n celebrate last night. hope u like the gigantourr bday card!!!!!!!!big enuff to stick at ur room doorr!! sexy boo!!! hope u like it!!! happy bday!!!!

and i tell u ppl sth!!! projects now can kiss my ass!!!! i am over with projects!!! shit u projects!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =PPPPPP

i hope u could just realise
i am not here nor there
i'm stuck in between the 2 statues
i feel like a shattered piece
if i have one wish
i wish i didn't had took the steps
i'm sorry
i hope you could just realize
i need ur time
to break through the odds
so i can join my pieces together
u can try to undo the knots
erase those hidden blocks
i hope you could just realise

2008-01-21T05:10:00.000-08:00

NRAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!<3
ANNRAAAA
:))))))))

happpyyyy 18 birthday shufang!!!

i still can't believe u r the same age as me lahh!!! hahaha i kp thining u r forever 17. soon NOVEMEBER will come!! n i'll be 19!!

ON bit with bossssssssss

wheeeee:))))

FUNKAMANIA 2008!!!!!!

the competition is woots. i am dumbfounded by some of the performances. and every nra grp all did well. so happy for everyone. good luck for those in finalss!!u have all our support and well wishes!!!:)))

and yess!! BCAAAA is overr!!! is over!!

the bloody shit project is overr!!! i am tired!!! i cannot type alr!!! i will take a nap!!!

and PLAY PUZZLE BUBBLEE!!!!!!!heheheh!!!

:((((((((((((((((

2008-01-18T07:33:00.000-08:00

come on ppl, just say i look hot, jus say ittt.... hahhaha. will it kill u to lie and make me happy!!!just say itlah!!!!!
sometimes i feel i got goldfish lips!!! hahaha.

when u spend too many hrs on BCA, this is wad happenn, u become KOKEYE!!!!!!!
wah lao 6 hrs lehhhh, glue on the bloody excellll!!!! i wonder how tt mr superman soonghan did it. i hate u excel!! kiss my ass and dieee!!! i hate u like crazzzyyyyyy!!! u bloodyhell mess my mind!!! now i need to call a technician to fix my brain all because of u excel!!! shit u!!!!!!:PPPPPPPPPPPPPP

i am tiredddd........... wheeee:(((((whee~~~~~~~:((((-.-)
sunday is funka babeh!!!!! i am excited for u allllll man!!! goodluck YVONEEE,PEGGY xiao baobeiiii , EILEEEN,CHINNNN,MIAAAA,YEW yew,Tian tian and CASSSHIEEEE tong xueee!!!!!! go alll the wayyy man!! we will be there giving u all our fullest supporttt!! i noe its realli tiring for u all, but peeps hold on there, one more day to goo!!!!!jus hoot lah okieee. i noe u all cann do it!! i'm proud of u all!!!!:))))))))) loves lovess

sometimes i feel so uptight. i feel i lack of tt confidence. it kindsa hold me back. it prevent my body and mind to connect. its funny but o well.. i will try..... stop thinking sam jus stop thinkingggg!!!!!!!! bouncy bouncyyyy!!! move with musiccc~~~ move it move itttt... bloodyhell u moveee itttt..... brain be smarttt be more smart!!!! u aint need some internet wireless cabling to connect tt to my bodyyyyy. if not i got to store spyware on u!!! cos i think u r somehow corrupted by virusss..... shit u lahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! arrrrrghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! i am so frustrated of myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!CHAOOO CHEEEEEEE BONGGG YOU SAM!!!!!!!!

3 presentation down!!!! exam coming!! tutoriall!!!i wanna praccc!!! but i see no timee!!! i hate to study!!!!i hate itt like hu does right?!!! snifflesss. study make me cry!!!!!

2008-01-12T04:10:00.000-08:00

u wanna noe remedy to cure those thuderous flu?!!
eat TOM YAM SOUP!!!! i jus did tt for lunch, i ate the whole big bowl of tomyam beehoon soup!!! n my stomach n throat burn. not onli that, my mucus kps flowing out from my nostril!!! shiok i tell u!!! i am cured!!!!hehehe!!!hopefully:X so many ppl is getting sick. :( everyone drink lotsa water, eat vit C to fight against tt stupid flu shit!!! CHINESE NEW YEAR COMING!!!YOU ALL CAN'T AFFORD TO FALL ILL!!! COLLECT ANG BAO AND TAKE FINAL EXAM FIRST!!! then u can fall ill all u want!!!wheeeee!!! i hate studying econs!! i jus hate it!! those shit can't seem to go into my head!!!:(:(:(hehe!! but i will jus force myself to do so. tired man. hehe. i'm always tired.

don't turn your head back
my tears are breaking the pieces of images slowly
heart lies
i'm shield by split personalities
i will never take you away
i promise
stranded in by our confusion
don't turn it back on me
erasing the hums of rhythms
trying hard to step away from your world
so i can cast my fear aside
don't turn my foolish heart
i am breaking free
walking towards that closet of darkness
farewell is all i can say
i am not staying
my presence will soon be erased
leaving no memories to linger
don't turn the words around to me

CHIONG ECONS ARRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O GO GO GO GOG OGOOOOOO!!!!!!YEA MAN!!!!!!:((((((

2008-01-11T08:09:00.000-08:00

EUGENAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHA MOMENTS!!!

LMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
CRYSTALLL AND MUAAA!!!!!
she's the bimbo, like wadeverrrrrr!!!
and i'm the freaking lose face ah nia!!!omg
seriously lah
i look soooooo aunty!!!! sooooo seriously lah!!!
i shd get some golden horse award for tt lah!!

EUGENAAAA LOVESSS TAKING FOTOS!!!!!!!

u r the SEX MAN!!!

hahaha!!!! it was a HAHA GOOD TIME!!!:D YOU R ON THE NOOSE!!!

hey i'm ADRIANNAAAAAAA WOWWWW!!! oops!!!

tt is roy terse

HIS WINDY MEOWW!!!!

"today's weather is gonna be sunny!! ahhh!!so gals wear those bikini and hit to beach baby!!ow ow ow!!!!"swing heads!!hahahahhahaa

he looks like some psyco sex maniac lah!!! ahahhaha!!!

so pretty and hot man!! no wonder his gay partner lovesss him so much!! his beauty is sooooooooooo irresistable!!!

she looks retard!! but hehe!! we all did!!! ahhahaha!!! we r sooooo funny!!! today lms was a whole lot of laughter!!! i still can rmb sebby singing that line and that pussycat move!!!"don't u wish u r hungry me!!!" ahahaha!!! we were like sooooo funny lah!! i think me n sebbby kinda lost our image!! hhaha!! i look eeeeyeeeeerrrrrrr ugly lah!!! ahahha!!!but i had a gd time!! hahaha

and I AM SICK :(((( i sneeze like some freaking cow!! n i slept for like 4 hrs and 45 mins just now!!! wheee!!! woke up at 1145!! hehehe!! i feel good. damn the freaking weather!!!hehe!!

i hate HW!! i hate tutorials!! i hate project!!! shit those lah!!! they shd jus burn into ashes!!! i would burn them n drink lah!!! heheh!!

i go do some work now!!! bb peeps!!!!

2008-01-10T08:04:00.000-08:00

okieeeeee, my body is aching!!!! my rib, my butt, my arms yes all aching.and i kp sneezing!!!its like countless time i have been sneezing!!! n i am sooooooo tired. let me see wad i shd blog bout... i love chochalate milk tea!!! its like damn!!!! nice!! its addictive. hehe. today's choreo is wheee!!! bouncy bouncy. yup i feel i improved alot. we all did. thks to ann:))) i am going to work hard, make my body more flexible. yup alot of errors here n there.yup we are all going to prepare for song and dance in like prob 2 mths time. its freaking fast!!! n tt would prob be my first big event lah. i'm all excited bout it!!!dance dance danceeeee!!!!!!! i feel like taking up salsa!!!!!! but during the 2 mths break mayb. mayb.hehe.so coooolllllll!!!!!!!! shake ur bum bum left to right!! then shake ur neh neh right to left. shake it shake shake it!! hehe.
oh man. recently, 2 guys died, MC KING n SHU UMERA. its saddening. ppl r dying. although i dunnoe them, but noeing someone in this earth is dying, jus make me feel emotional.
with love, i send my blessing to these people who bid their last goodbye.:)
anw i am so in love w maria carey. i like the last time her, as in her songs, her old old songs.:)))hehe!!!!!!!!!not her "hey baby, o baby, baby baby", "we belong togetherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr". those songs like out of my way.

sometime ppl shd bloody mind their business!!f*** tt person hu jus simply wanna creat chaos!!!

2008-01-05T07:47:00.000-08:00

SAMMIEEEEEEEEE WHEEEEEE!!!

the ice cream was bam!!! damn nice!! i like the tiramisu!!! love it!!!
from left, green tea, mango, mocha choc and TIRAMISU!!!

see what this photographer took!!!

he went for sammie concert!!hahahah damn supportive man!!! hi5 man!!

let me make it short wad i did today

-woke up at 2

-went to meet boon wee

-went to eat jin tai fung!!! damn shiok!!

-went to eat ice cream!!! also shiok!!!

-watch alien v predator

-shout in the cinema

-cover my face

-sing KBOXX!!! my concert held there!! hahaha!!! the glass broke, many went to the hospital!! hahaha!! yup

and i'm tired!!!

shit those hw!!:((

2008-01-02T01:33:00.000-08:00

okayyyyyy today is first day of sch for everyone. for kindergarden kids, primary sch kids and secondary sch kids, JC teens and freaking poly suckers and the rest of the schooling freakos. i hate today. i simply hate. i am freaking not feeling okay.dance is going to start is 2 hrs time. okay, sam u r dead. my stomach!! i feel so tired.=(=(=( i feel like lying on my bed and close my eyes to slp. i'm in pain.arrrghh.. ccbccbccbccbccb!!!and there r freaking so many hw to do. okay tml i must do bca hw anf poa tutorial. then let me see, err... i wanna do my type out for my bmgt shit. arrrghh..=(sniffles!!!!!

i'm in such a situation of confusion by the surroundings of words

my fear to step in might become a trauma to step back

doubt in my own faith retracks in my mind

silent motions of words

my eager to mouth my thoughts

troubles my emotions

i'm awaiting for time now

and hopefully it heals

2008-01-01T01:06:00.001-08:00

after like few sips of vodka, this is wad happens......

hehe!!tt was me n giam trying to be soo dramally drunk

this man jus love to corrupt my hp.sorry dude, yr 2008, gotta change my hp dp:P

here he goes again

tt's mia hand!! see how he wish me happy new yr!!!haha

u all jus make ur guessing on wad yew yew is trying to do yea?

tt alvin!!!and sammie and giammie!!

tt is mr ham sap and jamie!!hahhah!!!ok tt ham sap is yang yang.

ok this man is very special to all of us. u noe why. cos his the first person in the yr 2008 to wish us good morning. ahahahha

i am quite tipsy and sick at the moment. i jus got to say thks mia for the food!! and thks peeps for the day. haha. i realli had a good luff ytd, o well thks to the vodka. hahah. n i wasn't drunk okayyyyyyy'!!! stop insisting i'm drunk. i was widely awake. hahhaa.okiee dokieeeeeeeei shall stop here. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! MAY THIS NEW YR BE A VERY GOOD YR FOR ALL OF US. MAY EVERYONE JUS SPREAD THE LOVE. HAHAHA. BUT YEAH, JUS HOPE EVERYONE IS HAPPY THROUGHOUT THIS YEAR. MAY THIS YR JUS SIMPLY BRING TEARS & LAUGHTER OF JOY!!! LOVES LOVES!!!!
AND ALSO I HOPE THIS YR GOT LESS TUTORIALS, MORE HOLS, NO PROJECT AND MORE HOLS. HEHEHE!!!

LOVESSS!!

2007-12-31T01:12:00.000-08:00

its new yr's eve??!!!

okiee today i feel sick!!!! i woke up at 4, i sneeezeeeeeee n i sneeeeeeezzzzzeeeeeeeeeeee n i sneeeeeeeeezzzzzzeeeeeeeeeee my freaking way through. and the whole bed were full of tissue paper. hehe. cool right?!! tsk tsk. and i kp drinking milk since 4 plus til now. the whole one hr, i have been inputing marigold milk in my stomach. hehe. and now i am looking at the vaio laptop, it has tissue as well. hhehehe. i shd be feeling all excited for new yr, but o well, i dun seem to be now. mayb soon.

okiee let me write down my new yr wishes and reslution.

first of all, i reallllliiiiiiii hope eveything goes well for everyone at home.secondly,i want to have less worriessss, try to think less. o well tt seem tough cos i think alot.hehe, but i'll try. thirdly, i wish everyone to have a happier life,forthly to be a better dancer and be good enuff to dance on stage, fifthly, i want to cruise all over singapore. it beta be!!:P sixthly,i hope the choices i make is right.seventhly, i want to be worryless for money. hehe. eightly, i want to do well for my exams. ninethly, i want to work towards opening up a cafe. ninethly, i wish all nra freshies can perform tgt. hehe. tenthly, i want to cry less. eleventhly, i want to be happy, twelvethly, i want to be happy.thirteenthly, i want to be happy. forteenthly, i want to be happy. so and so forth, i just want to be happy.wheee. tt's jus impt. happy!! everyone all happy!!
later will be wheeeee time, gonna celebrate new yr with my peeps at ah mia's hse. okieee. wheee. hahaha. happy new yr ppl:) the new yr will be a good yr, hopefull, n it beta be.cross my freaking fingers.loves ppl!! enjoy ur day!!!wait i got one more wish. i wish i dun need to do project:(and tt someone will do on mybehalf. okiee, i jus hope my grp leader dun see this. heheh kidding onli.:P

2007-12-29T05:58:00.000-08:00

don't just look at the face, look at tt bling bling?u noe to your left?!!! u see tt tiny bling bling?!!!

its so damn sexy lah!!!!!
me n von

okiee, ytd went to work w von, miyo n the other 3 gals. well, its a not bad experience. it alright. stand for 3 hrs. let me tell u, tiger beer cans r not light. and i will nv forget having to put my nice hands into a bucket of iceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee icccccccccccccccceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i icccccccccccccceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee COOOOOLLLLLLLDDDDDDDD water to just take those cans out. its freaking cold la. freezing man. we had the buffet there for dinner, then we had mango pudding.DINNER is FOC babeh. i sound so cheapo. but well, the food its not bad.:) hee.

guess wad ppl!!!!!!!!!!! guess i got my diamond ear stud!! ok i dun think its real diamond, it jus look diamond. wheeeeeee. i am so happy now!!!:P i got my stud!!! i am going to wear it like everyday lah!!! hahah!! wheee!!!!i'm happy!! and i am addicted to watching the nanny. its a very old sitcom, but!!! its still nice to watch!! i love it!!! guess wad again, i am watching it now!!!u ppl shd watch it. have a good day!! new year is coming. hahha!! i'm so excited for the new year. new year, new wishes, new resolution, new me!!! wheee!!!!! i'll shall plan it now before new year comes!!! wheee!!!

2007-12-25T08:27:00.000-08:00

tt's written by big yvonnee with her big pen from WYNN!!!:P

its that a pacifier?!! heee.

let me show u an unglam foto of shufang!!! here we go.

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TADAH!!!!!!!!! i noe she will hate me or even kill me for this but i try to make it less embarassing for her by not zooming in the pic. and i'm so nice to make it the smallest pic!!:)seee i'm nice!!

giammmieee bearrr

us n the old rocking chair

XIAO BEI n mua.

ok i kp calling her peggy, so use to it, i will realli try hard to rmb to call u xiao bei

xiao bei xiao bei n xiao bei!!
tt's farid specs!!!!

FARID IN THE HSE YOXXX!!!! we both wore black polo T's!! how coincident is tt!!!!!

:)))))

alright!!! i am happy celebrating christmas, prob the nicest christmas:) but it would be beta if santa jus come knock on my door and just leave his haversack of presents at my doorsteps. ok i shall not be greedy. well, tok bout ytd, i watched ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS!!! they r sooooo freaking cute la, that i so wish that they are my kids!! they r jus so adorable!!!!!! even they snore got rhythm wan u noe!!!!sweet. i like the hoolahoop song. niceee!!!!!!! count down my chirstmas at some pub or bar at esplanade. they got tv there la,so cool right!!! n i drank like one glass of lime martini, n my whole face turn red and hot!!! jus one glass leh!!! can imagine if i drank a bottle, i think i will be on fire, as in seriously. realli seriously. burn into ashes.alot of walking burn the calories man!!

and today!!! hahaha, also a good chirstmas day!!! went shopping w papa n bro. bought one dress and 3 tops i think, but one for dancing, the rest for newyear.:) then went to bjon's hse!!!! its sooooo fun la!!! i like tt old rocking chair. so nice to sit. but alot of mosquito bite me leh:(we luff alot. and yup i embarasssed myself today. i knock myself on the glass door cos i tot it was open. n realise its not. ok and they all luff at me. i followed on n luff on the floor. so paiseh la. then i watch IAMLEGEND!!! i cried la, until like so funny, they all point at me:( cos they tot jamie cry until like quite cham, i think i cry like kinda worse. hahaha. nice show. so inlove w will smith. man his body is like wooohooo!!!sexy man!!!we exchanged gifts!! tt took like an hr. cos like there's alot of us, 30?!! i think ard there.his hse is huge man. i got a green towel. i like ivan's pressie, he got nouggets!!!! :( so nice la!!! one whole boxx leh!! diff flavour somemore eh:( but nvm la, well maybe its jus not meant to be mine, if not i will gain like 5 kg?!!! heee. so yeah, ivan need tt. hahaha. yup , then bjon send us to the bus stop, i like sitting his car, like datona,zoom right n left. all of us scream.hahah. fun fun. :) yup!!!

i love my chirstmasss!!! n its over alr:( so sad!!! but nvm.i'm still happy w my christmasss. man we all shd have another car ride in bjon's car. bam bam man!!!

2007-12-23T07:25:00.000-08:00

NGEE ANN CITY PERFORMANCEEE!!

ROUGH ADDICTS

IN BASS

GIRLFRIEND with DAPHNE KHOO!!

HEY HEY YOU YOU i wanna be ur galfren!!

ANN"S CHRISTMASS SURPRISEE!!

haha

this was dopefully funny!!
SINGAPORE POLY PRODUCTION

summerr blisss!!

VAN VAN!!

hey hey!!! i must say my peeps u did well ytd. those who performed, peggy,eileen,jamie,von,ivan, cash
,chin,kit,koksheng,yew yew,miamia,yang yang and tian tian!!! u all did well:) so happy for u all:D

paiseh nv tk foto of u all, busy video recording. hahaha. the whole performance was impressive. my hair was dancing, and at the same time feel nervous for my peeps. hahah. then sit ahbentoh's car back to school, but i think we too heavy untl the car has some prob. hee. we celebrate christmas. ann touched all of our hearts. she cried. n i teared. her words realli hit our hearts. seriously. we will all work hard, we all can do it. its not about whether we r fast or slow learners,as long we noe we can,we can.i noe myself jolly well tt i'm far way back,n i noe certain areas of myself that goes wrong, n i will work towards it.i realli realli hope tt ppl jus dun leave just like tt.kp fingers cross.we all can do it. yup. its jus a matter of time. :)n i must say sth, the power rangers by inbass was damn funny!!!! hahahah!!! yup. n the junior item was touching.:) hahha. anw thks ann, love u lots for ur ever loving guidance and determination to teach us. thks alot.:)

n i wanna shopping for more dresses!!!:)

christmass is coming babeh!! its so nearing. can u feel the love christmas is spreading!!!!!!!!!!!!! i saw big christmas tree ytd at taka, i feel the christmas mood!!!!wheeeeee

once again!!

merry christmass ppl!!!

luv u all ppl!!!:)

hope u all spend more money on christmas and at the same time, earn more money after that. hur hur.

bb!!

2007-12-19T07:56:00.000-08:00

haha!! 2 ns men guarding starbucks!!

left is ming kwang, right is derrick the egg!!
she's my drug dealer, CHENEY!!!!!!

goofy

geeky

F4, that's wad they called themselves

all here at mad jack's. , fatimah, minchoo, bryan, dino n cheney

wheee!!

choo and wadeva gal!!

drug dealer and dino mino

this stupid chao ah beng, foreva nv chnge still so naughty n always kp bullying me!!:(

todayhad 4ea class gathering after practice,13 of us were there, and that includes mr farid, miss ishy, missy yi ru who left half way, then meet up w 2 ns men, and mr red crossman, samuel!! yup. its a cool time meeting up w ur old mates. recalling the funny times we used to make fun of our teacher, poking fun at our classmates. yeah i still recall the time when i sat beside farid, and he will tell me censored stuff. hahha. and also teaching me to twirl the pen w my fingers. hahhaha. and i rmb we had this teacher's day perf, yeah his sis n him taught us choreo. haha. i rmb i sat beside faitmah, she always make me luff. hahah, she will turn to me n sing this song,"I love big butts and i cannot lie" tgt w the action. hahaha. who else.many other funny memories. memorable. and bryan ang GU GUI!! tt sickening ass, always bully me, push my head.i rmb he threw socks at me when make me smell his stinko boots during NPCC. tt ass. but nice as well, when i'm down.:) n we got our BUC badge tgt. hahha. best asshole mate in my npcc days. not forgetting my best bitch, ishy wishy. hahah. how we are always there for each other, make fun of ppl. luffing so loudly in class. yup. miss those days. n i still miss it now. i can feel certain chnges but well, ppls chnge. can't say much to tt.:) had a gd luff today. okiee, knock off to slp. b4 i do tt, yup, today is gay boy's bday. happy birthday!!:)

goodie night!!

n for heaven sake!! I AM NOT A LESBIAN!!! CB!! oops!! but too bad.:P

nitex!

loves ppl!!

2007-12-17T08:14:00.000-08:00

tsk tsk!!!!!!!! i am still VERY STONE!!
chin!!

hey boyfren!!!hahaha

ok ppl, my tagbox dunnoe why is at the bottom of the page, so yeah, dun ask me y, i dunnoe how to fix it back:(

nth much to blog bout today, simply too lazy. hahha too little time!!! hols 2 weeks will pass damn fast la!! i want more time!!!

christmas is coming!!!

2007-12-16T01:22:00.000-08:00

today is a slpy day for me:))))i woke up early in the morning, then came home, traight head to bed, boom, KO!!! heee. slept for like 2 and a half hrs. later gotta head out. i am so full!!!!!!!!

u noe at times, u jus seem to lack tt determination, but then later tt spirit jus get into u. i prob need alot of encouragement. yup. missing my peeps.

u noe sometimes its good to SPREAD THE LOVE, tell the ones u love, u love them,ur good fren ard u, ur family,evryone or anyone dear to u. u jus might not noe they might jus go one day. and once they leave, tons of regrets starts to reappear right in front of u. jus tell them u love them, it doesn't have to be ur bf or gf, u noe!!! u noe how couples r like, everyday, they r confesing their love, so they have more than enuff love alr. tell those, esp ur frens!!!!!!!!its sad to see or to hear frens u noe or simply acquaintance jus leave. a sudden of emptiness n fear hits ur heart. n u began to think of the "what if" situation. what if she's goes, what if i go, all the what ifs reincurring in ur mind.someone u once noe, may jus go, n not come back. before i live my life w any regrets. i shall tell u ppl, esp my beloved nra freshies peeps, i love them lots lots!!, my goodie frenssss and bitches for whom they noe who they r, i love them too, my classmatessssss so funny n adorable n irritating u jus simply wanna burn their asses, but yeah, love them too!!!love those frens ard me, being so nice and fun to tok to. thks thks!!

not forgetting my parents!!! i love them too much!!! they r my priority, yup, love u dad n mum. n my brother!! love him too!!!!!! love my grandma who used to take care of me when i was young, loves loves!!! thks!!! although u get pek chek w me at times, cos u dun understand me when we communicate in hokkien. but well, i tried my VERY BEST!!! still love u!! love my aunts who are always there n supportive, n get me prezzies. ever so concerning. yeah love them. n love those who i had once loved dearly. i dun wanna hate but yeah. love love everyone.

HUGGIESS AND KISSIESS!!!

LETS ALL SPREAAAAAD THE <3>

we will all live happy happy, no sad sad!!!

ciao ciao!!!!!!!

sammie got to head off!!!

ONCE AGAIN!!!

I LOVE YOU PPL!!!!!!!

2007-12-14T09:34:00.000-08:00

charlie mama!!! loves!!
happy bday!!!wei ni!!! i kp thinking ur name is winnie.oops!!

whee!!

camwhore queen!!!
she got eyes like mine!!!

kaijia and her "omg i'm so hot" phrase

camwhore again!!
caught yea!!

then mine turn to camwhore!! w jer jer!!

whee!!

bloops!!

HAPPY BDAY WYNN AND WEI NI!!! THE W'S!!! haha!! sorry nv attend wynn bday:( so sorry!! happy happy bday yeah!! u r officially of age to go clubbing!!1 haha!!

today went to meet von n kaijia at bugis. i overslept so i was like 1 and a half hrs late!! oops!! sry:(, then i spent like 5o bucks on worthy stuff!! like 2 dresses!!! and my slipper!! and 2 belts!!! cheap right!! i so loving it!! and then went to celebrate weini's bday. sang song. luff luff, drink drink. hahah. yup nth much to say. tt's bout all today.:)

2007-12-12T09:01:00.000-08:00

thks ivan for the good foto skils!!!
he so supportive man!!! keep posing for me to take foto of him!!!wheee!!!

yang yang!!!!makaning!!

MR $$$$$$$$$$$$

also another supporter for posing differenet poses!!thksssss!!!

XIAO BEEIIIIIIII!!! haha!! paiseh i pronounce her name like so awful:( sry bao bei!!! paiseh got u to pose so long.hahaha

IVAN TOOK THIS TOO!!!

GLAM and her EVER-SO-LASTING jacket!!heeAND YES!! this also take by ivan!!! his good right!! haha!!!

ppl i got things to announce!!!

COMMON TEST FINISH MAN!!! today i am tired. i slp everywhere i go after test. slept at the bukit time plaza there, slept in the bus, slept in the taxi and slept in the studiozzzZZZZZ... even i tok to ppl w my eyes close!! haha!! n guess wad!! i am not slping now!! after this will be nappy time!! tml no school bebeh!!! just now went sing song w xiao bei at katong. hahaha. miss singing. then took cab back:):) now i am eating twistissss!!! yummy!!! greedy pig right me!! hahha!!

well i must say sth. eat when u wanna eat, feel like eating, JUST SATISFY UR HUNGER. GALS plsss dun like dun eat at all!! its seriously unhealthy. if u r obese, then eat healthily but dun deprive urself from eating!! and pls dun rely on CIGARETTES to reduce weight. smoking is just bad. n today i kp smelling cigarette smoke,n ppl puffing them right onto my face. i dun hate smokers, but u noe. if my face kana pimple becos of tt, then i will have no choice but to hate u all. tooo bad!!!okieee... end here. blog more tml k!! sammie must rest her eyes!!!!AND OF COS ENJOY HER TWISTISSSSSS!!!!!!wheee!!
CHRISTMAS IS ON THE WAY PPL!!!

TIME TO MAKE PLANS AND WISHES!!!

I BETA MAKE MY FIRST WISH IN ADVANCE

WISH NO. 1: SANTA I MUST PASS MY CT, NOT JUST A JUST PASS, BUT A GOOD PASS!! U NOE, IF U WANNA GV ME ALL A'S(which i noe is impossible)BY ALL MEANS!! I WILL LOVE U FOR LIFE MAN!!!N I WIL GET U A GILETTE SHAVER!!! HEEE!!!

goodnight ppl!!

lovess:)

2007-12-11T06:53:00.000-08:00

let me show u sammie's work!!!! wheeee!!!!!

kitty w everlast!!!!

GIAMMIE w everlast!!

beehive uncle!! ahhaha!!
ok tt one is giam created the name for it.

giam undergoing chemo!! hahahah!! the original foto looks more like it. now this edited one looks more like ah sum(maid!!) hahahaha!!

kit w game, DOTA!!! is it dota? i think so la.

beeenieeeeeee giammieeee

guess whose this?!!!

itssssss GIAMMMMM!!!!!

wheee.. this is my day's work. so happi!!! hahahawheee!!! i miss my laptop!!! so excited to get back home from the library so i can this done. we were all studying, kit, giam, xiang tian and me. we were luffing our asses for many many reasons. enjoyed studying. hahah!!!

n i wanna slp. dun wanna study liao. so tml i can wake up early. at 5:45:( bloody "cb" right!!! tml test at 8:30:(. so must reach sch early to revise:( nvmtml last paper!! after tt!!! fotos fotos n moreeeeeeeeeeee fotos!!!!

GOOD LUCK SAMMIE!!!!! GOODIE LUCK!!! SAM WISHES SAM ALL THE BEST!!! seriously i need that alot.

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!!

the presence of my fear exist

don't ever turn your head back on me

2007-12-10T00:30:00.000-08:00

AN APPLE A DAY BRUSH THAT DOCTOR AWAY!!

THE MIXTURE OF LAUGHTER AND TEARS!!

HANEH!!!

SEBBY WEBBY!!
heee!!! ok i am going to slack til 5, then bathe and study hard hard for poa. cross finger!! my econs today is like :(. hahha!!! i feel very tired. very tired. how?!!!! i need booster!!! i need my peppermint mocha!! hahah loving it from starbucks!! okiee ppl feel free to comment on the pics k? if its ugly or anything, jus say it is!! i'm cool with it. but must be honest la. dun come spam spam my tagbox.but even if u do, i also can't stop u. onli got one gesture for __. oops!! tt's not me!!! hahah!!

sadly, i still think of u

even when u did me wrong

of such for not being forgiven

but i still think of u

and i'm sorry to myself

2007-12-09T09:06:00.000-08:00

RED DAISY LADY!!
SMILIEEE EYES!!

TIRED BITCH!!

i am starting to like this!!! whee. ok later at 1:30 i am having bloody econs paper. and here i am doing this!! it just relaxes my mind some how.
i am not going to touch those econs papers. i am going to slp!!! enuff!!!!! i am so loving fotography!!! i am loving it!!!

whee. today i learn alot of stufff....i learn how to balance. trying almost there. trying to learn to spot so i can spin properly. hahah.

but well...

u r still a nightmare of my fear
i am still afraid of u

i am still unable to move on

i am still rooted in this situation of ur darkness

i'm stuck

GOODLUCK SAMMIE !! LOVE U PPL!!THOSE HAVING EXAMS GOOD LUCK TO U MAN!!!!!

2007-12-08T21:13:00.000-08:00

heee.. guess wad i'm doing? i am lao saiing. woohoo!! so shiok!! so good!! jialat. i have like 5 hrs left to study then off i go. heeeeeeee.... but can't seem to get my butt moving. heee.. ytd was funny. i was toking to 2 people online. i got confused w both their conversation. got the wrong interpretation, n i both freak the ass off me la. thk goodness!!phew!!!!!! and i am so bored!!! i dun wanna study!!!!i wanna slp!!! ok today i will study ABIT of poa!! and revise my econs!!! wheee.. and i set up the tagbox as wad von told me too. but:( no one post leh. onli i post. wheee!! haahhaha!!hahahaha!! ok la!! i wanna get ready!!!! n zoom off the hse!!

2007-12-08T06:10:00.000-08:00

masked in the face of satisfaction

words of fiery!!

the rummage of one eye

heee. okieee, i am in shit. common test is like on monday, n i am so addicted to this shit. its so nice editting fotos.it looks so much artistic!! so nice!! i love it!!! i am loving it!!! wheee!!! and tonight!! i got studies to do:(
ok i am gonna study blaw one chapter then revise wad i had studied in starbucks!! hahaha!!!
dun u jus hate studying!! it jus makes me love holidays and appreciate them more. but well. hols is coming!!! its gonna be christmas time v soon!!!
jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way babeh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now some cheeky fellow is missed out
his suffering in ns!!
wheee!!
everything will go well for yeah fren
hope u get fitter once u r out of NS
n less ticko!!
kidding!!
tc!!!!!!!
n miss yeah:))

and SAM SAM GO BATHE N GET UR ASS TO STUDY!!!!

WHEEE

I AM HAPPY N STRESS!!

HAPPY+STRESS=SIAO!!!

WHEEE!!!

2007-12-06T23:17:00.000-08:00

HEEEE...i'm so liking this. i am suppose to study my econs like for 2 hrs til 5 plus, then head down to somewhere. my heart is still, dunnoe y. it seems nervous, then again i'm trying to be calm. so u noe nervous +calm=panick!!WTF!!! yeah man. i hope n cross finger, i wun have stomachache lata. today suppose to study w kit kit, but too bad man. paiseh fren so last minute. i feeeeeeell sooooo kia kia right now.i think it must be the coffeeeeeeeeeee. it must freaking be. let me see wad i did jus now. i made fun of boy boy on msn. i dunnoe wad's w my bro head.

mURdER FORa VENGENCE, i CLosE YoUr bLOOdY eYES tONiGHT:send nudge

samantha:wad la

mURdER FORa VENGENCE, i CLosE YoUr bLOOdY eYES tONiGHT:u in school?

samantha:yup

mURdER FORa VENGENCE, i CLosE YoUr bLOOdY eYES tONiGHT:i'm home

samantha:wad's w ur nick?

mURdER FORa VENGENCE, i CLosE YoUr bLOOdY eYES tONiGHT:nth la,hahah

samantha: tonight i'm so going to lock my room door, n kp all the knives!!!!

mURdER FORa VENGENCE, i CLosE YoUr bLOOdY eYES tONiGH: u sIAoOoo!!!

heee. so freaky. mr quek i am so not gonna let u in my room TONIGHT!!u freakkyyy!!!

surprisingly,

she think back today

she like her life now after deleting u away from the inbox of her mind
slowly but surely

all will be gone

she be strong:)

u got shoulders to lean on fren!!!:)

2007-12-06T05:19:00.000-08:00

i can nv have angelina jolie's sexy lips, so the onli thing i can do is just

POUT!!!!!!!
I SO LOVE THIS HAIR WHEEEE

today is ZILIAN day for sammie!!wheee!!!!

ok today i got sth to bitch abt!! stupid teacher, i miss one day of lms, and i kana warning letter. letter send to me, its still ok, it send to my dad. man!! i got both my parents worried for nth. sorry mum n dad:( didn't had any intention to get ur ass freaked out. well, got home, n made my explaination.phew!! jus didn't want them to think i'm being a bad gal. so so sry. i shall not miss another time, n tt's onli for LMS!! idiot!! freak u la teacher!!!

i am so tired. and i got so many work to do. and exams are like on monday!!! and its like WTF WTF WTF all over my freaking head!!

cross my fingers for tml. n tonight, i got to rely on coffee again. not much of a choice. i got LMS,IAC n MIEC to finish up by tonight!! :(:(:( sammie is so tired!!!!!!!! how how how?!! poor sammie wammie!!!! somebody pls tell me where freaking santa is. "santa i want a bigger brain for chirstmas, but the size of my head still remains!!!wheee" love u ar santa!! hahaha

when all is over and done

i remain the same

so as stay in still

i need me

back again

with time:)

before i go off to do my work, i still must say, teacher u r soooooooo BAD la!!!!!!HHMMMPPPPHH!!!!!!!

2007-12-05T03:15:00.000-08:00

christmas is on the way man!! i have many chirstmass wishes!!!!!!!!!!!!

and one of my chirstmas wishes is to be smarter next year!!hahha!!! smarter as in u noe no need to study yet can sore GPA 4.000000!!! hahah!!! wheeee!!!!!:P

heee... wheeee!!! i woke at 4 today!! wheee!!! i am so PROUD OF IT!! wheeeee. slept at 4 n wake up at 4. and tt's like 12 hrs of slp!! and tt's sth to whee about!!!!!!!!!! n i made my own sandwich n eat cornflakes w milk for my brunch!! n 2 table spoon of ice cream!! wheeee!! and dinner i had coffee and cookie!! more wheeeeeee. n tt cofffeee make me lose appetite. no appetite=eat less=reduction of 0.00000000000000000001kg!! wheeeee!!!i shd stop wheeing. i was studying poa jus now. listening to the radio. man!! i love 98.7!! cos they kp playing "built to last by meleeee" wheeee!!!! then they played many other rock songs. i like the song chemical romance, i dun love you. niceee!!!!!!!!!

Teardrops On My Guitar lyrics

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

That I want and I'm needing everything that we should beI'll bet she's beautiful,

that girl he talks about

And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so funny

That I can't even see anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,

I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing,

don't know why I do

Drew walks by me,

can he tell that I can't breathe?

And there he goes, so perfectly,

The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight,

give him all her love

Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone,

as I turn out the light

I'll put his picture down and maybe

Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart

He's the song in the car I keep singing,

don't know why I do

He's the time taken up,

but there's never enough

And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

i am going to finish studying poa,then study blaw n do tt stupid quiz!!! i have my baby to accompany throughout my day home. wheee!! sweeet right!! nth beats music to the ears man!!!

thought it over

my heart changed

when you go

reminisce

I was YESTERDAY

2007-12-02T03:23:00.000-08:00

candles are the sweetest lit of life:)
wheeee!!!!!!!

so sweet right!!!awwwwwwww

then she must come in !!hmmmph!!!

we so funny la, anw ppl, the bouquet of flowers is not ours. me n giam far to despo alr. so we borrowed the flowers, and also borrowed sinyang to take a few shots to satisfy our hearts.
actualli not jus us, JAMIE ALSO LA!!! but she took w her hp. so nv post:(

wheeee.

well, ytd i saw this asian band concert thing at ps for like 5 mins, then it ended. but the band were realli awesome. the drummer and the electic guitarist were good. impressly good. then me, tommy n ah giam went to enlounge to see von catwalk. good goody good good. hahah. it must be nerve wrecking for her. hahah.but well, its good. hahha. then i went home. yup tt's bout it.nth much to tok abt. but i seem to miss school. i realise i cannot stay home cos i will turn out to be an emo kid, so quiet n lifeless. n wad i think abt is slp. dun u think its funny. when u r busy, u wan off days. then when u have off days, u wan to busy. its weird!!! man i'm wierd too!!!

n from tml onwards, i cannot tok too much:) cos the dentist ask me to wear tt rubber band in a box tt disallow me to open my mouth wide. so i cannot luff. n tt's the one reason i have not been toking much today. ok is a good thing to my classmates cos they always hope i can shut up for once n gv them some peaceful life. ur wish is granted ppl!!idiot!!:)i shall watch tv n waste time then do abit of hw.:)

2007-11-30T09:45:00.000-08:00

i am up at 1:45,i dunnoe wad to do, msn hates me:(, make me even boring. cos i cannot disturb me to tok to. then i am shitting on the toilet bowl shitting, kidding,actualli its true, actualli i lied, actualli realli, but then i lied, then realli leh, then no then yes , yes no yes no, u all guess k. ok one strand of my fake hair gone. i did my extension for sat morning for some staff. so i'm plannin to remove it on sunday. ok u ppl will go like, WTF!!! SAM U WASTE MONEY FOR JUS ONE DAY!!! WTF!! ok, ppl u all must understand, i feel like barbie doll w tt fake hair. i feel fake w tt fake hair. i kp wondering whether hu's hair is it on my hair. then u noe kinda spooky. so yeah. i shd remove it. i feel awkward w fake stuff lying on my hair. although i regret cutting my hair, but when i see denise keller with short bangs, man!!! how i wish i have small face like her. but then again, i am heart content to have part of mum n dad genes. chubby is beauty babeh!!
then i was asking myself jus now, "sam how many times did u lied?"then i start counting, then i ask again,"what were ur reason when u lied?" then i think, how the hell i noe. then i ask, u like lying?, then i think. hu loves lying.ok i am so random.

i shd have went to sch today. if i did, i wouldn't have feel so empty. i feel so bored. but yet i dun wanna go out cos i was lazy.n now i am thinking wth shd i do tml morning. wad am i gonna prepare? which song to choose? hack it, jus impromptu.

let me see wad to blog abt.hmm... i was reading XXXXXX blog and YYYYYY blog. and then i was kinda disturbed by abit by the situation going on. she loved him, then she loved another him, BUT!!! him and him are bloody hell good frens la!!wtf!!!and u noe wad is the even more wtf thing, i noe one of them. or maybe i noe 2? or 1? or 2? hack it. but its such a WAH LAO situation. i have nth to say. i am bored. i want to slp, but i'm not tired. pls use a pendulum n knock me to slp.

ok this is random, let me suka suka write sth here, then i end this shit okieee.

ur promises
were kept in mind
til now even when we lost our hearts
i read the many sweetest words u wrote
which i wished were meant for me
u've nv seen the tear drops
the heart ache
the sorrows
they were invisible pain
days were like years
so long to pass
even sec were counted into minutes of hours
tt was how distant my life is
the man tt had jus entered ur life
is a question in my mind
will he be the one?
does he love u like i do?
we became unspoken strangers
and tt has teared my wounds
scraping the flesh apart
seeing blood flows
i can feel the fiery
i still love u like i do
but will u do the same to me too
even when i noe, u are seeing the man
the man tt have taken away u
will u?

goodnight ppl... hope his fine:)smile!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-29T21:44:00.000-08:00

today i skip LMS lesson!!!wheee!!! n wad this means, i can slp LOOOOOONNNGERRRRRRRR n SLP even more later!!! and self prac at home!!! wheeee!!!then at night, will be finishing tutorials!!!wheee!!!so organize!! and janet jackson is so sizzzling hot!!!the way she dance is like hot electrobot!! man!! i wanna be samantha jackson too!!! i am going to own tt name!! all the other samanthas' pls buzz off n stay away from tt title!! hahaha!!

honestly
wad have u been thinking,
his in silence of sadness
n ur pretendance to hide
soar his wound
deeper n deeper
u defend, standing behind tt shield
which seem visible to me
he is left with nothing
jus for a second
his lost
i became helpless
i dun wan to be him
u too
and his no doubt
words of unspoken left them apart
i am speechless for a moment
my mind began to wonder
in confusion n despair
i felt helpless to him
my apologies

2007-11-27T04:15:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BDAY SEBBY WEBBY LASAP GUI!!!

"DAM DAM"

BLOOOOPSSS, if i have anoerexic face, i will look like tt. so i decided i love my chubby face. so nice to pinch la!!wheee:P

these 2 crazy monkeys!!! always make fun of them, but end up all of them make fun of me:(

now because i mix too much wild animals from the wild jungle, i turn out to be one of the monkeys in the zoo, with a swollen cheek. hahaha!!!

seriousl, i think my face is too big!! but hu cares right. i love the fats babeh!! n tt ugly twist is seriously soooooooo way offfffff!!!! shd jus MOP it away!!1:P

Mr han seems so constipated,n tt neh neh is like %&#($)%!. okiee done:)

nth much to blog bout. i am kinda upset. i will jus simply work harder.:) feeling tired.

sometime i feel clueless, shd i take i jus tk a step back n think back. n lay back, n do nth?

its hard..

tired~~~

2007-11-26T05:44:00.000-08:00

i sat on the toilet bowl, i took out cleo magazine, and i saw lindsay lohan w her long hair, then i flip, i saw britney spears w her long hair, then i flip i saw jessica alba w her wavey long hair,then i flip somemore, i see even more long hair, then i shut the pages, n decided not to shit. then after bath, i got out of the toilet, i saw mum w her long hair. then i was like.....:(, then i got out of the hse, i board the bus, even the old aunty got long hair. then i was like:(, then i went up the double deck, ok,i saw a BUNCH of long hair.then i got down, i see erneh w his not so long hair but longer than mine,then i got to my class, i see crystal's hair, i see all the other hair long than mine. even clarence hair is longer than mine. ok!!!!then i was like :(:(:(:(:(:( i so regret cutting my hair. then i got home, i look at daddy:))) dad u r a great comforter. ur hair makes my hair look so much longer. hahahaha!!!!!! cos he got short hair PLUS CHUBBIER FACE like mine!!!wheeee!!!!!!:):):)

2007-11-24T06:38:00.000-08:00

HAPPY ELATED BDAY TO DEAREST KIT KIT!!!!!!!

now is 11, another hr more!!!

weeee!!!!!!!!

his my great 74 bus partner

his my great dancing buddy

His my great fren!!!!!

happy bday pal!! its early to wish, but its always beta to be early than late.

stay happy as eva!! no matter how down u r, u have great frens like us hu will back u up, support u and love u man!!! from the first time noeing u during audition til now, man, its a good thing noeing u. go thru the ups n downs. yup. ur chest popping has improved so much. now i feel my boobs r useless:(, wheneva i compare urs!! beatboxing way to go. boo chika chika pa!!hahah

HAPPY BDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! wheeeeee:)))))) stay happy as always!!!

winks!!!

go go go
we all love u fren!!!

REDCAMP!!!!

BLACKIES BABEH!!!!

BLACK IS THE HOT SHIT!!

ANN AND ME!!!<3

well if u see close up, my nose n eyes r red after crying. but i think u all can't notice my eyes la. anw, the cake was nice!! i like!!i wanted to get another piece to eat, but i realise not my bday. hahaha!!tsk tsk.

GAY BOY!!!

he was sooooooo "chio" la!! hahah!!! i didn't noe toilet paper has a brand called "gucci gucci"

haahah

i am so tired. i am done w bca. hand up my shit. now left w POA:( how sia!! i wanna slp man. tml is kitkit bday!!!

2007-11-23T07:54:00.000-08:00

let me show u a fugly foto of myself i took in the lib. dun b freak out k.ready get set go!!!

tadah!!!!if u wanna call me a puffer fish or a fat pig or some fugly shit, go on k. BUTTTTT JUST DUN LET ME KNOW.cos sammie is soooo going to hate u for tt!! heeeeee:)

anw, had class today. n my stomach was burning cos i ate alot of chilli. haha. congrats to jamie n kit kit for performing high school musical. :))) good luck n work hard. i also got to work hard:( i see most can do push up today, and i see myself on the mirror, n start bitching to myself,"eh bloody hell, y u still stuck there, n not going down?!!go down leh go down leh" but physically i noe, i am half dead. hahaha. my arm was like ^*@^#%$$(!. yup.hahahaha:))

today going to slp late. n finish some of my work. so can celebrate kit kit's bday:)) wheee!! chiong okiee!! hahaha!!SAM SAM GO GO!! n i must thk mr han!!! thks for the answer. reduce one load of work for me!! hahah!!tml i will post one funny foto of eugene. tt "gucci gucci" damn funny la. we were acting for lms. msn, this man can freaking act as a good gay!! hahaha!! dope shit babeh!!

okiee, gtg!!bb:))

2007-11-22T06:17:00.001-08:00

2007-11-22T05:53:00.000-08:00

honry right these 2
wassupppppp

wheeeeeeee:)loves!!

hot hot hot!!

twister twist

i hate standin beside him, make me looks fat

botak botak. dun he look like some cartoon character? i can't think of the name. will let u noe once i can recall.
didn't had the opportunity to tk fotos w the gals cops they were practising fantasy. :( but there's always next time:)wheee!!

hey hey to my sexy boyfren!! dun b jealous giam:P

well,ytd we were all involve in redcamp thing. it was fun, we learn a 2 stes of 8s for 3 genres, jaz funk, locking and hip hop.its fun. tt explains all the aching we r having today. today was a :(. then we ate alot of sweets for dinner, then me n giamm kope food outside. can't tk it.

after everything, had MAC then come back n hav celebrate ann's bday. n i cried. i couldn't control i cried. i am going all emo. but seriously, NRA has played a big part of my life. i needa THANK FARID for asking me to come for audition. yup. if it wasn't this buddy of mine, i think i wun be able to realise what i want by now. so thk u. n also my great dancemates hu has always been w me thru ups n downs. sharing the same passion. hav fun tgt. luff n cry tgt. go thru the highs n lows, eva supporting. n ann hu nv fails to gv us the determination to move on.yup. thk u. n see wad happen when i cry pretty bad after hugging Ann.see wad they say k.

Jamie.C:CB y u cry sia

Eileen:wah lao y u cry, u cry we cry leh

jamie:F*** ni, see la i cry

shufang:KNN, u dun cry la

Jamie.L:see la we all cry la

then jamie.c went on n come to me n say, KNN, KB,CB, blah blah

then i started luffing.

hahaha. sry k if i spread the crying to u all. hahah!!:))